| MMmņammmm |
[Dec. 28th, 2015|10:35 pm] |
Pārpalikušie zirņi no svētku galda + kefīrs. Am nam |
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[Dec. 24th, 2015|05:42 pm] |
Christmas Christmas Christmas, yay ^_^ My home is where my butt is. |
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| Dark poetry |
[Dec. 7th, 2015|01:20 am] |
It's engulfing me.
I find myself alone in a frightening building at the dead of night. I am filled with an eerily familiar mixture of fear and rage. I reason that I could either curl up on the floor and whine pathetically or take responsibility for my inner anxieties and act with certainty. I decide on the latter, and call out the name of my personal demon and psychic tormentor. I repeat this shout with increasing volume several times, until he appears, reeking of evil and smouldering foully. My fury overcomes a sudden feeling of spiders crawling in my duodenum, and I launch myself at the demon, screaming an assortment of obscenities, pummelling him viciously. As I punch, he seems to diminish in size. I continue to beat him, until there is nothing left of him except his Doctor Marten boots, which I fling from the window into the night with a callous laugh. Subsequently, I am unable to sleep at nights, as I worry greatly that there may have been something of the demon still left in the toes of the boots. I attempt to find them, but the frightening house is not on any street in my town. Weary now from sleeplessness, I wait in my room for the demon to return, and regret deeply having behaved so decisively.
Acting with certainty/Stanley Downward |
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| Only 3 days to levelling up |
[Dec. 4th, 2015|05:02 pm] |
| [ | Skaņas |
| | Saycet - Kien Lang | ] | Referāts par Gamergate un social activism kaut kādā veidā pārtapa par "stigma of female sexuality and the rise of feminism" (izklausās pēc lielformāta zombijfilmas). Must be the weather. Gates. Women. To keep a woman out you need a gate. /L Perfect. |
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| hm |
[Nov. 30th, 2015|02:30 pm] |
Ceļojumu biroju pakalpojumi uz Japānu no Uk un LV. 14 dienas. Praktiski identisks maršruts. No ŪĶeja lētāk. Kaut kā jocīgi. |
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| Word. |
[Nov. 15th, 2015|12:51 am] |
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Stop killing people you fucking twats.. |
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| When the first light strikes. |
[Nov. 3rd, 2015|10:44 pm] |
| [ | Sajūtas |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | Skaņas |
| | Sigur Ros - Ekki Múkk | ] | I will sparkle at the sight. My life has low resolution, but it's fine. I don't like it rushing by. |
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| I |
[Oct. 23rd, 2015|12:58 am] |
| [ | Sajūtas |
| | silly | ] |
| [ | Skaņas |
| | Taylor Swift - Wildest Dreams | ] | Really Really Really Really Really Really Like you.
teehee. *giggle giggle* :3
Somewhat magical. The good kind. |
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| Apsēstība ar zivīm un mākoņiem. |
[Oct. 4th, 2015|01:54 am] |
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| Akmansdies |
[Sep. 30th, 2015|01:27 pm] |
| [ | Sajūtas |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | Skaņas |
| | Eden - Wake up | ] | Smiltsērkšķu sula ar medu un karstu ūdeni <3 Jāiemēģina vēl korejiešu zemeņmaska. Nez kas tur sanāks, bet hei - dāvātam zirgam acīs neskatās! :D |
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| Uzraku vecpantiņu |
[Sep. 26th, 2015|04:56 pm] |
| [ | Sajūtas |
| | amused | ] | Violence.
When did we climb two different walls? Heartbeats leaving stains Of red and thunder. Buried under roaring waves.
It's okay for hearts to break. Silence. Crumpled notes hidden between the books.
I'm happy, sad, angry, cold. Still Alone. I'm irrelevant.
I'll be by your side When you crack and split in the wind. The scent still lingers. A memory of snowswept tide. In this dream My heart won't break |
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| A heart on a potato |
[Sep. 15th, 2015|11:33 pm] |
| [ | Sajūtas |
| | artistic | ] |
| [ | Skaņas |
| | Sleep Dealer | ] | It's deep in the ground. Waiting. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2015|12:38 am] |
| [ | Skaņas |
| | Yuki Kaijura - The BEST of Fate/Zero | ] | Tik jokaini, ka neviena chokolaade taa liidz galam sheit negarsho |
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[Sep. 4th, 2015|11:56 pm] |
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Juutu, ka atkal viss ir. Ir prieks un dziive. Nom |
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| Monochrome sky |
[Aug. 23rd, 2015|01:43 pm] |
Finally away from the place where heartbreaks happened. This one is clean and bright and warm. Let it stay that way. |
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| Its not even New Years yet |
[Aug. 20th, 2015|11:42 pm] |
| [ | Sajūtas |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | Skaņas |
| | Olafur Arnalds - Hands be still | ] | But it's time for some new goals.
*Do not leave myself out of it. It's okay to be selfish. *Speak my mind more often, even if that can affect somebody. Sugar coating is a sin in the long run. *I too, have a dark side. There are no cookies. *I am at my strongest when on my own. *Learn to care less. Thus comes the freedom. |
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| I feel |
[Aug. 17th, 2015|11:03 pm] |
I should search professional help. This isn't good. I can feel it. |
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| The wait. |
[Aug. 11th, 2015|03:34 pm] |
| [ | Sajūtas |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | Skaņas |
| | Low Roar - Because we have to | ] | Tas ir vēl sliktāk kā gaidīt zobu izraušanu :/ |
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| INFJ |
[Aug. 7th, 2015|08:22 pm] |
| [ | Sajūtas |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | Skaņas |
| | Juli - Warum | ] | The concept of 'poetic justice' is appealing to me. Such type. Many wow. Scare. |
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