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Sunday, February 9th, 2003

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    3:39a
    salidojums...
    kāpēc vienmēr jājūtas par visu vainīgam... "žēl, ka Tu negribi iet uz Rēvisu vai Klondaiku, gribējās parunāt, bet ja nē, nē"... "I'm in Revis"... jā ieradās pēc pusotras stundas, nosvieda man uz ceļiem somu un aizgāja dejot... nācās nogaidīt vairāk par pusstundu, kamēr viņai tomēr aizsūtīju sms, ka esmu piedzēries un taisos uz mājām... parunājām... un kāda jēga...
    "kā Tev iet?"
    "atpūšos..."
    "un kā citādi?"
    "atpūšos..."
    "kā pašai?"
    man tiešām prieks, ka viņa pamazām sāk atmest visus savus kaitīgos ieradumus, kad mēs vēl bijām kopā, viņa to ne īpaši intensīvi darīja... tagad tas notiek... tas ir jauki, tas vismaz ļauj tik ļoti par viņu neuztraukties... tieši par to es uztraucos, kas mēs šķīrāmies - kas ar viņu notiks... bet viņa ir daudz maz kārtībā... varētu pat teikt, ka lielākā mērā kārtībā, kā tas bija agrāk... tas labi, ja tā nav kārtējā ilūzija... bet vienalga mūsu saruna beidzās ar to, ka es viņai neuzticos un kā jau ierasts - pagriezās un aizskrēja projām... nepatīk, kad bēg projām, tas liek justies vainīgam... un baidīties... es nemīlu zaudēt draugus, bet kā draugs man viņa ir ļoti svarīga...

    es laikam esmu nopelnījis internet-atkarību... ierodos mājās stāvoklī, kad uz kājām nav iespējams nostāvēt un pirmais ko izdaru - es ieslēdzu internetu... a tā kā būtu jāiet jāizguļas...

    Current Mood: drunk
    Current Music: abslolute silence...
    1:58p
    atkal testi...
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    <table width="300" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" border="0"><tr><td width="180"><font face="arial" size="-1"><b>Disorder</b></font></td><td width="120"><font face="arial" size="-1"><b>Rating</b></font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#paranoid">Paranoid</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">Very High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#schizoid">Schizoid</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#schizotypal">Schizotypal</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#antisocial">Antisocial</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#borderline">Borderline</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#000099" face="arial" size="-1">Low</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#histrionic">Histrionic</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#narcissistic">Narcissistic</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#avoidant">Avoidant</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#dependent">Dependent</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a
    mjā... es zināju, ka esmu slims... bet nu tik slims!

    href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#obsessive">Obsessive-Compulsive</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" align="center"><font color="#000000" face="arial" size="-1"><br>-- <a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv">Click Here To Take The Test</a> --</font></td></tr></table><br>


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    izrādās, ka psihologi testos arī melo... jā, sūdīgs es psihologs, ja nespēju objektīvi pildīt testus:

    <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/V/vizz/1035282271_ktopnohell.jpg" border="0" alt="This quiz says I'm not going to Hell, but it's wrong."><br>You don't belong in Hell. Sorry.<br><br>...You<br>probably fucking lied or cheated. Fucker.
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    <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/highwaytokel/quizzes/%22%22Which%20cocktail%20are%20you%3F%22%22/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/H/highwaytokel/1036808394_esultgrass.jpg" border="0" alt="You're a Grasshopper! the drink, duh, not the insect! ;) In case you didn't know it consists of creme de menthe, creme de cacao white and cream and tastes a lot like an after%"><br> <font size="-1">""Which cocktail are you?""</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font>

    <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033233918_magesearth.jpg" border="0" alt=""><br>You are Earth...you are stable and practical, and<br>sometimes thought of as stubborn. You can have<br>trouble with non-tangible ideas.
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    <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033783153_esblueaura.jpg" border="0" alt=""><br>Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and<br>supportive personalities. They live from their<br>heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on<br>the planet is to give love, to teach love and<br>to learn that they are loved. Their priorities<br>are love, relationships, and spirituality.
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    nav taisnība, mana aura ir sudrabota... vismaz bija pus gadu atpakaļ...


    Current Mood: depresīvs vakardienas iespaidā
    Current Music: Darkseed - Give Me Light
    5:18p
    Men are like toilets, because they...

    ... consume large amounts of liquid;
    ... the nice ones are engaged;
    ... stink;
    ... are constantly full of shit and always out of order;

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