I think that I have to speak with someone about my ridiculously long perioud of insomnia. Well, the very least - now I do something for studies not merely enjoy myself with nonsense reading about Middle-Earth.
Anyways, I really like the phrase "scream bloody murder", have been reflecting upon possible sources of the sleep less nights. Been really suspicious about coffee thing. Maybe owning one's own coffee automate thing was not a good, um, idea. See, two cups of coffee a day keeps sleep away! Yay! Um, yeah, going crazy, hi! Also am a bit angry with myself. Y'see, I use too much "really" and "just" in my speech, as well as invent new grammar forms where everyone can read them. Not fun, not fun at all. Kk, going back to hard work of not sleeping. Oh, and never mind the mistakes. I am unable to write something without making a big fool of myself. An English philologist, indeed.

I kind of totally disagree. I mean, I most definitely do not keep "bright outlook no matter the problems" I face, and am not optimistic. However, it's Mr. Leaf himself! One can suffer being called shiny & happy person, if one is compared to pointy-eared princeling. Hah, pathetic is my new middle name.

A funny & rather disturbing thing : in another quizz I turned out to be Gollum. Yeah, I know. And in yet another I was The Lady of Light which is real cool.

"Transient insomnia lasts from days to weeks. It can be caused by another disorder, by changes in the sleep environment, by the timing of sleep, severe depression, or by stress. Its consequences - sleepiness and impaired psychomotor performance - are similar to those of sleep deprivation."

Yay! Me likes a lot. Duh.
Actually, I'm pretty close to the next stage = acute insomnia. This is the third week of my new style of living. Or sleeping. Whatever.

Sad thing is, I've run out of reading material. Cannot find anything worth reading.

Furthermore, as I'll try actually go as far as my faculty this day, even though I haven't slept at all through-out whole night, I'm sleepy. Kind of no fair. When I don't have anything to do, it's weekend, I'm unable to go to sleep. When there is lectures and stuff, sleepiness comes, but in wrong time. Moreover, when I actually go to sleep, even if it is around lunchtime, I wake up around four o'clock. No matter if I've slept two or eight hours, it's always around four. Argh, 'tis so annoying.

Stupid annual fall depression, get the frack off me. *poutspouts*

Oh, and please someone write something about the nice ellons [the DOOM trio of M.E. fangirl] or I'll have to actually start reading Silmarillion [something is not kk with the tenses, but my Brain is unable to decipher the wrongness], which is not exactly about love and happy endings... Um.

p.s. -- I don't know why I speak English. Or write English. Maybe when I'm crazy, I'm Englishwoman. Um.