mirkļu rosols

finding myself.

10/19/10 12:46 am

All right Ill admit. Occasionally I like little girls okay.

10/14/10 12:02 am

Keeping busy to keep everything in my head and
Im happily reunited with my work again :)

I soooo hate winter though..
4 months of shooting outside is just unfair.

10/3/10 10:20 pm

just adding to everything else seems that my upstairs housemates and theyr random groups of friends are crackheads.. nice.

10/3/10 02:57 am

"need to pull the finger and man up" week.

9/17/10 12:38 am

Single fittie on the course and the same looks awfully faithful to her boyfriend...
Appalling is the word.. :D

9/15/10 02:53 am

Love college.

9/14/10 12:22 am

I often seem to forget how creative, driven and optimistic I actually am.
Its good that I snap back as soon as I get off my ass and crack on.

And of course finally I'm able to wear a shirt look good and polish some glasses hehe
I think 6 days is my personal best at getting employed.

No more hot kitchens and fatty restaurant food.
Score nr.2 (:

9/5/10 12:07 am

Almost done with unpacking. Having my first cigarette in the new place.
Feels nice to finally be here.
And considering this is the lowest rent Ive ever paid on my own
I should be able to survive through my studies somehow :)

9/3/10 12:39 am

Got a place 5 minutes from the beach and town center. scooooore.. :)

8/29/10 12:33 am

Last Saturday at work.
Now whether to go to Notting Hill carnival or not.
Before a hectic week of house hunting, packing, moving and search of employment
it doesn't seem very responsible getting high, listening to ragga dub and snapping away
on a beautiful day in Landan town.

But then again these are the last days of summer though.
Ill probably squeeze the packing in two hours and go anyway.

8/16/10 11:31 pm

It is unbelievable how unstable emotional attachments make me at the end.

8/10/10 01:51 am

This was probably the last ,out and about, weekend of this summer,
before notting hill carneval and moving to bournemouth in three weeks.

From now on its all about sorting stuff out.

8/3/10 12:16 am

oh.. just one of those evenings again.
routine is suffocating me over and again.

starting the countdown on my last 34
days stay in bla bla whatever berkshire.

7/25/10 12:02 am

Emotional emptiness is always a sign
that Im not working hard enough to fill the void and ignore it.

7/19/10 01:52 pm

5 weeks left..

7/9/10 12:18 am - izraku kautkur lapiņu. Nezināju kur likt. Paglabāšu šeit.

Pavasaris ar atmodu.
Vasara ar iemílesanos.
Rudens ar ilgám
Ziema ar vientulibu.

7/7/10 06:06 pm

Got my 5D back from repairs.
Now ive got a fresh shutter installed
with another 100k on it.

I love warranty service ^__^

7/5/10 08:01 pm

This whole accomodation thing is so frustrating at the moment.

7/1/10 12:45 am

got my birthday present a bit early this year and
enjoyed every second of it.

bruising is just a part of jumping off cliffs.
but as always the rush is worth it.


July is beautiful in itself.
The sweet smell of summer evenings uncovers
that playful, romantic, dreamy, emotional young person within.

6/27/10 01:04 am

A lot of marketing definitions and concepts are just overlapping mambo jumbo for me at the moment,
but Ill get there.. :)

6/16/10 01:13 am

I did think twice and even slept on it
but I still decided to get that birthday present for myself early.
And this time I didnt even have to look for excuses
since it is indeed my 21st a couple of weeks away.

Im hopeless with shoes and watches
even when Im about to be broke big time
for a certain period of my life.

6/16/10 12:39 am

Royal Ascot tomorrow.
Maybe some other time Ill rent a top hat
and try getting closer to the queen :D

Everything else is beautiful by the way.
Summer never lets my mind go anyway
but when the season is actually here
it all just melts in one beautiful coherence :)

Cant wait to get to the beach
but someone's got theyr exams to finish :)

6/8/10 11:36 pm

cant get enough of thievery corporation.

6/3/10 12:25 am

Sometimes I get a bit scared of the future
and whether Ill experience and achieve all the things I dream about.
Whether Ill find the place and people where I want to stay, be, work and feel complete.

And straight after I remind myself that everything will run its course,
like it always does. Just have to keep trying to make the best out of today.

5/31/10 04:31 pm

24-70L 2.8 with the filters and the bag arriving on wednesday.
Im just soooo excited... :)))

5/26/10 05:58 am

you gain momentum in life by pushing yourself.
everything you want is here.
Just have to take it if you can.

5/19/10 04:56 am

http://easyweb.easynet.co.uk/~karlpeter/zeugma/inters/testino.htm

mario testino interview.

just so incredibly awesome philosophy. so true to my being.

5/19/10 04:11 am

man iet lieliski patiesibā.
Porto ir gorgeous. Cilvēki ir fantastiski. Ielas, ceļi, satiksme, laiks..
Gribu kautkad bildes flickrī iemest no filmēšanas un night life. 5D + 1.8 ir satriecošs kā jau bija gaidīts.
Sajūta kā kautkad sen atpakaļ, kad varēji darīt ko vien gribi, bet ar vairāk iespējām :)
Šausmīgi gribētos šeit nobāzēties uz kādiem pāris vasaras mēnešiem
un pastrādāt profesionāli tieši priekš portfolio bet šobrīd citi ceļi.
you never know.

5/11/10 11:23 pm

packing my 50mm and off to porto..

5/4/10 11:56 pm

Lai arī fiziskā un emocionālā pasaule tomēr ir saistīta tīri fizioloģiski,
brīžiem cenšos atrast kautkādas sakarības starp dienām kad jūtos nelietojams,
un dienām kad jūtos pilns iedvesmas pārliecības un darbīguma.

Tik ļoti nepastāvīgi man visi iekšējie mehānismi darbojas.
Šobrīd esmu nonācis pie secinājumiem,
pārāk daudz cukura un kafeīna, pārāk maz miega un vispār kvalitatīvas atpūtas.

Vēlviens lauciņš kur vajag ievilkt ķeksīti pie lielās listes - tikt ar sevi galā :)

5/4/10 01:15 am

Es ceru ka Tev iet labāk. Pamazām.

Es sāku kravāt somas :)

4/28/10 05:00 pm

Totally in love with wikipad.
The mess in my head is slowly resolving.. :)

4/26/10 11:30 pm

Just got it but seems amazing.
Will take some time to adapt
but nevertheless very powerful piece of personal management soft.

http://wikidpad.sourceforge.net/

4/26/10 09:03 pm

Ir man dienas kā šodien piemēram.


Šodien darīt negribas pilnīgi neko,
lai arī ir pietiekami daudz ko vajadzētu darīt.

Tā vietā lai sajustu to lielisko mājas miera sajūtu,
kad esi ar sevi un vari netraucēti rosīties, un būt savā pasaulē,
jūtos tik neiedvesmots. Viss ir garlaicīgi un vientuļi.

Vajag kautkur iet, kautko darīt, kādu satikt,
bet nav īsti ko un kur.

Beee... ceru ka vienu dienu varēšu pakārtot savas sajūtas,
savām vajadzībām un grafikam, citādāk nekad nevar paredzēt.
Uz augšu uz leju.

4/23/10 01:04 am

Love the way research expands your mind.
Another small victory for knowledge management tonight.

4/22/10 01:09 am

I haven't got the money or time, time or money,
but I definitely want to get an insight into make up, hair, styling etc.

So even if I'm not able to get my team together at the start,
at least Ill know what Im doing and what I want to achieve,
in terms of the whole shoot and later be able to tell them exactly what I want done.


Make up is something I will need to address
and I personally find it very exciting.. :)

On top of that my TO READ booklist seems to be set for the next ten years
looking at the pace Im going now.

4/21/10 11:56 pm

jūtos ļoti labi.

4/21/10 01:52 am

Sauļoties, nesauļoties. Krāsot matus nekrāsot matus.
Varēju vienkārši piedzimt tumšāks un nebūtu problēmas,
vai arī gadus 150 vēlāk, kad būtu iespējams modificiēt DNA :D

4/19/10 01:34 pm

So fucking tired all the time.

4/15/10 11:13 pm

Viss ir S A T R I E C O Š I.
Tieši tā kā bija domāts un plānots.

No kļūdām tikai vairāk jāmācās, vairāk jāpiepūla smadzene,
jāspiež sevi darīt to ko ne vienmēr gribas, un labāk organizēt līdzekļus.

Citādāk - everything's fab.

4/14/10 11:20 pm - nu tad beidzot..

Canon EOS 5D
Canon EF 24-70mm f2.8 L USM Lens
Hoya 77mm Pro1 Digital UV Filter
Hoya 77mm Circular Polariser Filter
Lowepro Flipside 400 AW Backpack - Black

Total (inc. VAT): £2,030.96

4/12/10 02:34 am

I've decided, today is perfect to get through my holiday shopping list and hopefully enjoy some spring sunshine in Reading.

love shopping.

4/12/10 01:28 am

There is so much stunning photography out there.
Fascinating.

4/11/10 11:09 pm

Web is so full of noise, when it comes to finding the right info you need.
Thank god for books.

4/11/10 01:34 am

Zini kas man visvairāk kretinē tinamajās cigaretēs ?
Tas ka pelni krīt bez brīdinājuma, nevis kā parastajai cigaretei..

Smēķējot un vienlaicīgi kautko darot, dienas beigās jūties kā pelnu trauks :)

4/9/10 01:04 am

Noteiktas emocijas ir vienkārši jāmācas izslēgt, kad nepieciešams.
Sevis žēlošana degradē dzīves uztveri un raksturu.

4/9/10 12:57 am

details, tasks, priorities, organisation sleep arghhhh.....

The truth is, I'm just being impatient.
When I actually have free time, my mind tries to grab a piece of everything,
instead of concentrating on separate details that need polishing.
And the fact that Its so hard to stay with the outcome,
without continuously changing/improving it,
doesn't make the task any easier.

4/8/10 03:04 am

I so so don't want to go to work today..
I'd love a nice long sleep and a croissant in the morning.. :)

4/7/10 05:49 pm

Damn it. Im absolutely desperate for proper bandwith in the house.
Im still back at 2001 with my music selection.
Downloads of anything above 7 megabytes? Forget it.
Internet radio does save me sometimes..

When looking for a place at Bournemouth,
broadband will be my next priority after a nice bathroom, and a spacious room with a big bed.

Thats going to be another challenge, considering my time and budget restraints,
before moving there.

I so cant wait to get down to business with my personal growth.

4/7/10 02:38 am

I seem to be more resourceful and more able to work during late night hours.
Daytime is always so scattered between occasional morning lie-ins,
sometimes dull tasks as shopping for food,
or just being out of the house,taking pictures somewhere..

I guess every time I think about these things,
I just stumble back to my hours at work.

Its going to be interesting.
All of a sudden having so much time,
to get stuff done.

I feel I've learned to appreciate time more
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