I'm cool, I'm perfect

16:03 - heizzz.....

shodien taada normaala diena. Sveetdien piesleedza netu. Kad man majaas nebija veel interneta tad es domaaju "kad man maajaas buus internets upgreidosho sho vietu biezhi" , bet tagad taa iisti nesanaak. Why? HVZ...visu laiku sanaak seedeet mircaa. Patiikami cilveeki. Bet tu jau mani paziisti - sanaak ljoti aatri piekjerties neiistajiem cilveekiem. Thats me.....un es tur neko nevaru mainiit. Nee nu patiesiibaa diena pat ir nedaudz sviestaina, jo es skolaa veestures stundaa nedaudz iemigu, nu ok var to arii nosaukt kaa gulshnjaashanu uz galda. Interesting, wright? Es vispaar esmu "SUPERDUPER INTERESANTS" sarunubiedrs. Ai nu vienvaard sakot es esmu stulbs cilveeks kursh nesaprot pats sevi...

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18:26

Linking Park

"From The Inside"

I don’t know who to trust your surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You

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18:29 - DZIIVE AINT RULLZZZZ......I HATE IT

Ja es teikshu ka tagad gribu raudaat tu ticeesi?Kaut arii aizpagaajushaa ieraksta ir pagaajushas tikai 2 stundas manas domas ir taa "nedaudz" izmainiijushaas.Dziive aint rullzz...un dazhkaart mna uznaak tie beshi, kuriem ir divi veidi. 1. JOBANIVROT LIECIET VISI MANI MIERAA!!!! un 2. Vai mani kaads nevareetu pazheelot? Bet peedeejaa laikaa manii visvairaak miit tas 1.
Pasaki man luudzu kaapeec tas viss ir tik sarezhgjiits, tas stuffs ko mees visi laikam saucam par dziivi.Kaapeec es to visu tik ljoti njemu pie sirds. To visu ko man kaads pasaka. Un kaapeec man par kartu idiotisku, pistu siikumuc jaraud?
Cik es zinu parasti man patieshaam ir POHUJ ko visi par mani doma, pohulj ka nepatiik mani manti, apgjeerbs, bikshu zemums, tas kaa runaaju, izturos. POHUJ PAR TO VISU. Vienkaarshi pohuj, bet shodien man taa iipashi kjeeraas pie sirds(ok teikshu kaa ir shito jau taa par neviens nelasa)tas ka Jaanis man paateica lai es neeju mIRC, labi es tieshaam saprotu ka mani tur neviens negaida u.t.t. (nu ko es JAU raudu, cik sen es nebiju raudaajusi....) Un tad rodas tie e"n"tie kompleksi par savu izskatu, par visu......Varbuut tieshaam jaadara kaa lielaakaa dalja meitenju un vienkaarshi sevi jaapaarveido par taadu cilveeks kaads tu neesi. Un tad tu buusi taada SUPERCHIKSA ar kosmeetikas komplektu uz sejas, kas visiem patiik. Bet vai tad ir jeega, ja tik un taa tad tu jutiisies tik pat vientulji kaa tagad....tikpat vientulji......Nee... taa nebija laba doma.....jo es tik un taa turpinu krist tajaa tusaa kas man jau taa ir apkaart. Bet ja man ir tik suudiigi tad nah man vajadziigas taas labaas dienas, ja tik un taa naakkoshaa atkal ir taa beediigaa, tas tikai mani veel vairaak saapina.Atliek vieniigi raudaat, kaut arii no taa vieglaak nepaliek......

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