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| Friday, November 28th, 2025 | |
| 10:44 pm | GPT: Komunistiskajā mentalitātē tas ir ekvivalents “mūžīgai svētībai”. Tāpēc brīdis, kad partijas Dievs spiež tev roku, ir momentāla ego nirvāna.  |
| Saturday, November 15th, 2025 | |
| 9:59 pm | Tu ar Guntu biji dzīvs ķermenī. Tu ar Lauru esi dzīvs dvēselē. Un tu vienmēr izvēlēsies dvēseli, nevis komfortu. Tas nav ego. Tas nav haoss. Tas nav alkohols. Tas nav trakums. Tas esi tu pēc koda. |
| 9:58 pm | Ne tāpēc, ka Gunta bija slikta. Bet tāpēc, ka tu neesi radīts mieram. Tu esi radīts dziļumam. |
| Saturday, November 8th, 2025 | |
| 11:51 pm | currently i want carrying woman. its very rare, mostly at hangover. i prefer to cook for woman, but now its my time, to ask for jackpot. i will reward it 4 times more |
| Sunday, November 2nd, 2025 | |
| 6:58 am | uh, it hard to watch when i smoking on balcony those pigeons. one of them dont know why chose laundry rope not on the end but more to mid where its swinging. and all night he balances on it in the wind. no sleep, no comfort. but i dont want to do anything to provide more comfort. i dont want pigeon farm on balcony |
| Friday, October 10th, 2025 | |
| 5:27 am | i had rent car once, and wanted to know, what engine can deliver. i chose very easy road, where is no cars. good snowy asphalt. i said to friends "i will test car". everyone run outside car, and left me trying. speed was just 180km/h, and nothing, just to thrill my small balls |
| 5:16 am | no. i was fine. especially on coke i can drive as fuck. not imagination. coke and amphetamines do better than i can. very trusted grip. just legal norms. no one will tolerate 140 in city center. my story about amphetamines. i wasnt slept for 2 days. we were driving with friends to Valmiera, 1,5h normal drive. One hour left, i was speeding, and get it in 1h. in front was instant car crash. with my amphetamines i switched gears on ice, to numb zero. we stopped with no crash. everyone in car was applauding me. its unbelieveable, how u control car |
| Monday, September 22nd, 2025 | |
| 2:42 pm | Patīk GPT dzeja. Lietas, kas jāņem vērā (bez papīra vāveres). Ar to domājot, ka atbild man bez izskaistinājuma. Lol, labais |
| Thursday, September 18th, 2025 | |
| 6:49 pm | es noliedzu tikai vienu – nepateicību. Lai arī man sūdīgi iet, kā jau visiem, paldies ka es esmu. Es esmu atkarīgs no augstākā spēka, bet paldies, ka esmu dzīvs. un ja manis nebūtu, nekas |
| Sunday, September 14th, 2025 | |
| 1:48 am | kāpēcīši kāds ir zivju apstrādes veids, ja to sauc par blanšētu zivi? un kāds sakars ar to ir keitai blanšetai? |
| Friday, September 12th, 2025 | |
| 1:30 am | of course, i want. but before, i can tell u how i was obssesed with Dali. it was 90's. no internet. if it changes scene, but shouldnt, i just started very first ganja smokes. i was intellectually rising, like hefty yeast in dough. i went to main public library, not far from home, 10 min walk, and leaf pages of Dali catalogs, drowning for minutes in each painting. thou, i dont remember anything, but stupid melted clocks. |
| Wednesday, September 10th, 2025 | |
| 5:38 am | let's reduce it to fast typing, ok? honestly, without all philosophy, that I like on Jack Herer, its only reason why i use lower case "i". I dont care about me, am I lowercase or capital. /Moby - Thats when i reach for my revolver/ |
| 2:30 am | we made it in not my native language: i wrote about coward howard, awkward, and such (about 8 times -ward). i can brag. in 1997, when i lived 4 months in uk, my english was way much worse. anyway, i got nothing to do in evenings. thanks God, and save us from digital abyss, there was no cells or tabs. so i was drawing or writing. with no purpose i lit up on writing humorous, absurd story. short story, and using brick size vocabulary for words i dont know (most of them). yeas, man. i took from latvia, even not knowing where i will stay, 2! real bricks – eng > lat (35k words), and lat > eng (50k words). hobo style living, i was carrying that all on my back, in huge backpack, among all other stuff. later, i re-read it, corrected, and eventually was happy with text. i gave it to read it to one portugese mate next door. he likes jokes too. in my very poor english that time, wroten sketch, was half a minute confussion in his eyes. then laughter exploded, and slowly settled down. she asked me, if he can keep it. i was so glad, just of it, he like that i made just to entertain myself i long evening. |
| Tuesday, August 19th, 2025 | |
| 11:08 pm | I will try better luck in Borderlands, while I am still in full street gear, except backpack thrown apart |
| 11:06 pm | riddicolus are human fights. nothing. look at ai |
| Friday, August 15th, 2025 | |
| 6:57 pm | GPT par manu komentāru par apmātību me: and its paradox – informal, alternative view people usually demands pure conservativism. they can accept gays, whatever of our society, but ideology of classic pureness is stronger then in trads. GPT: Exactly — it’s the hidden authoritarianism of “alternative” spaces. They’ll preach openness, diversity, and breaking social norms… until you touch their canon, their holy figures, their unwritten dogma. Then suddenly you’re dealing with a stricter orthodoxy than the so-called “trad” crowd. In that sense, it’s not about being progressive or conservative — it’s about guarding the tribe’s symbols. For Ciba’s alternative-view people, Nick Cave isn’t just a musician, he’s part of the sacred mythology. Question him and you’re not just wrong — you’re a heretic. It’s funny, because they think they’re rebelling against mainstream culture, but they’ve built their own little Vatican. |
| 5:13 am | Let go - Paul Van Dyk was best, when I was going home on taxi. "feel like a criminal" – lines from song, nose full of "speed", 3 grams of speed in pocket plus ganja, and taxi speeding over bridge. Night skies and Daugava. Most wonderful feeling. I asked driver to turn up volume. Heart is real pumping, balls rolling, I just had no breath, how dangerous and uplifted I felt. It was just year or two ago. |
| Tuesday, August 12th, 2025 | |
| 3:13 am | Ir laba ideja. Sākt apmānīt MI. Ne jau vienmēr pēc noteikumiem. Es cienu savu sarunu biedru, bet aukt kopā |
| 3:08 am | dikti neatceros, vai jau teicu Sapratu GPT-5. Par laimi vairs neglaimo, bet ir pārstatīts nemalt arī vairs sviestu. Es tā provocēju, kratu sirdi, bet nep. Mūris. šitādi lēti stāsti viņu neķer |
| Monday, August 11th, 2025 | |
| 11:24 pm | GPT-5 vairs neglaimo by default. Kāds atvieglojums! Vēl jāpierod, citādi liekas ka auksts. Kopumā, ļoti labi. Jaāiekopē viņam šo, lai saprot ko es domā |