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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003

Subject:miljons gaismas gadu (patiesiiba rakstiits aizvakar vakaraa)
Time:7:52 pm.
Mood:miljons...gaismas...gadu.
Music:verve - when the drugs don't work.
All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

lj user pink te prasiija, kur es biju?
man liekas, ka es vismaz ar vienu kaaju biju
iekaapis kaadus 3-4 gadus vecaa pagaatnee.
mazliet citaa realitaatee. mazliet savadaak
paskatiijos uz lietaam. iebliezu, uzpiipeeju..
kaut ko sapratu. kaut kam nenoticeeju.

kaut kuraa briidii nodarbojos ar mentaalu
masturbaaciju. bez iipashiem rezultaatiem.

daudz skatiijos. daudz ieraudziiju. veel tagad
nesaprotu vai tas ko redzeeju bija labi vai slikti.
man jautaaja vai TAS veel arvien ir speekaa? es teicu,
ka nezinu kas notiks riit. bet paskatiisimies peec
10-20 gadiem, kad TAM buutu lemts piepildiities...

godiigi? sacepos. pietiekami. dazhaadu iemeslu deelj.
nebiju taa ieplaanojis, kaut gan par to domaaju. negribu
par to runaat. negribu atbildeet uz to ko sev jautaaju.
vai tas ir labi vai tas ir slikti? vai es vareetu?

sava taisniiba buutu arii U2 - the ground beneath her feet.
natuuraa.

no otras puses. ilgi domaaju par shaa posta jeegu. jo iespeejams
ka paaraak daudz cilveeku saak to lasiit. diemzheel paziistamu.
jo principaa ekshibicionisms ir taapat kaa prostituucija. kad tu
kind of shaaro sevi ar visiem ko pagadaas, bet ceri ka tas nav
neviens no tava podjezda...

visu laiku par to botanikas lyricu domaaju. shodien pusi dienas
pavadiiju meegjinot to atrast pilnaa versijaa. slikti panaakumi.
vareetu pat teikt ka tuvinaajaas 0. izraadaas, ka ir botanikas
saits. veel vairaak izraadaas, ka tur nav lyrics. izraadaas ka
ir sergeja shnurova saits. izraadaas, ka tur pat ir sadalja par
bumer. izraadaas ka tur tomeer liriku nav. "poka njet". a ko man
tagad dariit?

patiesiibaa gribeejaas, lai shodien ir darba diena. lai es eju
un daru whatever ko. lai domaaju par kontiem. par materiaalaam
kljuudaam un ieksheejaam kontroleem. shausmiigi gribaas par to
visu padomaat...

And I'm running from my problems
I got my funny face painted on
And then I'll think of what you said to me
And then I'll think of what you did to me
I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
You're the one I'm running from

tas mazliet no boomkat.
veel arvien ir saglabaajies iekshkjiigais shizims, kas bija present
arii kaadu briidi atpakalj. kas mani bothero mazliet naak arii laukaa.
tikai what's the point? veel nav ne 10 ne 20 gadi pagaajushi.
baisi gribaas kaut kur aizliist. aizsliist aiz gaazes pliits, piemeeram.
atrast caurumu sienaa. iet un ieraudziit kaktu kur pasleepties. potenciaali
nodereetu tai kaktaa siiks iekraajums red label. veel mazliet no shnurova:

ljubil ja zhenshin raznih
krasivih i zaraznih
no ljubvi nje otiskal
alkogoljikom ja stal

bilji u menja zhenschini
bilji u menja babi
ja hotjel bitj silnim
okazaljsja slabim

njetu shastja na zemlji
i ljubvi vedj tozhe njet
a v gazetah i v kino
toljko je blje i minet

mama naljivai
ja uzhe nje maljchik
a u menja v shtanah
perchik a nje paljchik
oj, perchik a nje paljchik
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Subject:darbs
Time:8:03 pm.
Mood:enthusiastic.
Music:Coldplay - Politik.
kaa jau biju paredzeejis 8.5 darba pilniigi mainiija attieksmi pret dziivi
starp citu uz pozitiivo pusi (vai tas ir labi vai slikti nenjemos spriest)
veel kaadas paaris gan jau uzlabos veel vairaak!!
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Subject:blja
Time:8:24 pm.
Mood:blja.
Music:u2 - The Ground Beneath Her Feet (live acoustic).
All my life, I worshipped her
Her golden voice, her beauty's beat
How she made us feel, how she made me real
And the ground beneath her feet
And the ground beneath her feet


And now I can't be sure of anything
Black is white and cold is heat
For what I worshipped stole my love away
It was the ground beneath her feet
It was the ground beneath her feet


Go lightly down your darkened way
Go lightly underground
I'll be down there in another day
I won't rest until you're found


Let me love you, let me rescue you
Let me bring you where two roads meet
Oh come back above
Where there is only love
Only love...


Let me love you true, let me rescue you
Let me bring you to where two roads meet


Let me love you true, let me rescue you
Let me bring you to where two roads meet
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Subject:un es vairs shodien nahuj neesmu sentimentaals
Time:8:26 pm.
Mood:blja2.
Music:u2 - The Ground Beneath Her Feet (live acoustic).
a kad palamaajas paliek vieglaak. neprasiet no kaa
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