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Tuesday, August 23rd, 2011
10:16 pm	2003: vi passerte i parken, Kreuzberg sammen, Videoklub og Burger King. Short Cuts (once again). Un dewezh inkredapl adarre, ha he genoù. 2004: serà pel truc d’ahir, em sento (és possible?) encara més desesperat qu’abans. Puta merda de vida. Ice Storm (genialíssim!). 2006: I do like garter belts. 2007: Blacksheep (NZ 2006, a funny thrill). 2010: pazīstu I. jau četrus mēnešus. Mojo ar Ilzi, Jūliju un Ievu un pēc tam divatā indiešu restorānā. Matrix mājās. 2011: the things one can find on the internet!.. even that NEW, brand new History of Iroquoian Languages, with some of the etymologies I had found myself and posted a few years ago on a blog for a group I had founded about the reconstruction of the Proto-Iroquoian language.   á:wę’! (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 20th, 2011
7:34 pm	2003: ti-debriñ indiad gand K., curry. Vam xerrar molt també, entre altres coses. 2004: (too serious) mails from and to K. Bad movies. 2006: Gandhara art and North American Indian culture at the Ethnological Museum Dahlem. The Ice Harvest (2005, with Cusack and Billy Bob). 2007: Wind Chill (2007, wintery, snowy, ...) 2008: An American Crime (again, still in love with Ellen Page...). YouTube till 5am. 2010: jūtos saaukstējies. Depo ar Ievu, Ievu S., Soti, Gunitu, mīļš vakars. 2011: jūtos saaukstējies. Rīgas svētki, kas tas tāds? Mani joprojām vairāk interesē supervaroņi, kas, daži piebilstu: “dīvainā kārtā”, man tuvāki. Current Mood: saaukstējies Current Music: Marina Gallardo (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 18th, 2011
5:41 pm	2003: heime heile dagen. Algue bleue and myrtilles noodles. Kjærleik som vanleg, lykkeleg. 2004: acabat la compilació Shannon Wright per a la Llúcia. 2006: Superman Returns at the theater with Gaelle, Björn and Caroline. McDo and Balzac. 2007: Yo-Yo Cop Girl with Gaelle and Farhâd at the theater, great cult movie, and at the Balzac’s. 2008: tie vairs nav 90’ Rīgā, patiešām. YouTube till 5am again. 2010: ciemos pie Gunitas un Sota. 2011: darbs returns, haha. Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: S, Handsome Furs (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 17th, 2011
5:08 pm	2003: kalz a gaosioù diwar-benn he amzer dremenet. Kjøpte billetter til Verona. Muioc’h a gomz betek 4 eur vintin. 2004: bin pleite. 2006: Cat Power and Scout Niblett. 2008: pabeidzu savas grāmatas ceturto daļu. Death of a Ghost Hunter (2007). 2010: atpakaļ Rīgā pēc Berlīnes un Kauņas. 2011: so many sushi, rāmen, „udon“ (kas nebija udon), gyoza, wok noodles, teriyaki, niku gohan in just a weekend........... and finished watching all of Smallville – 10 years – so that now I kinda need a new series. Oh those Throwing Muses concerts coming this year, added to Chinawoman, yet another destination added to Berlin and Dresden and even possibly Kraków, maybe Barcelona, maybe France after that, who knows? and how? Current Music: The Bolshoi, Carissa's Wierd (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 16th, 2011
9:58 pm	ooooooooooohhhhhhhhh, Smallville 10.18: Booster Gold and Blue Beetle!!!!!!!!! wow. (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 11th, 2011
7:32 pm	2003: tur ved Alexanderplatz, Village Voice, kjøpte den nye Kristin Hersh The Grotto og et nytt belte. 2004: Resurrection of the Little Match Girl (Korea, very good flick). 2006: Greek restaurant. Final Destination III. 2007: Dussmann: bought 2 novels and a book+cd of Romanian. Brasilian restaurant with Nightwing and co. 2008: Portishead till half past 5am. 2010: ātras brokastis, neizgulējies. Kļūdījāmies meklēdami Garage (nepareizā Ahornstraße). Chinese noodles. Nopirku persiešu vārdnīcu, Garage (pareizajā Ahornstraße), kafejnīcā ar Omāru un Bernadette. Saruna ar Omāru divatā virtuvē. Current Music: Zola Jesus and many more (Comment on this)
4:30 am	vientuļi es nejutos nevienā brīdī. (Comment on this)
4:15 am	oh man, those poor people who missed Minimal Compact in Benelux in the 80'.......... there's NOTHING to replace that (Comment on this)
12:33 am	nesen kāds komentēja, ka mani tweets esot depresīvi - varu arī nerunāt saviem vārdiem, bet allow Kristin Hersh to speak for me. So I sit up late in the morning And ask myself again How do they kill children? And why do I want to die? (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 9th, 2011
7:22 pm	2003: siste kveld åleine. 2004: Donnie Darko with Julchen, The Ring (US 2003). Turned in at 7am. 2007: dinner at Gaelle’s. Music till 6am. 2008: sagatavoju rakstu par dzirnūm. Ar Socrates Teātra Bārā. Miossec on YouTube līdz 5iem. 2010: Omarito vino a recogernos a Hermannplatz. Croissants brokastis, pastaiga pa rajonu, kur agrāk dzīvoju: no Rosenthalerplatz līdz Alexanderplatz, pa Schönhauserallee, Balzac Café, Shawarmateller vakariņās un vēl vienā krogū (bet pārguruši), dodo 12os jau. 2011: elektrība parādījās ap 4iem, un internets ap 5iem. Piezvanīju μελιγήρυι Alīnei. Current Mood: pļek Current Music: coldwave (Comment on this)
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Monday, August 8th, 2011
7:28 pm	2003: Karina slutter sommerskolen i dag og tar tog til Danmark – ein dag utan å lesa eller høyra frå henna. 2004: theater with James: I, Robot. And it was set in Chicago, which I miss. 2007: no great expectations. 2010: brauciens uz Kauņu, taksometru uz lidostu. Nekad nebiju redzējis pilnīgi tukšu lidostu pa nakti, ar sviestmaizēm un kruasāniem atstātiem uz kontora, un pudelēm alus un šņabja aiz tā, ko varētu – vismaz teorētiski – paņemt bez maksas. Zinu, laikam ir kameras kaut kur, vai vismaz pieņemu, ka kaut kur slēpjas kāda security... Weird. Check-in ap 5iem. Lidošana uz Berlīni. 2011: piezvanīju Omāram, lai sāktu plānot ceļojumu uz Berlīni un tur palikšanu un braucienu uz Dresdeni un Chinawoman koncertu, utt. Current Music: Little Nemo, Singapore Sling (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 7th, 2011
9:46 pm	2002: noswezh gand Belinda. 2003: ringte til søta mi for SISTE gang til Norge i dag! som eg elskar ho... 2005: train Paris-Berlin. 2006: Laura Veirs’ gig at Tacheles – she did play 3-4 of my fave songs (not „Rapture“ though...) – after Thao Nguyen as support band, and one cocktail at Mai Boomboom 2007: The House is Burning (D 2006, hopeless youth). 2008: Tori Amos’ music day. 2010: brokastis Cadets de Gascogne („pie Bernāra“) pēc apkampienu nakts, daudz PMs visu dienu arī... Depo ar Soti, Gunitu un Andu. 2011: „Back to Cruelty“ Heads of motionless men are bending Over the receding ground Useless hands are laid on knees It will be so nice to shoot them down Back to cruelty Back to cruelty Four these fat men cut off from real life By connected filters set in line Tone down the keenness of their sight To dull just like a blunted knife Back to cruelty when starvation is staged Back to cruelty to make up for their tedious lives Back to bruelty, back to cruelty Outsides a run of coded pictures They try to sort out once again But truth slips out between their fingers With the handling of these cards in vain Back to cruelty A word will never weep Back to cuelty A book will never bleed Remember thoughts are a waste of time That keep you from action and fight Remember to think is to stare at oneself Another way of staying deaf and blind Back to cruelty Get rid of cold white visions Back to cruelty They're through with emotions Strike to make the fat men utter Cries of hatred, cries of anger Beat their flesh to shake them out Of obscene sleep now let them shout Back to cruelty Back to cruelty Don't stay behind your window Don't kill your crawling shadow That holds you to the floor Back to cruelty Back to cruelty And beat them     Current Music: Marquis de Sade, Minimal Compact (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 6th, 2011
1:39 am	wow, Smallville 9.11-12: JSA, Sandman, Star-spangled Kid, Stargirl, Hawkman, Doctor Fate ... and the return of the Manhunter, all in one, 35 years of comics in one episode of dreams made true by TV shows. The possibilities are infinite. Current Mood: childlike bliss (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 4th, 2011
9:44 pm	"Pathetic" what will you do with me? i don't believe this really makes me sad. if this was fun, i wouldn't do this. i'm trying to be fair. are you missing something? did you lose the game? are you missing last year? just get away. did it mess you up? this wasn't in the plan. i wish you weren't trying to do this. you might hate me for it later. are you missing last year? are you missing me? so i've lost this game. please go away. please go away. i hope you feel like you've lost this game. i hope you feel like you're missing something. i hope you cry when you get home. [x4] are you missing me? [x5] Current Mood: lost to someone Current Music: S (Comment on this)
6:09 pm	"I am the Crime" (...) I'm running through the river saying Life's a lie Life's a lie And with my blessing burn this down And with my blessing burn them down As for me it's more than this, it's restlessly. I found the crime inside of me saying Life's a lie Life's a lie Singing come to me, come to me, oh come to me With my eyes wide open Singing come to me, come to me, oh come to me With my father's eyes I am the Crime There's nobody else, nobody else I am the Crime With this song in the air My intentions were clear She came down on a bad train She came down on the back of me She came down on the back of me So my life's wrapped up in time, Oh my life is restlessly Oh my life is not the same Life's a lie, life's a lie Singing come to me, oh come to me... I am the crime There's nobody else, nobody else… I am the crime Current Mood: on a bad train (Comment on this)
6:06 pm	"I'm Coming Home" (...) If it was left to me I would not wait To show off all the saints I've saved If it was left to me I would not shake This feeling that you give, that you give If it was left to me I would not wait I saved a place in there You won't see me hang the gate unwide As I have done so many times I simply shake I simply shake I shake Light the fires - I'm coming home Keep the wolf from the door - I'm coming home I've something here to cool me down [cool me down] And theres not a single sound You show me your face, you show me your eyes You give me the waves, oh you give me life You show me your arms, you show me your legs You give me the ocean, oh don't give me the rest, the rest Save me, save me Save me, save me You show me your arms, you show me your legs You give me the ocean, oh don't give me the rest, the rest You show me your face, you show me your eyes You give me the waves, oh you give me life, oh life Save me, save me Save me, save me Here comes the ocean Here comes the ocean Save me, save me, save me I'm wrapped up in hope I'm wrapped up inside You give me the waves, oh you give me life and light Save me, save me Save me, save me Current Mood: drowning (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2011
7:49 pm	Threads Better if I could find the words to say Whenever I take a choice it turns away I'm worn, tired of my mind I'm worn out, thinking of why I’m always so unsure I battle my thoughts I find I can’t explain I’ve traveled so far But somehow feel the same I'm worn, tired of my mind I'm worn out, thinking of why I’m always so unsure I’m always so unsure I'm worn, tired of my mind I'm worn out, thinking of why I’m always so unsure I’m always so unsure (I’m always so unsure) I’m always so unsure (I’m always so unsure) I’m always so unsure Am I alive when I sleep While I look In all that I got I can't find No one to blame Stand, stand Damned one Damned one, damned, damned one I am one, damned one Where do I go Current Mood: threaded Current Music: Portishead (Comment on this)
Friday, July 29th, 2011
5:16 pm	2002: mintinwezh gand Belinda. Bergstübl mit James. 2003: byrja å arbeida att, heile dagen selvfølgelig, for jeg må tjene penger. 2004: invited Julchen and Søren to a thai dinner. 2005: Hide and Seek (2005), Chinese restaurant with Julien. 2006: cooked yummy udon for dinner. Poseidon (2000) at the theater with Gaelle, Serge and Caroline. 2008: atpakaļ Rīgā. Molly’s byebye party, some boring small talk. Smart People (2007/8, Ellen Page is so wonderful.) 2011: „Call Me“ Read the stop signs I can't love nothing I mate, kill You wake up and it's not morning I can't sleep, I loved you once I loved you so much  There's a shape on the horizon As we're picked off one by one Something's gone Something's over  (...) I'm lonely at night Time on my hands I feel sad in the day Call me (...) Here I am What a loser Waiting for years to go by Current Mood: izbaudošs (ģeniālo mūziku) Current Music: Throwing Muses (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 27th, 2011
6:22 pm	2003: back in Berlin. 2005: last day of classes. All afternoon with José, Lavazza, palace and Chinese restaurant. 2006: dinner at Gaelle’s with Caroline, Omar and Serge. 2007: „Québecois party“. 2008: vakariņas restorānā Mahārāja ar Gaelle un Omāru. 2010: raizējos par braucienu uz Berlīni. Current Mood: lietains Current Music: Drop Nineteens, Blue Orchids, Gliss (Comment on this)