***
I was born to be torched
by the daylight
and a torment of the life

born to be wicked and cruel
in my deep darkest
emotions and thoughts

born to be a victim
of errors in the worlds destiny

born to be unhappy
to have a lot of doomed dreams

born to get no mercy or a pity
from the all biggest
but not the holiest of gods

born to be marked
as unhealable man
with no hope
to end his painful misery

born to be broken
under the weight of thousands
of other people problems

born to be drunk
and only then feel good

born to never know
what a true love is

born to kiss
and think about deadly sex

born to hate people
and love them because I have to

born not knowing the reason
what for a damned creature
I supposed to be


//2004.gada vēls rudens/ziema