| 11:28p |
“tik vienkarsi un brutāli, bet saproti, ka tas ko es redzēju... tev nebija problēmu ar maniem tematiem, tu biji gudrāka par 90% manis sastapto zvērēnu un smukāka par tiem 10%, kuri bija ar tevi viena intelekta kategorija un iespējams, ka es nojautu ka tu atļautos ar mani lietas, kuras esam atļāvušies, I wasnt sure, but we had these moments, even the fact you came along at that first time, back when we met, miesnieka ēkā, kad tu bez mazākās nojautas atnāci...tu riskēji, to es novērtēju.”
“I do think, I have been thinking, that the attachment I feel for you isn’t based on friendship nor benefits
though both played a role, what is it then I would think and if love doesn’t exist, which I have heard claimed quite a few times, then this attachment is just something not named it certainly isn’t simply friendship paired with sex, though that would be a nice way to coexist. I lack you. and i need to feel that you feel good. if you are there for me i feel better. like having something that is mine and shouldn't be away like there is something that needs me and that i can make happy. Is it weird? Or am i wrong?”
“you know me, we are playing a game of chess, so you have to think forward. We are always playing a game of tactics. I sometimes miss a fork situation, you tend to miss diagonals. It’s still the same game, different board though.”
“please please please? Ow damn. If I could, I would kiss you three times. First on your lips, then on your nose and then right between those two beautiful, beautiful breasts. I doubt I could have enough with three kisses though. Damn. This is going to be a long and hard time isn't it? but hei...it could be worse. I see you and you see me, that’s something. I need you, not just like this but purely physically, for touch and smell and taste.” |