palikt nedrīkst aiziet - 7. Septembris 2015

18:54

I never would have thought that our personal relationship is fear-driven. I grew up seeing that all kind of flaws need to be hidden. Somewhere deep where sun does not reach. She always was that strong woman with opinion, unshaken word and stand. That lead me to doing the same. Being this strong girl, swallowing my weaknesses and never showing them off. And by swallowing I mean what I say. They always have been here, I never battled them, just hided as she did.

Now I have reached the point when I want to be as I am with my strengths and flaws. Face them and get by. And the only way we can exist together is by being friends, not taking any other roles. The time has passed for doing it other way.

Garastāvoklis:: frustrated