02:17 am Book: Fluent Forever: How to Learn Any Language Fast and Never Forget It by Gabriel Wyner; Hobbiten, eller fram og tilbake igjen by Tolkien, J.R.R. Music: Adam Lambert The Original High album; Mr. Robot Soundtrack Season 1, 2 TV series: Mr. Robot Food: Dates Drink: Coffee Favorite human: Christian Guzman Thought: I have to build my self-esteem back up from ground zero. Have to do it without any help; Earth is my highly complicated space ship circling the Sun Project: Morning workout; running Move:Cat vomit exercise Product: L-Carnitine Quote: "You might not think it's a way to live, but why not? Repeating the same tasks each day without ever having to think about them, isn't that what everybody does? Keep things on repeat to go along with their "NCISes" and Lexapro. Isn't that where it's comfortable? In the sameness?" |
Andromeda
July 17th, 2016
01:05 pm And the Devil's laughing. I torture myself as if I wasn't worth anything. And I feel sad, because I know it is not true. I think I have to cut loose of everything that makes me feel this way. What is keeping me? Hope? No. I don't believe it anymore. I can't differentiate what makes me feel worthless, because everything does. Cut away from life? No. I am not there yet. Unless Universe begs to differ. Fuck yeah! This is amazing. No, really. Do you feel this way too? I feel. Haha! You are really dead, when you stop feeling, I am still here. For now.
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