nikucis

Viss sāpīgākais ir atteikties no tā, kas tev kādreizz ir bijis dārgs un mīļš, ir grūti pieņemt to ka nav vairs tā kas bija agrāk....
Sāpju pilna sirds, asaru pilnas acis....
Vienā vārdā sakot, tu mirsti pamazām...
Pamazām tavas asinis atdziest..un tu jūti kā tu paliec auxts....

Vai atradīsies tas kas man spēs atdot dzīves garšu un spēs mani pārliecināt ka mīlestība tomēr existē.....????

Mani reāli ir parāvis kaut kāds besis...vēlēšanās viena...aizmirsties un piedzerties...bet dzert nav jēgas...vienīgas paliek aizmirsties...bet kā???
Kā lai aizmirst to kas tevī ir sakrājies un pamazām nāk uz augšu ???

Vērsis (20. aprīlis - 20. maijs)
Tu, iespējams, nepadarīsi visus uzdevumus, bet tu būsi tuvu tam. Tu nevarēsi sev piedot, ja nebūsi devies pa pareizo ceļu. Tā kā tev ir visa diena, ko veltīt šim unikālajam forumam, kāpēc neļaut sev izbaudīt ikvienu tā mirkli? Tikai atceries - iereibis tu nedrīksti doties uz baznīcu.

Es nezinu ko lai tagad domā viss sāk griesties kājām gaisā.... jopcik ar āra

Tu viņus gaidi ar nepacietību, jo zini ka notiks kas skaists un negaidīts, tomēr pienāk tā diena kad tu saproti...nav un nebūs tā kā tu esi vēlējies un gaidījis....
Bet vienmēr pienāk tā diena, kad tu kļūdies kādā, tavas cerības izgaist līdz ar viņu, bet tu viņu noglabā kaut kur dziļi, dziļi sirdī un vienmēr atminēsies ar smaidu uz sejas un prieku sirdī... :)

Ehzzz nah tos z-sveetkus vajag...ja nav noskanjojuma vispaar neko dariit...utt???

Jauna nedēļa, jauni prieki un viss pateicoties vienam....:) tikai un vieniigi viņam...

baaaa 5diena sanjeemu lieciibu.....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa daudz nesekmiigu atziimju grrrr :((((((((((((((((

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa piepe Siks man kozh dibenaa help please :))))))

Hehz beidzot esmu liidz Siks atnaakusi...un jamais man neljauj norm netaa pat paseedeet :))))) geee
hehz :P

Stevie Wonder - I Just Called To Say I Love You

just paklausieties...

I just call... to say I love you............

Sēžot mājās gaidot...to ko es pamazām laikam zaudēju, es moku sevi, bet es nepadošos līdz neredzēšu viņu un nedzirdēšu sakam "viss ir beidzies..."

ehzzz i palikushas tikai triis nedeeljas liidz z-sveetkiem...ak dies....vai tieshaam es buushu sagaidiijusi to ko tik ilgi es gaidiiju...????

Tas dāvāja Tai zvaigznes ,Tā pretii tam tik sāpes...Aiz čerām svecēm zūd divas pasaules un
paliek tikai bezgalīgas slāpes ...

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[14:55:20] <nikija> :////
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[14:55:34] <nikija> kas taa par fucking ip
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[14:55:59] <Geex> [05:56] <orbital> nikija kas ar tevi?
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[14:55:59] <Geex> [05:57] <@nikija> esmu kuce
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[14:56:29] <Geex> [05:59] <@nikija> nu kaa jums prikols ?
[14:56:29] <Geex> [05:59] <@nikija> :L))
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[14:56:29] <Geex> [06:00] <@nikija> opu gribi ?
[14:56:29] <Geex> [06:00] <evenxNHL> nee
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[14:56:29] <Geex> [06:00] <@nikija> kaco jee , opu gribi ?
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[14:56:29] <Geex> [06:01] <@nikija> :))
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khmz re kaa i kad nepieskata savas paroles :///

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

Kas var buut skaistaaks par miilestiibu????
Kas var buut skaistaaks par miiljotaa glaastiem???
Kas var buut skaistaaks par vaardiem "es tevi miilu"???
Kas var buut skaistaaks par to kad tavs miiljotais cilveeks ir tev blakus???

Nekas nevar buut skaistaaks par augstaak mineeto...
Skaista ir tikai un vieniigi TIIRA MIILESTIIBA....:)

Nezinu kapēc, bet man saak likties ka visi man mīļi cilveeki sāk pazust no mana redzes loka....un tā arī sanāk...kakjeens ar jau pazūd....:(((((

me nobirdina asaras....

Reamonn - star Tell Me If You Got A Problem Tell Me If It Turns Your Way Tell Me If There's Something Bothering You Tell Me What Should I Say You Know I Did Most Anything You Know I Change The World You Know I Do Most Anything For My Little Girl Tell Me If You Got A Problem Tell Me Now What Is Inside Show Me If Your Broke Heart Straight You Know You Never Need To Hide You Know I Did Most Anything You Know I Paint The Sky You Know I Do Most Anything You're My Guardien Light You're My Star, Shining On Me Now Love Grow Us Appart For Me - For You You Are My Shining Star My Star Love Grow Us Appart For Me - For You You Are My Shining Star Once Upon A Time A Memory Once Upon A Time A Girl Once Upon A Time A Perfect Life Once Upon A Perfect World You Know I Did Most Anything You're My Guardien Light You Know I Do Most Everything To Keep You In My Life You're My Star, Shining On Me Now Love Grow Us Appart For Me - For You You Are My Shining Star My Star Love Grow Us Appart For Me - For You You Are My Shining Star Just A Memory Every Dream You See You And Me If I Wish Upon The Stars Well I Hope Thats Where You Are When Heaven Turns You Know You'll Shine You're In My Heart For All Time When Heaven Turns You Know You'll Shine In Worlds Of Heart Cause Yeah You Are My Star Shining On Me Now Love Grow Us Appart For Me For You You Are My Shining Star My Star Love Grow Us Appart For Me For You You Are My Shining Star Shining On Me Now Love Grow Us Appart For Me For You Seezhu klausos songu un raudu...asaras birst un birst...bet nekas pret taa nevar man liidzeet...tikai viens vinjs, bet atkal ir viena probleema...vinjs ir paaraak taalu un kaads censhaas vinju nostaadiit pret mani....cilveeku ko miilu un ar nepacietiibu gaidu...saak attaalinaaties no manis....:((((((( Kapeec kaads censhaas izdariit taa lai me nebuutu laimiiga???? Interesanti kam es trauceeju dziivot???