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Tuesday, July 26th, 2011
4:05 pm	I KISS THE HAND OF MY DESTROYER In her eyes I'm drawn to the reflection of my demise My grimace on a screen one mile high My whole world on a plate for you to try Relationships are compromise I kiss the hand of my destroyer With love I watch her watch me cry How marvelous my house on fire Come inside And help yourself to anything that's mine Kiss me 'til the tears fill up my eyes Push me down the stairs and watch me climb Just to see you smile I kiss the hand of my destroyer With love I watch her watch me cry How marvelous my house on fire I'll pretend I don't mind I'll play the dying swan tonight My feathers will fill up the sky And fall down by your side Current Mood: miserable Current Music: Chinawoman (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 23rd, 2011
8:21 pm	2003: etter deilige øyeblikk sammen, snakka vi langt om fortida og framtida. 2004: Donnie Darko once again. 2005: (The Island, before it was out even in the US.) 2007: 28 Weeks Later (2007). 2008: lidoju uz Berlīni. Kapelle. Patīkami būt atvaļīnajumā te. Ar Gaelle, Björn un citiem austriešu restorānā un Blaumilchkanal. 2010: 500 songs of Post-Punk summer Transā, kur dj-ojām ar Ievu, Soti un Eric. Veiksmīgs pasākums (nu cik ir iespējams Rīgā): Ievas draudzenes, Antoine, Māris un brālis, Līga, Matīss, Alise, Māris2... Drinks for free too. Līdz pus4iem. Atpakaļ mājās ar Ievām, gliemenes, sarunas un mūzika līdz pus6iem. 2011: vakar dedzinājām ķīņiešu lampas pie pludmales, atā lampiņas... barbecue protams, mazāk drinku šoreiz, jaukas sarunas, peldēšanās upē, un paveicās: prasīju tām trīm meitenēm, ko nepazinu, vai varētu braukt līdzi atpakaļ uz Rīgu, un piekrita. No 4iem līdz 7iem, nevarēju atteikties no TV un arī Smallville: Lex and Lana’s wedding, kas atgādina rītdienas citu cilvēku kāzas, kur manis nebūs. Ce qui est en bas est comme ce qui est en haut. And we know everything’s linked. Current Mood: like a Chinese lantern Current Music: radio (Comment on this)
5:42 pm	Red Dress Sing loud Where does the model undress now She'll drink whisky for breakfast And cigarettes for lunch Warning What is this red dress you're unfolding And who gave it to you And told you to undress for the empire Walking Out in the garden at night Clothing falls from you Just as soft as lantern light Watching From a tower on high Looking over the town Eyes up, mouth open wide Warning What is this red dress you're unfolding And who gave it to you And told you to undress for the empire Oh I fell deep, I fell down I fell down in the well Oh I fell deep, I fell down I fell down in the well Oh I fell deep, I fell down I fell down in the well Oh I fell deep, I fell down I fell down in the well Current Mood: falling Current Music: Emily Jane White (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 21st, 2011
5:17 pm	2003: kjøpt den nye romanen av Palahniuk, Lullaby (thanks Karina for the great idea!). Videoaften. 2004: navegació i escapada virtual. Tutta a neutte anco ’na vòtta. 2005: „death is my answer, but love is the answer of life (...) now a note without a suicide“. I still have music. 2006: no work. Balzac café with Caroline. He llamado a Omarito. Winter Passing (2005 with Zooey Deschanel). 2007: Outlaw (UK 2007). 2008: he llamado a Omarito una hora. Ar Ilvu franču maiznīcā un bārā Chez Michel. When a Man Falls in the Forest (intelligent and sad). 2010: pēc itāļu restorānu ar Eric, Leningradā un Aptiekā ar (distancējušos) Ievu. 2011: no work. He llamado a Omarito, espero que me envie pronto el Bullrich, y que compre los comics después. Slinkošana, slaistīšanās. Current Mood: waiting (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2011
7:27 pm	1993: abardaewezh en ti-bier gand Julchen, Alberto ha Nette ‘m eus tremenet an noswezh ganti adarre. 2002: noswezh karantez gand Belinda goude pelmeņi. 2003: buss til steinsirkelen i Skjærvik eller sånn. Meir bringebær, meir kyss. På Lille Frederik en gang til. Ferje. Tog tilbake. Litt på rommet hennes. Hei Līga, Laura, Valborg og Finn. 2004: mail from K. Perdo temps i navego tota la nit. 2005: all day with my Chileno buddy. Wrote my speech in Korean after a few mails. 2006: a mi gavea la luna. 2008: Portishead and PJ Harvey. 2011: this loneliness. Current Mood: vasaras lapas Current Music: punk, Kendra Smith, the Dark and others (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 19th, 2011
7:33 pm	1993: er Zosch gand Nette. 2003: tog til Fredrikstad. Ferje til Gamlebyen. Funnet hytte – fyrste gong i livet mitt eg søver på hytta. Romantisk tur. 2004: tot el dia a casa, cansat i mandrós. 2005: geomdo, at least one nice person. Homework, my fave stairs, „wishing stairs“. 2006: massala chicken. Fear.Com (2002), couchsx. 2007: many TV show episodes. 2008: tuss pie Pierre-Yves. Filma Batman Begins man saistās ar dzimenes tusiņiem, diezin kādēļ. 2010: gliemeņu vakariņas ar R. 2011: mājās, dažos veikalos, pastaiga, parunāšanās, Cadets de Gascogne, mājās, atvadīšanās pie tramvaja pieturas. Laiks. Ignorance is no bliss. But what is? Current Mood: nezinu Current Music: The Veil (Comment on this)
6:13 pm	Add another flame To our forest Where big bellied whales Keep us chanting We're slapping fireflies For tiny dancers Where the children creep Until the morning When the sun does seep Into our fair flesh Until the fingernails Will take us home While some folks pray Their path to Jesus We're gonna sing The pirate's gospel We're gonna sow Our feet for dancing We're gonna keep Our eyes wide open We're gonna sing The pirate's gospel We're gonna chant The pirate's gospel Current Music: Alela Diane (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 14th, 2011
10:12 pm	Latvian čau - Italian ciao < Venetan "s'ciào vòstro" literally meaning "I am your slave" (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C​iao#Etymology) (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 10th, 2011
3:54 am	Intervilnis in summer is as empty as the whole city is empty of events or anything interesting for that matter. Yesterday night was so much better, speaking English for 5 hours with someone interesting from Scotland and confirming to myself I definitely understand everything said with a Glaswegian accent while I struggle getting one word right if said in a Manchester-like accent. Current Music: auld lang syne (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 7th, 2011
5:16 pm	1993: я гаварыў з дацэнтам, цікава. 2002: petra ober? 2003: i sentrum og med Karina. Fullstendig vant til henne allerede. 2004: Japanese restaurant alone at the beginning, then that girl sitting next table asked me for a smoke and what I’m doing here and we ended up spending six hours together, at La Crêperie too. Felicia. 2005: there’s only one alternative Korean on campus, and she’s from Berlin :D 2007: at Mélanie’s till half past 2am. 2011: there is a light that sometimes goes out. Current Music: Breathless (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 5th, 2011
5:35 pm	Butterflies in the stomach is most often experienced prior to important events, related to nervousness and can be experienced in situations of impending danger. It is common for one to feel butterflies in the stomach when in the early stages of a relationship. It can be caused by nervousness and fear of the unknown. Butterflies in the stomach are often seen as a positive and harmless sign of subconscious feelings for romantic interest and are caused by the release of mood altering endorphins. They are especially frequent in teenage romances and studies show that this symptom is more frequently experienced by females than males. Many adults who have experienced multiple relationships themselves tend to experience this feeling more frequently at the time of an important life event. Sometimes just sitting back, relaxing and taking deep breaths can help to relieve the feeling. Current Music: Deadchovsky, Sleeping Children, Wermut (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2011
9:40 pm	first time I cut my leg. Current Music: Minimal Compact, Foreign Affairs, Flue (Comment on this)
3:14 am	I still love Karina, cuz she is the only one who deserved me. Current Music: Shannon Wright, Cat Power, Liz Durrett, ScalinE, Emily J. Wh (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 30th, 2011
11:22 pm	2002: goulo ma zamm-buhez... 2003: blei kjent med Paulo, og Viktoria frå Russia, og ein musikkar frå Nederland. 2004: Karina ringte ein time. Eg elskar ho ennå, klart. 2005: got a roommate now, and a snoring one! Shit! Dinner with a Korean buddy. 2006: Laure and Hans paid a visit, chat and drinks. The Dark (2005 US/Mannin). 2007: pelmeņi with Gaelle and Omar. 2008: Southland Tales. Portishead. Nevarēju aizmigt līdz 6iem. 2010: ar Ievu Aptiekā pēc pastaigas, kur sastapām Sabīni. [tev kāda trauma bija ar Pixies? kura idiota dēļ?]. Kalmārus, toasts un camembert mājās. Miegs atnāca ap 6iem. 2011: is a credit card the indispensable new god? Depo gaida vēl. Current Music: Cat power, Guv'ner, Pussy Galore, Beck (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 29th, 2011
10:52 pm	1993: Deux Filles. 2002: dewezh gand Julchen hag ur vignones dezhi. 2003: busstur. Snakka med 2-3 mennesker, ingenting vidunderlig heller. Bra tur likevel. Un autobusā pirmoreiz ieraudzīju the most beautiful entity in the world. Middag med Finn. Kvar er latviarane? 2004: Bauhaus night at the Neo club. Heilt fuller (me echaron simpáticamente). He trucat a la Llúcia i a James. 2005: arrived in Seoul yesterday. Orientation class, 9am! Got to know some more people, bored already. Mailing friends. 2008: post-party atkritumu savākšana. Vakariņas Lido. 2010: daudz PMs ar Ievu. 2011: jauns tetovējums. Ahuramazdā baga vazərka. Satikāmies ar Ilzi un pirmoreiz iedzerām interesantas kafijas Coffee Inn. Current Music: Ultra Vivid Scene (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 25th, 2011
5:54 pm	1993: big party at my place: Asukaten, Ines, Nette, Julchen, Annette, Bianca, Alberto, Falco ha mignones, Sara ha daou vignon deus Island, Anja ha he mignon ha tri c’heveil anezho, Bente, Fred, Guido, Anna, ur geveiles, Anke, Franz, Frank, Ronald, tri den all deus an training, etc. 2002: Beauvais-Paris-Beauvais. 2003: hei skipet! Hei Danmark, hei Sverige, og hei Norge om morgenen! etter ei søvnløs natt – litt kjedelig, er jeg nå så gammel? 2004: Kinko er for dyrt! Skreiv mails til Anders, Mary Beth, K. og Laura. 2005: Resident Evil (2002), Collateral (2004). 2006: Stay (2005). 2008: uzrakstīju rakstu par „Figura Etimologica“ Kultūras Forumam. After Hours (again). 2010: Transā līdz pus4iem ar Gunitu, Soti, Andu, Veru un Vadimu. Frī pie ķiprieša. 2011: post Fire-god’s celebration’s work and chores. Current Music: De Brassers, Laurie Anderson, Lora Logic (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 22nd, 2011
7:17 pm	2002: Virgin Suicides. 2003: Alberto zo en Berlin d’an nos-mañ, en ti Julchen gantañ betek 1:30’. 2004: tvei mails frå K. Kinko’s. „Tori Amos meeting“. 2005: arrival in Paris, and then Beauvais. Decoys (Canada 2003). 2006: Rovereto. Expo cinema-fumeti. Strade de Trènt, ùltima librería (diçionario de primieròt). Pasta co gànber e alghe, tant che ne piax! 2007: restaurant and pool with Omar. The Abandoned (2006). 2008: uzrakstīju savas grāmatas ievada lielāko daļu jau! Sin City (again). 2010: started Living Persian. Dažus kokteiļus pie Gunitas ar Māri un Sabīni. 2011: vēl vienu tulkojumu. Dīvaina noskaņa. Jādomā tomēr par Uguns dieva svētkiem – jau rīt. Current Mood: weird Current Music: The Chameleons, Bel Canto, The Fall (Comment on this)
Monday, June 20th, 2011
9:09 pm	2002: arrival in Paris. American Beauty. 2003: arrival in Berlin. 2004: no one at Daina’s, no one at Lowe’s. Shannon Wright and emotions. 2005: trucat amb la Julchen i la Llúcia. 2006: cesa St. Vigilio a Pìnçol, e dei cartèi scriti en lombard oriental! Madòna de Campiglio, spassexo per i senteri de montagna, bèl assà, vera. Teatro en veneçian a Trènt: Le Morbinose, cocktail al cafè Trieste, straco. 2008: pastaiga pa Vecrīgu ar Arinu un Viju. Man itkā skumji. May (cik reižu jau?), Portishead and depression till half past 3am. 2011: doma: viss atkārtojas laika riņķī. Current Music: Complot Bronswick (Comment on this)
3:36 pm	cik debesis var raudât? (Comment on this)
3:35 am	tikko noskatîjos Smallville 1.19 sêriju, kas saucas "Crush". :D Pat teenager ASV seriâli zina, kas ir crush, un kas mazâk vai vairâk ("falling in love") par to. (Comment on this)