tu zini, es tachu jau biju kastreta kaadus 3 meneshus. Emocionali. ... un tas taa- shisha ar sarunam par Egipti, Kastanedu, magiju un tirlipirli.......... es saku lidot, palika bail. Tagad apzinati laizhos uz zemes, cik tuvu vien var.. es eediishu zemi. Ieshu uz nightclubs katru nedelju.. eh trancehause ir mmm laps.. man shobrid ir nepiecieshami piezemeeti cilveki, citaadi krisha brauc :)


m a k t u b

Mans asketiska dzivesveida pirmais etaps= needu pec 6 vakara, taa vieta domaju pozitivi un vel sho to :D
starp citu, 3 meneshus needu galju, kas varetu but iemels tam, ka tagad varu mierigi guleet naktiis, murgi praktiski vairs neraadaas. Tas ir labi. Pienjemot, ka es gulju vismaz 3dalju no savas dziives. Tagad patik dzivot arii sapnjos.

jau kadu laiku nesmekeju, pat aromatisko tabaku vairs necieshu.. varbut vieniigi, kad esmu sadzerusies. Bet.. dzert ari vairs nevelk. Eesst!? nu, nu est ari vairs negribas, man no visa metas slikti; no shokolades arii.. ko lai dara, lai aizbegtu no realitates? varbut iepiities kaadaa sektaa.. (nodoties darbam negirbu, esmu parak slinka, shkiet, ka nojugtos, ja rukatu 10 stundas diena, 6 dienas nedelja.. )
ah,un ja .. iekrita ausii, atzinja, ka laime nemaz nav laba - laimigs cilveks absoluti nevelas progreset, jo vinjam ir labi.

es cieshu :D

:)

Labdien. Ar ko gan lai saaku. Kas mani nomaac. Kas mani tirda. Kas mani kacina. Visi un es pati. Makrokosms mikrokosmaa un otraadi. Daargaa, miiiljaa, saldaa, viss ir kaartiibaa. Man neko nevajag. Tiesham neko. Klusums. Miers. Ieelpa, ieelpa, ieelpa.... iiiizzeelpa. :)

A boy and a girl were insanely in love with each other. They decided to become engaged. And that's when presents are always exchanged.
The boy was poor - his only worthwhile possession was a watch he'd inherited from his grandfather. Thinking about his sweetheart's lovely hair, he decided to sell the watch in order to buy her a silver barette.
The girl had no money herself to buy hom a present. She went to the shop of the most successful merchant in town and sold him her hair. With the money, she bought a gold watchband for her lover.
When they met on the day of the engagement party, she gave him the wristband for a watch he had sold, and he gave her the barette for the hair she no longer had. :(

Es sapratu, kapec pirms kada laika, likaas, ka juuku praataa. Visi tie notikumi, braucieni un atgrieshanas, un tad tuva cilveka naave~+~... tad atkal aizbraukshana... tas bija par daudz. Praats apstajas. Uz laiku es dzivoju realitate, bez iluzijam, ceribam, fantazijaam..

aj, bet tagad atkal esmu uzburusi savu sapnju valstibu, ko lai dara?! zinu gan, bet.. aj, kas gan es esmu bez savaam fantazijaam un veelmeem, .. es nemaku dzivot realitate :(

Tomorrow never comes, it's always today

driz bus gads, kaa neesam tikushies, bet vel aizien es par vinju domaju.. kad esam kopa, es vinju nemiilu, kad esam shkirti shkiet, ka vinjsh ir tas iistais he he he stulbi. Tas tadelj , ka vinjsh vismaz mani miileeja... vienai un nemiileetai ir gruuti. Aj :D

Es nemaku noslept textu, ja maceetu, aiztaupitu jums shitos garos palagus :D