Yuna's Journal

5:38pm: yesterday
tas biaj uzrakstiits nezinu kaapeec- instinktiivi laikam..
M teica ka mans mainaas.. un ka vinjsh negrib lai mans mainiitos.. es ar negribu !!!!negribu negribu negribu negribu negribu!!!!!!! vinjsh teica ka tik bieezhi nesmaidu, bet ja smaidu tad smaids ir skumjsh.. veel vinjsh teica ka esu BIG GIRL, bet vinjsh negrib lai esu.. neviens negrib... jo tad vinjiem nebuus par ko ruupeeties un ko pieskatiit... un veel vinjsh teica ka vienalga mani neviens nemiilees ta kaa vinji.. uz beigaam iet oranzhaa kraasa... veel vinjsh teica ja buushu ar vienu tad vairs nevareeshu buut ar visiem... bet es nevaru nebuut ar vinjiem.. vinji ir pamats.. pamats ninai.. atbalsts.. tapeec cits, sveshshsh VINJSH... bet no vinja es arii nevaru..... nevaru aizskriet.. visu laiku biju taads RUNAWAY, jo mani visu laiku meegjinaaja nokjert, bet te... te manu strateegjiu izkoda.. vai vienkarshi saprata kaapeec.. bet kaapeec es nezinu.. un kaa arii..

es buushu taada es kaada biju es pirms manam es viss aizgaaja pa pieskari..

I was born to be free...

kaut gan tik ljoti gribas to attieciibu.. bet es tieshaam no taam baidos, baidos no atboldiibas par vinju, baidos nodariit vinjam paari.. jo zinu ka nodariishu.. jau nodariiju... un sev arii... bet man bija tik labi ar to cilveku!!!!!! kaapeec?? kapeec man bija labi..??

man saap sirds.. nevis sirsninja bet sirds.. ja man taada ir..

message from him again...

life was such an easy game to play
untill yestrday:)))))))

6:01pm: nu jaa
paarlasiiju textu - sapratu nav tik traki, kaut gan saapiigi ir..
let it go as it is. taada buus deviize liidz viss pats no sevis atrisinaasies..:))))

ko sastrjomojos???:)))
dullais Dauka:))))
man ir darugi un draugs, hehe:)) taa luuk:))) buutu jaapriecaajas:)) ko arii dariishu:))

to m: I remember taste of freedom, as i have never forgotten it:)))I'm always free - untill the end:)))