I guess every person comes in to our lives for a certain reason. And we have to learn to appreciate what those people bring. And then let them go. Because only few of all the great personalities we meet will stay close to us for years.
It's like ride with train. A lot of people will get in, accompany you for a few stops and then get out. Only few will really find that they are heading the same way as you and stay.

So what I have learned this time? That projects take your thoughts of everything else if you are really engaging and it's great way of denial and escape from your problems (except if your project is you problem :D ). (I have to practice that more as I still fight with thoughts that don't leave me alone even when I try to do something. I'll try to improve my power of concentration.) And that life is too short to give a fuck about many things - after a while in this world you have gone through so much of shit that you just don't care any more. (I'm simply not old enough for that yet, but I will get there.)

So thank you for teaching me these things. I will try to use them and don't forget them in my life. But now I guess it's time for me to move on. I have invested enough time and nerves in something that is only one way communication. And that makes me kind of sad. But not all things in life can work both ways, don't they?

And I hope that this will be the place where you will find happiness as you can't hide in projects for rest of your life. Once you will have to face reality and I wish you will sort it out to be a great one. :)