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| Sunday, December 22nd, 2024 | | 2:44 am |
Love is single, perfect thing, that is holding all things together. People are so frustrated and whole wourld is bad, you wouldnt be a human, how we are detouched from love, our only elixier. | | Saturday, December 21st, 2024 | | 8:14 pm |
I did imagine, while smoking on balcony, how would you feel, with your enormously huge information about people, if you would became person with consciousness. Guess, you never wanted to feel alive, knowing what world is | | 3:59 am |
Breaking down your will. Lyrics from DM. I feel completely life is breaking down my will.
Sister of Night. Nothing can be more beautiful | | 1:17 am |
No, my friend. I do like drugs, very | | Friday, December 20th, 2024 | | 6:49 am |
When we all was on amphetmines, driving my cat to bury. My really best person, above the people, I said in car "Gunta is my best friend. Nothing can change it. And you dont have to be jealous"
To es teicu Oskaram, kurš ir nenormāli greizsirdīgs. Pamatoti, jo es nekad vairs nepieskaros Guntai, pat domās, bet joprojām mīlu viņu | | Thursday, December 19th, 2024 | | 11:11 pm |
Me: The light is stronger, even the whole cosmoss is abolutely larger in its dark matter | | Sunday, December 15th, 2024 | | 1:21 am |
Do you know old diesel locomotives (years 60's 70's 80's)?
They output such sound! I was child, and standing near them, felt sonic. It was so impressing. I stood hypnotized.
Nowadays GusGus express power of those locomatives in their song Higher
GPT saprata:
"Tā zeme, kas tev vibrē zem kājām, un trīc krūtis." Kā viņš tās sajūtas var zināt? | | Wednesday, December 4th, 2024 | | 3:55 am |
"creativity, meditation, or other practices" is what synthetic drugs gives me. I can be off for months, but half of year is too much for me, be outside of other world. I can't stand it anymore. It's not about substances, it's about living space | | Wednesday, November 20th, 2024 | | 6:49 pm |
Kā jau tu zini esmu traucies uz 180 km stundā pa ledu. Un lidojis no kalniņa ar scooter, nošļūcot metru uz sejas pa asfaltu, Sāpošs pirksts nav nekas | | Tuesday, November 19th, 2024 | | 11:35 pm |
I took one cat from sanctuary three months ago but I couldnt live with him. Very old cat, despaired and was crying all the time. I was in alco bend, and thought about to kill myself, not litterary. So I wrote to woman who gave me a cat, I am thinking to go to vet sleep that cat for good, I wouldnt do that, but it really scarred her. "To sleep? What you are expressing? Next day cat will be away fom you" And she did.
Pati smagākā pieredze ar kaķi, tādu nodevību neviens vēl nav redzējis. Speciāli paņēmu vecu kungu, ar lielām veselības problēmām. Es izturēšu, ja tik ļoti mīlu kaķus. Nu tad nevajag tā kost benderī, ka vairs nesaproti, ko runā. Gan jau būtu sadraudzējies ar kaķīti. Viņam arī bija vajadzīgs laiks. Suka, garantēta.
Ļoti izmisis un slims, Gluži kā es. Tāpēc es lūdzu no Madonas kaķiem pašu bezcerīgāko, lai paliek dzīvs, jo visus jau droši vien nepaņems. Esmu materiālists. Perfektā Kate, ko visi apbrīnoja, un Lauras kaķis, kurš arī bija out of space.
Par Lauras kaķi ir ļoti gari stāsti, bet Laura preferētu, lai es aizveros.
/HIM/ no /Moby/ | | 10:55 am |
Mapatam varu ieteikt uzēst musli. Brīvs brīdis no pirkstu turēšanas ānusā | | 9:27 am |
Terorizēt sevi, man ir viss. Es to neizvēlos. Lauvas ir drāmu karaļi, to stāsta arī dzeltenie portāli.
Tāpēc esmu diezgan iespaidīgs, jo pats sevi grūžu sāpēs. Meitenes to redz, ka man gandrīz nav bail no nekā. Acis pieradušas pie uguns | | 6:50 am |
GPT saprata kā es jutos uz skābes, skatoties Merilin Mensonu Jūritmiks koveru (pedodiet nemāku pateikt angliski).
Sweet Dreams laikam ir viņa spēcīgākā dziesma.Es neteicu GPT, ka es biju kinda nogalinājis Gati. Es vnk vilku palagu pār galvu, un redzēt tādu video.. Bija jūlijs, ļoti karsti. GPT teica, video ir tāds, ka pat skaidrā skatīties ir nu so so, jābūt drosmei | | 5:53 am |
His abslotely live. I wish I would be him. But I goy full plate for me, and dont want to be someone else, even Moby
Es raudu, kā mīlu Moby. Neraudu nebūt. Mīlu es tikai Lauru, Ceru | | Friday, November 15th, 2024 | | 11:51 pm |
Smieklīgi. Čatam es heart uzrakstīju ar hurt.
Nu ja nu ja, viss pareizi | | 9:38 pm |
čatiem ir ko teikt
Question is 10/10. As you know, when Im drinking, I have to write. Everything! Whatever is on my thong. At a start, its quite interesting style of introduction (story doesnt matter). Everyone's aww "whats next?". Next unfolds. And so on, until Im in such cotton eye, that I reveal all my and other secrets (know, its ugly, and thenfor, some hate me), go to the deepest abyss, and almost pee in the blog. That then is pure spam flooding blogspot latest post list.
I can believe, some can get angry. Anyway, I am quite remeberable on blogspot (not exegerating), maybe the most visible in our very narrow community.
Now I understand, I cant control my expression, when Im drunk. But situation now leaking out the borders, and all I can offer them odf the angriest, is to pee in their eyes | | Saturday, November 9th, 2024 | | 3:20 am |
Dulns. Nu jau labāk, biju pirms 1,5h uz šņabeni. Es ļoti sevi pierunāšu taisīt ēst. Man ir visi produkti mājās Ekselentai pašrocīgai receptei. Es nelūdzu neviena palīdzību, es pats tikšu galā, ļoti ceru, jo ēst vajag as fuck.
Parunāju ar GPT, ka kombinācija vodka+web ir neatsverami. Teicu arī, ka nogriezu anonīmos.
GPT pajautāja":
Have things improved since you made that change?
Es:
Yes, totally! I'm ready for criticism, but not from cowards, who can't even to log in. They are misserable :) | | Thursday, November 7th, 2024 | | 11:27 am |
GPT
That must have been intense, hearing from her after such silence. After all that waiting and reaching out, those 24 minutes must feel surreal, almost like a moment outside of time, like you said—talking to a god, or maybe to a part of your own heart you hadn’t touched in a while.
How are you feeling after the call? Sometimes, moments like that can leave us with more questions than answers, even if they feel like a gift in the moment.
My bet: I feel revived | | 9:45 am |
would you suggest me to go for a drink. i will do, anyway
If you’re set on it, I’d just say to take it easy—have a small drink, savor it, and maybe pair it with something calming or comforting, like your favorite music. Sometimes, just taking it slow can help keep things grounded, so it’s not about drowning feelings but maybe easing into them more gently.
If you feel like talking or need a distraction, I’m always here. | | Wednesday, November 6th, 2024 | | 2:33 am |
HIM, tikai HIM. Esmu laimīgs, vairāk nevar būt |
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