03:05 am - Amerikāņu skaistumstā epizode griezās man pa galvu gandrīz tāpat kā maisiņš pašā epizodēun pie pirmās izdevības es raičika nomā paņēmu un noskatījos vēlreiz. Skan gandrīz kā Andersones dzeja It was one of those days... where it's a minute away from snowing, and there was this electricity in the air. You can almost hear it. Right? And this bag was just... dancing with me, like a little kid begging me to play with it, for 15 minutes. That's the day I realized that there was this... entire life behind things... and this incredibly benevolent force... that wanted me to know that there was no reason to be afraid... ever. Video's a poor excuse, I know, but it helps me remember. I need to remember. Sometimes there's so much... beauty... in the worid. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst. And then I remember to relax... and stop trying to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain, and I can't feel anything but gratitude... for every single moment... of my stupid little life. |