Poker
But you know it could be now. With a little bit of luck, it could be now. But you don't trust luck. And Fortune is one mistress that does not take mistrust lightly. She is an unforgiving one.
Others have lost. You are still standing, you are ok, you should be grateful. But you are not.
You are not made to be the second to finish, to be the second choice.
You will win the last hand, the only one that matters. Or at least you hope you will.