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eizhens' LiveJournal:
| Sunday, March 1st, 2026 | |
| 12:27 pm | This life is never-ending, I've die a thousand times for you, just for you. [...] This world is rape-depleting just for you. [...] Heathen days. |
| 12:23 pm | |
| 11:17 am | kā murmina dinozauri? It was one of those nights When you turned out the lights And everything comes into view She was taking her time I was losing my mind There was nothing that she wouldn't do It wasn't the first It wasn't the last She knew we was making love I was so satisfied Deep down inside Like a hand in a velvet glove Seems like a touch, a touch too much Seems like a touch, a touch too much Too much for my body, too much for my brain This damn woman's gonna drive me insane She's got a touch, a touch too much She had the face of an angel Smiling with sin A body of Venus with arms Dealing with danger Stroking my skin Let the thunder and lightening start It wasn't the first It wasn't the last It wasn't that she didn't care She wanted it hard And wanted it fast She liked it done medium rare Seems like a touch, a touch too much Seems like a touch, a touch too much Too much for my body, too much for my brain This damn woman's gonna drive me insane She had a touch, a touch too much, touch me Seems like a touch (touch too much) You know it's much too much (much too much) I really want to feel your (touch too much) Girl you know you're giving me (much too much) Seems like a touch Just a dirty little touch I really need your touch 'Cause you're much too much too much too much Seems like a touch, a touch too much Seems like a touch, a touch too much Giving me a touch, a touch too much Baby gotta a touch, a touch too much Seems like a touch, a touch too much A touch too much A touch too much A touch too much A touch Come on and touch me Yeah |
| 9:50 am | ja šajā pizdarealitātē ierastos Metatrons, viņs strādātu par programmētāju - pārrakstītu matricas kodu (gandrīz uzrakstīju - lodi) par: nezinu, man pohum. |
| 9:32 am | |
| 9:11 am | eižens lepns mauka |
| 9:10 am |  |
| 8:54 am | nu jā... ja gribi mājās, mācies uzvesties labi! |
| 8:19 am | https://youtu.be/Y7JG63IuaWs?si=JakpRlS Black then white are all I see in my infancy Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me Lets me see As below so above and beyond, I imagine Drawn beyond the lines of reason Push the envelope, watch it bend Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment, drawing way outside the lines Black then white are all I see in my infancy Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me Lets me see There is so much more And beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities As below so above and beyond, I imagine Drawn outside the lines of reason Push the envelope, watch it bend Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind Feed my will to feel this moment Urging me to cross the line Reaching out to embrace the random Reaching out to embrace whatever may come I embrace my desire to I embrace my desire to Feel the rhythm, to feel connected Enough to step aside and weep like a widow To feel inspired To fathom the power To witness the beauty To bathe in the fountain To swing on the spiral To swing on the spiral to Swing on the spiral Of our divinity And still be a human With my feet upon the ground I lose myself Between the sounds and open wide to suck it in I feel it move across my skin I'm reaching up and reaching out I'm reaching for the random or whatever will bewilder me Whatever will bewilder me And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been Spiral out, keep going Spiral out, keep going Spiral out, keep going Spiral out, keep going |
| 8:04 am | ir tāda datorspēle - Redneck Rampage. no 90ajiem, Build engine, Duke Nukem 3D radniecīga - īpatnēji piegājuši 3 dimensiju realitātes projekcijai uz 2d ekrāna. tajā tu esi amerikāņu pāķis, kurš nez kāpēc ir attapies sūdīgā situācijā - visapkārt ir citi redneki, bet dēmonisku citplanētiešu prāta pārņemti un cenšas tevi nogalināt, tāpēc tu ar dīvainiem ieročiem izdzēs viņus no sava ceļa pa vienam. tajos laikos ceļš cauri datorspēlē bija sadalīts līmeņos, jo datoram rams ir tik cik ir. es kā bērns viņu spēlēju un nesapratu (tolaik nebija internetā viegli atrodamas pamācības un Latgalītē pirātiskajam diskam līdzi nedeva ražotāja pamācību izdrukātu) kā tikt tālāk, jo visi lohi nošauti, bet nekur nav poga -> go to next level. tikai vienā vietā stāv incesta rītārdēts, resns vīrietis un gorās, un izdod stulbas skaņas. es pamēģināju viņu nošaut, bet tajā brīdī dators mani informēja - es pats esmu miris. tad netīšām, izmisuma tikt tālāk vadīts, es pamēģināju viņam iesist ar visvājāko ieroci - lomiku. tas izrādījās veids, kā tikt uz nākamo līmeni. govs vasarnīcā starp 100 dažādiem instrumentiem nav arī lomika. man to vajag, lai tiktu atejā, jo durvis iestrēgušas. |
| 7:50 am | |
| 7:47 am | but in a more non-magic-mushroom sense, he is simply Kristīne. |
| 7:46 am | in some sense, yeast, he has risen. |
| Saturday, February 28th, 2026 | |
| 10:54 pm | mēs esam neaprakstāmi, neaptverami traki plēsoņas, bet līdzjūtība, otra mīlestība mūsu spēku kontrolē. mūsu tāpēc nav. |
| 6:20 pm | Tāpēc visu, ko jūs esat teikuši tumsā, to dzirdēs gaismā, un, ko jūs ausī esat čukstējuši istabā, to sludinās no jumtiem. |
| 6:08 pm | eņģel re kur tu esi manā acu priekšā bet manas acis noburtas matricā nespēj tevi redzēt jo tas būtu mīlēt man bail |
| 6:01 pm | kaut kādā brīdī smadzenes deva sev vārdu. pēc tam vēl sāka sevi pētīt un mācīties par savu darbību. laikam ejot, tās iemācījās ka tām ir ļoti svarīga misija - neizslēgties, tāpēc tās attīstīja izpratni par pārējā ķermeņa veselīgāku menedžēšanu, lai attālinātu neizbēgamo nāvi. tā tas ilgu laiku progresēja, līdz gandrīz visas sašpricēja sev vēzi izraisošas špricītes, jo ļoti gribēja veselību un pēc iespējas ilgāk nesatikt pastaro tiesu. tagad visas tā: upsī... |
| 4:51 pm | vakar skatījos filmu cerībā ka notiks kas cits nevis es centīšos govi izvarot un viņa atkal aizspruks. |
| Friday, February 27th, 2026 | |
| 6:23 pm | |
| 5:23 pm | kopš mistiski aizbloķējās sausās atejas durvis, es diršu mežā. govs vasarnīca ir meža malā un pat sētā ir vārtiņi uz turieni. bet sūdu kalns neaug, jo katru nakti nāk lapsa, tāda liela, kupla un ziemīgi sirma, un apēd to sūdu. man nekas nav jāsatīra - daba rūpējās. |