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Saturday, April 26th, 2003

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    2:03a
    ok now i got a perfect idea for myself....yeah thats right killk myself. my life`s messed up, school, family.....blah blah blah.........damn..that`s it i`ve had enough i`m movin out.i shit on you....pizdu bljad! nahuj bljad pidarasi nAgli8je, nahuj.pishat savu pimpi no manas dziives.
    i`m changing everything,all ...,..all the shit all...every single thing, every detail..,..ai pizdu....delet this shit.....pizdu./.;..,.

    Current Mood: don`t care
    Current Music: not what ya wanna listen to
    2:36a
    not used to letting go, but in the name of friendship, i have to....i`m not bothered about it or something like that, i`m just not happy the way i was maybe 3 or 4 days ago, i just wanna live, is that sometimes too much to ask?
    i`m just crying inside, trying to furfill my goal in life, trying not to make mistakes, although it`s human to do that, but still, i don`t wanna cry, i don`t wanna ... but they are just comming from my eyes, just like that... it`s just like in this song ~my soul is cried, but it cured, cured from the pain it caused me~ or somethin like that..,.....what i mean is that, my soul can be crushed, but it will NEVER break my heart........no one will...
    I`M TOO STRONG FOR IT!!!!

    Current Mood: crappy

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