F***... zeķes nedabūju...

I think my spirit's dead... maybe he's just sleeping, but I really think he's dead... but if he's not, then he will be *mwahahahahhaha* XD

I just want to talk to someone... don't care even who... just someone...

4ki h45 di5c0nn3c73d...

WARNING!

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Running Blind

Can’t find the answers
I’ve been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning
Promises have been turned to lies
Can’t even be honest inside
Now I’m running backward
Watching my life wave me goodbye

Running blind
I’m running blind
Somebody help me see I’m running blind

Searching for nothing
Wondering if I’ll change
I’m trying everything
But everything still stays the same
I thought if I showed you I could fly
Wouldn’t need anyone by my side
Now I’m running backward
With broken wings I know I’ll die

Running blind
I’m running blind
Somebody help me see I’m running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind

I can’t find the answers
I’ve been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning
I’m running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind

Murgs... pagājušās divas naktis nevarēju normāli gulēt... too many minds... jāatrbrīvojas no tām visām... jāizkrata sirds kādam kas neko no tā visa nejēdz... vai arī vnk jāpasaka viss viņam... esmu jau gandrīz gandrīz saņēmusies to pateikt...



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Don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came
And while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old.

[almost] Old days are back :) :D

"Cherry Blossom Girl"

I don't want to be shy
Can't stand it anymore
I just want to say 'Hi'
To the one I love
Cherry blossom girl

I feel sick all day long
From not being with you
I just want to go out
Ever night for a while
Cherry blossom girl

Tell me why can't it be true

I never talk to you
People say that I should
I can pray everyday
For the moment to come
Cherry blossom girl

I just want to be sure
When I will come to you
When the time will be gone
You will be by my side
Cherry Blossom Girl

Tell me why can't it be true

I'll never love again
Can I say that to you
Will you run away
If I try to be true
Cherry blossom girl

Cherry blossom girl
I'll always be there for you
That means no time to waste
Whenever there's a chance
Cherry blossom girl

Tell me why can't it be true

2. nedēļa...
joprojām tā pati diena...
vakars...


gribēt nenozīmē dabūt, tāpēc gribēr VAR visu :)
tas pats ar sapņošanu... sapņi nav īstenība, tapē arī sapņot VAR un arī DRĪKST (cilvēki skaitās brīvi) visu :)


un es gribu daudz un sapņoju par daudz ko ^_^




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vēl vēlāk vakars...


"Searching for nothing
Wondering if I’ll change
I’m trying everything
But everything still stays the same
I thought if I showed you I could fly
Wouldn’t need anyone by my side
Now I’m running backward
With broken wings I know I’ll die"


"I'm alive for you.
I'm awake because of you
I'm alive told you.
I'm awake swallowing you
I'm alive for you.
I'm awake because of you
I'm alive told you.
I'm awake swallowing you"

"Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom from choice
it's what you want"

"I have a problem that I cannot explain,
I have no reason why it should've been so plain,
Have no questions but I sure have excuse,
I lack the reason why I should be so confused.

I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you.

[..]"