02:29 am Only the very closest people can hurt us in the most violent ways. The ones we let in our souls and hearts. It is almost as if we have this need to be hurt. Even if they actually want only good things for you. One day they will be gone just like everything else. The thought of it makes me want to cave and hide away from world and people. That is my loneliness. Just scared, little girl. Afraid to be in pain. That pain. I just want to turn it all off. Numb all of it, but I can't escape it. It will catch me again.
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