nu jau labāk. uz kādu laiku.
bet nevar saņemties ko pasākt - un nav jau arī ideju ko darīt lai mainītu situāciju

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aha, tas ir tāpat kā es jau kuro gadu bezmaz katru rītu ceļos ar domu, ka nedaudz jāpavingro, nedaudz jāpaskrien - nu kaut ko, citādi ārstes pareģojums, ka man kauli sāks čīkstēt sāk piepildīties.


šo es biju kaut kad ielikusi savā žurnālī nesen un paklausies un ieklausies.. vai palīdzēs? ..heaven knows.. bet viens posms lielajā meklēšanā..

[[tas, ko viņš tur zviedriski sākumā runā:
Are you feeling good, my friends?
(yeeeeees)
It feels wonderful to see you all here. You see, were almost from here (Hultsfred). Around 10 (miles) south from here, theres a town called Råttnä (sp) where I, Jeppsson and Leary played once a long time ago. A year after that we went to Hultsfred, the place where we thought our dreams would come true. The place where we would fit in for once. Apparently we were a bit strange and we knew that Hultsfred was a place where it was ok to be strange. So wed sown really nice hippie-shirts for each of us, with African fabric, long sleeves and then the first thing we heard when we got here were some skinheads shouting hippie bastards at us. Thats the way it can go. Everywhere theres that feeling of fear to be different, fear for those who arent as oneself. But I think we should revolt (sp) against that fear, I think we (get rid off it) today and from this day no one will be afraid for anyone who looks different, ok? From this day everyone will go their own way, from this day everyone will put whatever they wish to put on, is that ok!? We start from here, we start here in Hultsfred today and tomorrow we take the world! Ok, do you understand what Im talking about? Do you understand how richer life is when you dont give a shit about the ones who point fingers and you realise that life is a lot more fun if you go your own way rather than being cool and perfect and have respect and all that shit and that you have a richer life being a complete fool in some people eyes and even that it takes a fool to remain sane --]]



žēls secinājums - ikvienam viss ceļš ir jaiziet pašam.. jo palīdzība nemaz nav palīdzība, ja neesam tai gatavi, un tas atkarīgs no mums pašiem..


...eeu, Tu Ričardu Bahu esi lasīj's? viņam tāda grāmatiņa "Viens" - parāda jauki kā ir neskaitāmas blakusesošas pasaules un vienā no viņiem dārgā varone kļūst par lielu pianisti, bet citā - izdara pašnāvību, jo domā, ka nekad nekļūs neko..
vērts izlasīt kaut vai tās gaistošās domas dēļ - izvēle ir manās rokās un ja es gribu ko sasniegt, ir jāīzmanto katra iespēja.. to pat nav iespējams īsti atstāstīt, tas vienkārši paliek kā tāda doma galvā..

atvainojos, ka rakstu tik daudz un gari.. gadās, ka gribās tā :)

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nu jā. nevar jau citi manā vietā panāk ka es izmainos. žēl gan =)

Bahu esmu - bet ne to grāmatu. varbūt atcerēšos paņemt un izlasīt.

man jau arī gadās rakstīt gari - bet parasti jau īsi.

un dziesma - klausītāju atbalsts vien ir ko vērts. bet laikam būs no rīta japaklausās.

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