omg.i just saw lizard catching sun at my lawn!clap clap clap how cool is that?my neighbour is lizard!wiiiii

i only just realized why i don't sleep good here..i don't have pupazzo,nor anything cute..:( hmm should get to the one asap..

Hmm maybe should find some fair and try to win smth?;)hmmhmm or..i should draw it?naaaa can't hug it..hmm well maybe it will magically appear and save me-yeah;)

hehehe feeling like sunshine barbie today.;)(probably because of my flowery tights,white coat and pink bow;)
Today feeli like impossible is nothing;)wiiiii lets rock this town:)

P.s.so far 3old man in my district have called me a flower girl,ragazza primavera and smth else i didn't hear because was listening music;)hehe
Recognition of morning-want to make friends wear flowery stuff;)hehe

Hey
I would really like to talk with you
Girl
Do you have the time to stop
Say
All I wanna do is rock
If this was any other day
I'd turn and walk the other way
But today
I'll stay
Not walk away
Hey
I'm a foot without a sock
Without you
Love
You seem to work around the clock
Say
All I wanna do is rock
If this was any other day
I'd turn and walk the other way
But today
I'll stay
Not walk
Just rock
Hey!
Love!
Say
All I wanna do is rock
If this was any other day
I'd turn and walk the other way
But today
I'll stay
Okay

//Travis - All I want to do is rock//

..they say that you have to leave party when you start having finally a real good time..but what if you have a choice not to go..what would you do,but you know you have to..

..aaaand my cinderellas-good,old times,are back.hehe just lost my shoe on my way to metro!how cool am i?lol

well i thought that the snowing factor won't make me happy,but it does!yeee;) and we are back in winter wonderland-wiiiii;)clap clap clap;););)
Lets make snowman!8)

... (btw good song).

just returned home(had to take my new sunnies for a walk) :) + felt like i need to wind my brain.
a strange walk that makes you realize that the world can look so much more different - (romantic.with cute, golden and pink sky)even if you change a small,simple fact in your every day life - like sunglasses..

..this is one of those afternoons when you are peaceful, pensive and simply happy.

i guess sometimes you need to wear glasses to see the world from other point of view..

i have discovered how to age 10 years and fit in your neighbourhood..

Why everytime i'm hurry somewhere there comes out of nowhere some my neighbour and scares me?! o _ O it's not funny people!ok it is-for you!hehe probably they have signed between them a pact of scaring me in order to make me old so i fit between them!clever,huh?(or they are under drugs)hehehehe naaaaa!;)
I guess every age has their own games(hameleonu rotalas).lol


P.s.i should learn kung fu fighting!hehehehe

• Ok, i am inspired,(and i want to share) so this is what i am going to do, i will write ALL that inspires and crosses my crazy mind in this very moment, because I feel sooo inspired, sooo live, sooo fun, soo energetic, like the world is my playground and my limit is sky! (heheheh, mostly because my hair-do is rock star-i ‘ll conquer the world style) :D hehe but who cares ? really! I am inspired and i can everything! :P catch me, if you can! No one can! :P (so this is for myself to remember how i feel now and not to forget it when will feel down and discouraged an lost. And if it inspires you too, at least something – it will make me happy).
• So, today I am inspired by Serena Van der Woodsen from gossip girls (i know what you all think about that tv show – but i don’t care – i like it + it somehow inspires me :P ) to have fun, to smile more, to help more, to have fun more and drag that road down everyone i like around me! So they alse get infected by laughter silly things and crazy ideas!(like stealing street signs in Easter morning(and than putting them back next morning), trying to catch pigeons with one arm, or, OR laugh at 3am in the park together with ducks, till you laugh the same as ducks do!  how cool is that?! So what i will tell you – like james brown – get up! Stay on the scene! Like a sex machine! and i will add – party as rock star – so you can ell your grandchildren what to do and what to not! :D hehhehe (reasonably, of course) :D :D:D
• Take pictures! Post them! Share them! Share the moments u love and who made you laugh! Maybe somebody else will catch the same wave!
• Drink a lot of water!
• Make crazy hair dos! (who cares – you rock)
• Where what makes you fell confident/sexy/smart/ruler of the world/fify/girly/rock – whatever is your mood! Rapper – if you feel like!
• Write your friends, not to ask how they are, but write some good memory about your moments together that made you laugh/happy
• Sing – wherever, when you feel like it – do it! You are better than you think! Really! Karaoke not for you? Who said that? Liars! Get up and get on that stand over there and show them what you got – even if it will be epic fail and you will sing like bridget jones – can’t liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive totalllly wrong, but it will be worth it, the laugher with your friends (maybe will get new ones after that night) and memories, or maybe you will be next star! (even if it is the star of the evening – you still be a star) and every time you will remember this – it will make you smile and laugh!
• Dance! Wherever, whenever! I do it in my bedroom, if i feel like! And some good tune come along! Scared to look ridiculous? No really? Who cares? You do? Why? Don’t want to look ridiculous? But who cares what others think? You love dancing?, tune is good? – so what are u waiting for? U will be waiting for al life, there is no right time! Best moments doesn’t come! They just happen!
• Ask yourself if you are really happy when your friends are?! I am ! really! I realized it again today, that it makes me really happy knowing they are happy, or thrilled and satisfied!  makes me smiley and clap clap clap!  so today’s my happy moment was when my fify girl (friend) wrote me that she is can’t wait to meet her bfriend, because she is crazy over him!
• (and i just aged 10 years! :D:D:D that what happens when you are into something and your phone rings! :D ) heheh btw, good tune – isey brothers – shout! :D (literally makes you shout! :D )
• U,u,u,u write your parents! not how are you – but what makes you smile! Or some inside joke, or whatever fun you remember and want to share  they will appreciate + will be happier knowing you are happy ;)
• So during my internet connectivity issues during last couple of months, i have learned to be patient + if something is not happening as you won’t that moment – it doesn’t mean it is bad! It is just not supposed to happen now! An patience is virtue! + you can do A LOT of other things while waiting for your server to respond (hehehehhehehehhehe, i have seeen ,waaaay to many times, this phrase or similar! :D)
• An thesis?! Yeah! It is serious, when you got till that point, but you know what? It’s cool, it means you are getting closer to end of something and new beginning to something else!
• Welll, sure the doubts take you time to time, that you will never make it! Or the topic is boooooooooooring, but you know what? Who said it have to be boring? You are writing it, so put some effort and write it good – it can open a lot of doors (even if you use it as weapon) :D hehe kidding, but really – u can make best out of it (there is a LOT of contests, public readings, it even can give you opportunity to get scholarship to univeristy program you want)
• If somebody is throwing at you rocks- throw back sugar (well i do, don’t use it, so i have spare one) + as one wise man once said – negative makes more negative, positive does the same. So why should i be responsible of more anger, negativness and grumpiness, evilness and  faces? Naaaaaaaaaaa
• Be sincere.
• Don’t d to people you don’t want to be done to yourself (o do what you want to be done to yourself :P ) hehee like take a cheese cake and visit your friend in a Sunday morning, maybe one day will get a cheesecake too, if not, maybe you will get croissant or home-made cookies (how good is that? ) 
• Make silly expressions and laugh a lot when it is funny, but don’t make grumpy grimaces – they both will leave wrinkles, so why not leave good wrinkles? 
• And eat what you want, but don’t over eat, but DO SPORTS, and limber up!:D (hehehe, rule of the Zombieland movie– trying to stick to it) not a sport? Well, than at least walk wherever is possible (sport + green thinking ;) )
• Before throwing things and/or bad words a somebody take a deep breath, maybe it is not worth it or you are just exaggerating.... and are you SURE that it can’t be talked through? (think again)
• Before buying another useless crap, think if you really need it (you can better put some money aside and go somewhere – see the world – get another point of view)
• Don’t worry what others think about you, because they are more worried what you think about them.
• Write down the list of things you want to do in 5year time (and put some deadlines like thesis – you don’t want to finish it in 5 years, don’t you?
• Respect elderly people and people opinions. Your may be won’t match, but show some respect ;)
• Never ever laugh at somebody’s dreams or plan of the future.
• Love. True and with all your heart. And show it. (some emotions is better show than keep to yourself! ;)
• And if you don’t like where you are – change it – you are not a tree..
So this is what i am going to do and i will try to stick to it! ;) and whenever i will feel discouraged – i will look up to this and hopefully will be as half happy as i am now... (not particular reason – just a good – fify feeling inside of me ;)

u,u,u,u,u,,u today is pretty cute day! no more "carousels",headaches and grumpy mood - i exchanged it to not -serious-silly-silly-fiffy-happy mood ;)

this sunny weather reminds me about my Roman holidays - sunny, smiley,with happy faces around you, dancing till the dawn and saving pieces of cake for next morning! ;) heheh
AND I finally get to the beach - wu huuuu! beach girl is happy (can survive now for other few months without seeing beach):)) hehe

you can take away beach from beachgirl, but you can't broke beachgirls spirit!heeeellll yeaaaaah! (i am going sliiiightly mad! :D hehehe

back to studies-yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

they say: "journey is as good as the people with you", wellllllllll mine was just gorgeous! :))

p.s. in Roma there is the CUTEST tree(in the night) i have ever seen - really!mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

about my Roman holidays i will tell you when will stop my "carousels" ;)

but one i can tell you - it was awesome ;)

xoxo (hehhee)

:(

today is a strange day.. feels like i'm in this slow motion movie.. guess i am tired and my hamster took off - bastard. :D well, got a marriage proposal (to-help-out-a-friend) :D:D:D and a cooperation deal for our organization as CANADIANS. .i was like - WHAT? and than this indonesian guy who wants to come here for an internship wrote me that i have a cool date of birthday and wrote me what he is eating every day - camoon -that's not linked to internship questions!! camoon who cares that you eat noodles every day! :D (omk, i am getting mean) omk and i asked him why he is so open and friendly with me and he said because he knows me. OMK?! :O that's getting creepy, he wrote me to keep my long hair long. OMG and it is respectable candidate..omg i start to rethinking about his candidacy! :O (and you dont even want to know other things he wrote.. :S

i really need to sleep or people are really weird today! :S

Can somebody suggest me how to change my blogs layout to really cool one, not loosing all the entries? :)

( i better ask than experiment! :D hehe i know how my experiments usually end.. hehehe

i want somebody to talk to now..:( but all normal people are sleeping..:(
Ça ma nerve!

kaut kads sviests.ne tiesam..:(viss ir slikti un man ir bail aizmigt atkal..kaut kada neatlaidiga zabaka zvans mani pamodinaja pirms stundas un vairs nevaru aizmigt..nr.svess-patiesiba 2nr.1no majam,1ns mobilais..pacelt nepacelu,ta ka jau chuceju,tad nesapratu,kas notiek..
Nez kapec mani tas saka uztraukt,varbut tapec,ka ir dikti vels,ir 7dienas nakts,turklat sis mans nr.ir tikai kadiem 12cilvekiem..
Nez,pamodos un vairs nespeju aizmigt..:(pa galvu saka shaudities miljons stulbas un creepy domas-ka dopingu sarijusas plumes danco man domas(hehe,tikko atcerejos sito teicienu no navejosa ieroca),un viena dumjaka par otru..atcerejos savu francijas maniaku,visadas shausmu filmas un trillerus,izveidojot pilnu komplektu ar iespaidiem,atteliem un filminam,kas garante bezmiega nakti...:(
Skaidroju sev,ka tas ir tik parpratums,bet kaut ka nesanak..sitada sajuta man nav bijusi kops stalkera laikiem..iuuu
Un es it ka neuzskatu sevi par bailigajiem..nelagi,nelagi..
Nav ne jausmas,ka rit izvilksu dienu,jau 2neguleta nakts..vakar bija vnk murgi,sodien vini materilazejas un zvanas,bail pat iedomaties,kas bus rit..:s :s :( :( :(
..nu ceresim,ka rit bus zakisi un roza sapnisi..

.. it wont be a story about the Valentines day..

it is not the day or date that makes you feel special, it is the people..
..one particular person who gives you wings to fly,
butterflies to dance with
and moments that takes your breath away..

And today, nor other days
you don't have to present me
heart shaped pillows,
chocolate boxes,
or red roses..
i already feel that you have given your heart without asking,
sweetness without candies and something beautiful without the thorns..

and i won't tell you i love you..
i will just simply tell - it's impossible not to love..

you know what you should do?you should take only the positive from every day and try to find the sunny part even in a cloudy day..
Today it again was proven;)and i'm happy for that;)

maaan,i hate waiting.bad style.bad style.i guess honorary consul would appreciate good timing..rrr..(thats why you should go alone to big meetings)..The positive side is that it is at least sunny;)