a.m.a-zone - August 23rd, 2009

Sapņus es vairs neredzu un nekam līdz galam neticu.

Esmu izvārījusi sevi no iekšienes un nepārtraukti kontrolēju savu prātu. Tas ir mazliet nogurdinoši, bet nekas cits neatliek.

Un viss apkārt ir tik ironisks.

Kā arī smaidu tikai mājās

-Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you’re going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you’re crazy by randomly switching directions on the sidewalk.

-I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring (Hello? Hello? Dammit!), but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times and goes to voicemail. What’d you do after I didn’t answer? Drop the phone and run away?

“Then I turned around and walked to my room and closed my door and put my head under my pillow and let the quiet put things where they are supposed to be.”
—The Perks of Being a Wallflower