Recipe for fucking up you life:
1) Trust no one so no one can help you;
2) Have this feeling that you are missing something big in your life or get in some big trouble.
That's it, now at least I'd say that you're fucked up.
And currently I wouldn't give a shit for just about anything.
That's all, folks. Have a nice evening.
Stand up, because there always will be some plane to catch, city to destroy and girl seduce.... ;)