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[27 May 2005|01:06am]
[ mood | sad ]

i miss you so much, ance..
i still have somewhere those papers from tabor ga :)
somehow they give me most memories
don't know why
:)

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[02 Feb 2005|02:57am]
shit. i am chairing a girl, who hates me.. that will be quite a challenge :/
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[15 Jan 2005|09:35pm]
nietzsche's ideas are in fact not as frightening as the way they are interpreted by some teenage übermenschen :)))
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[15 Jan 2005|09:17am]
whole livejournal.com is down? i have suddenly realised i am an addict...
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[13 Jan 2005|12:44am]
we passed our exam in mathematics and, naturally, went to celebrate that. Can you possibly imagine the name of the cocktail we ordered?
It was called "Москва - Рига"
:)
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will learn it and sing at the euroconcert in riga :) [29 Dec 2004|01:27am]
Tā es tevi mīlēšu
Pasaki man vēlreiz,
Kā tu teici daudzreiz:
“ Kam savs draudziņš,
Tas ar savu draudziņu .”
Ai, ai, rudzu lauki
Jūlija naktī,
Mūzikanti nokliedz
Pēdējo valsi.

Jā, jā, jā ! Tumšā naktē ziedēja
Zaļa zāle elpoja,
Lakstīgala klusēja vairs nespēdama.
:: Tā es tevi mīlēšu.::
:: Kam nav draudziņa,::
Tas ar cisu maisu.

Iesim drusku lēnāk,
Neiesim tik ātri.
Paliksim tepatās,
Neiesim nemaz.
Paliksim tumsā
Siena zārdu naktī.
Vienu vārdu naktī
Pasaki man.

Jā, jā, jā ! Tumšā naktē ziedēja
Zaļa zāle elpoja,
Lakstīgala klusēja vairs nespēdama.
:: Tā es tevi mīlēšu.::
:: Kam nav draudziņa,::
Tas ar cisu maisu.
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[07 Dec 2004|01:48am]
am i not totally paranoid? i only have two friends in this journal, but i posted my latest entry in friends-only mode. god! i am sick..
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[03 Dec 2004|01:56am]
ok. at least here i feel safe :)
that this bastard won't read, what i have written. or his friends. cause in livejournal everyone seems to know everyone. especially if you are related to one small country and live in moscow. aaaargh! think will move out of livejournal and instead post entries here.
right. i don't understand men. but i am not going to start hating them. neither i am going to start thinking all men are evil just because you, asshole, are trying to be this to me. lalalala :P ohhh, i am so happy i went to poland and spent almost a week at home in minsk, as had to apply in advance for my free visa. haven't talked, haven't received your smses :D felt okay, because i knew i couldn't.

this is so fucking mean to have a girlfriend, you are not going to break up with and declaring to be just friends with me at the same time to... ahhh how do i put it? ok, it's not like he behaved that we are just friends. i didn't care for him for the half a year i knew him, which was not quite the opposite from his side, but for some reason he liked me more than i liked him. okay, basically we just met at some conference at my uni and i thought he was so boring, i didn't really try to communicate to him much. now, that he has been initiating contact with me all the time, i got used to him and even liked him. although none of my friends actually does. cause he is boring. it's stupid. i would either date him or not talk to him. cause as a friend he is so lame. i don't know why i think he will be okay as a boyfriend. no idea. i am confused. he confused me. sending me smses every day, asking me why i wasn't replying, if i wasn't, then sending more than 10 sms a day to each other each. i don't communicate that much with my friends. ok. it's clear to me why i am doing this, or rather was doing this- cause i like him or liked him hehehe. why was he doing this, i never sent him messages first, sometimes i didn't reply, and he is asking like: ohh, why am i ignored, what's wrong. i could have told him that one more sms and i will kill you and your girlfriend, but i didn't. ok, so why is he doing this if he has his girlfriend (oh, she is so dumb, i know her sooo fucking dumb!), he obviously stays with, likes her better. and now he is pissed off i am not flirting with him or not paying all my attention to him, but now, thanks god, i feel it's just a waste of time. now i understand i was confused and i came back to where i had been before this craziness which started just a month ago.
and he is pissed off. well, i wasn't happy about his girlfriend then. but i think it's for the better, cause i wasn't in love, and now i wouldn't want to date him. and i don't want to keep with this smses and talking, cause i am bored, but we are kind of close friends now, which is ridiculous, of course.

still confused though
although it's obviously getting better
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[28 Sep 2004|08:46am]
[ mood | scared ]

i am now in moscow. arrived just a few hours ago. although i planned to be back on 27th, the bus arrived around 23, and i so much wanted to take a shower, and i also had left lots of stuff i would need at home, so had to go home and missed the last night train.
i decided to take advantage of the situation and went to the doctor to get my eyes checked and buy contact lenses from her. well, actually i just need one, cause my right eye sees perfectly or almost perfectly and my left eye is -2.5 and when i am tired i can't see many things
so i went to her, she put a lense into my eye and asked me to check how many lines i can see from the table with letters. i started feeling dizzy and told her i was not feeling comfortable with that thing in my eye. she told me it's okay and i should feel better in a few secondes, but i felt only worse so i asked her to take it off. she did and than apparently i fainted. because i don't remember how she took it off, but when i came round i had no lens in my eye and there was another woman and they were calling someone to help.
she refused to put a lens into my eye again, and i didn't feel like trying again either. i thought it was because of the lens, but today i woke up on the train and felt dizzy again and nearly fainted again.
i think i am so exhausted because of EYP and Mayors Meeting in Moscow event where i hardly slept at all. this is quite disturbing.

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[25 Sep 2004|06:24pm]
ance and liva
now i can comment in a fancy way with a userpic and even receive back comments by mail
yesss...yesss... excellent...
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