nekas jauns - 15. Maijs 2011

neko es neredzēju
neko neesmu piedzīvojis

if you grew up with white boys
who only look at black and puerto rican porno
cause they want something that their dad don't got
then you know where you're at

if i'm sinking and laughing at something sunken in, i am

it feels exciting touching your handwriting
getting horny by reading it and repeating poor me
intently staring at the picture of your feet on the sticker
at the r. crohn's exhibit, i wonder who's sicker

jerking off in an art museum john till my dick hurts
the kind of shit i won't admit to my head shrinker
not even in a whisper to my own little sister
i just act like a dick and talk shit when i'm with her

aught six i'll say the friday before easter
was not what i cried to myself in the pisser
and with you in the front row at the silver jews show
and you act like you didn't notice, my fear of the bear
at showbiz pizza when i saw six was overwhelming and not dissimilar to this

if i'm sinking and something sunken in, i am

at jacob han's on tour i wake up
hung over on a hardwood floor
from a dream about how your dress
hangs off of your little breasts
i'd rather be dead than call this song
how i lost your respect but god bless or get neglected
and i'll see you when the sun sets east, don't forget me

vēl neesmu nostājies uz savām kājām, kad tu jau liec man krist
es gribēju stāvēt tā kā tu stāvi, nevis šādi tumsībā dzist
es tev lūdzu kaut neilgu brīdi dzīves, bet tu man ļauj tikai mūžīgi gaidīt nāvi

bet man nav tādu vārdu, lai spētu tev pateikt to, cik ļoti es esmu tev pateicīgs

prieks lai ir mans liecinieks