random misdoings

Dec. 17th, 2009 | 05:29 pm
From:: mirror_mind

colder visitors breaking my cycle
bringing pain from coldness across the sea
trapped in this heaving midnight of winter
with them waiting outside my door
how am I to fool myself now?

I used to live in a liquid noon, so clean and unspoiled
free from darkness of affection
and bias of care
what now remains of those wondrous enlightened castles?

it all comes back to me now, like the dark hand of fate
and no one is to blame
whatever roads I chose - all was in vain

yes, I can drive out those creatures of pain
now their mindless darkness bends to my will
yet there is no relief
they still get under my skin and leave their footprints within

how am I to fool myself now? I am falling now!
now! right now
falling deep in the pit of my pointess penitence
it will consume me, obliterate the guilt for random misdoings
and my other face will emerge once again
how am I to fool myself now?
how am I to restrain?

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