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| Monday, February 21st, 2005 | |
| 7:06 pm | vakars nu ko lai saka. psc. naudas nav. kaa parasti besis... psc vienkaarsi. noveelu viesiem iet pa celju un paklupt un atstaat savas iegarenaas smadzenes uz asvalta ! jauku sho vakaru ! die! Current Mood:  tiredCurrent Music: Metallica - Loverman |
| 2:57 pm | jauna diena Same old SHIT different day !!! Current Mood:  disappointedCurrent Music: Cradle of Filth - NYMPHETAMINE |
| Sunday, February 20th, 2005 | |
| 7:36 pm | deep shits... i see the sun begin to shine and black clouds go away i see this empty bottle of wine and its laying next to me i feel my head begin to ache and im in so much pain i see that picture on the wall and i feel terrible again i feel my eyes been filled up with tears and im crying again i reach for the next bottle of wine and im drinking again i see the picture starts to blur and im wasted again i feel this pain inside me and im dying... i see this bright shining light and i feel so free i see myself lying on the ground and im so calm now i see that picture on the wall... and i hope to see her again Current Mood: Worthless Current Music: murderdolls - DIE MY BRIDE |
| 7:35 pm | mans saldaakais garadarbs... weh i feel rage again and its tearing me apart but when i talku to u its healing me again theres so much negativity in this world but ur the only one so positive around when i feel fucked up i like to see you cuz ur the only one whose helping me around i have so much problems in my life but when i talk to u they all seem to fade away i dont know how to tell it to you but the only thing that i love... is you... |
| 7:34 pm | long long ago i had a dream times have changed but i still have it inside me i know its so hard to make it come true but i will try and hope it comes true my dream is just to be with u as long as i breathe i will try to make it come true you are so nice and i just cant loose hope cuz without u im not the person i would like to be i cant fail i wont fail but if i will ... i maybe c u in hell... |
| 7:31 pm | whats the point to live? when every fucking day i feel like shit i feel so sick cuz my thinking differs from yours you know just what... FUCK YOU! as u can see i have emotions too im a free man and i can think what the hell i whant to you think its concerning me? that ur talking behind my back but guess what... i dont give a fuck about you! i have plenty of concerns of my own i just dont have a time to think about the shit u do so... fuck all you said fuck all u did fuck all ur lies fuck u i just dont need u fuck u! Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: Pantera - Fucking Hostile |
| 7:29 pm | i just whant to shoot myself but i dont have a gun i even cant cut myself cuz no one is givin me that knife if i had an ak-47 many people would die because there are many of you that i hate as much as my life and i dont give a damn about no justice or laws i would piss on the floor which would be covered with your blood and if they would send me to an electric chair i wouldnt mind because my soul is already dead... |
| Saturday, February 19th, 2005 | |
| 3:40 pm | mans pirmais murgojums shajaa murgu nodaljaa.... hehe... man ir sava dienasgraamata... psc vai ne ? a nah man vinja vajadziiga? hmm... nu nez varbuut kaadreiz kko uzraxtiisu veel.... Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Deftones - Get BORED |