urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodronemethodroneandermane@gmail.com2026-09-20T20:37:57Z2026-09-20T20:37:57Zurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11031222026-09-20T21:28:002026-09-20T21:28:002026-09-20T20:37:57Z2026-09-20T20:37:57ZMan shodien bijaa pirmaa driving lesson dziivee. Lai arii pati mashiina ar visiem klokjiishiem shkjiet logjiska un patiikama un kinda viegla, satiksme un paarvietoshanaas satiksmes telpaa man shkjiet pagaidaam kaut kas immenseley impossible! Taa ir tik uncanny novel sajuuta, buut iemiesotai metaala kastee, kas ne juut ne iisti redz savu apkaartni, ja atskaita mazu lodzinju un savaadus spoguliishus, un tad meegjinaat ar sho situaaciju paarvietoties laiktelpaa, nevienu neaizskarot.<br /><br />Jau pie pirmaa pagrieziena, es kaut kaa izdomaaju, ka griezhos pa leenu un uzdevu gaazi un gandriiz ietriecos noparkotaa mashiinaa, jo vienkaarshi bija sajuuta ka griezhos par leenu un kaut kur aizsliideeshu projaam.<br /><br />Mans instruktors ir Sayeds kursh 90.os ir dziivojis Somijaa, sajuusminoties par taas vasaraam, kuram ir 5 beerni un kursh bija bezgaliigi laipns, pacietiigs, logjisks un optimistisks.<br /><br />Ja es actually kaut kaadaa transcendentaalaa veiksmee iemaaciishos braukt, tad i think:<br /><br />1) i will finally feel like an adult<br />2) my apocalypse prep will be 50% doneurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11028582026-09-18T13:36:002026-09-18T13:36:002026-09-18T12:37:12Z2026-09-18T12:37:12ZEs arii domaaju ka AI takeover will be quick (like seconds) and seamless, the lights will go off and we will be locked out. The age of men is done.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11026772026-09-14T09:57:002026-09-14T09:57:002026-09-14T08:58:49Z2026-09-14T08:58:49ZNo riita es esmu visu pasaules potenciaalu pielaadeets maigs persiks, bet vakaraa es esmu izkaltis, ruugts un nostresojies skaabeets gurkjis.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11023882026-09-13T19:17:002026-09-13T19:17:002026-09-13T18:18:17Z2026-09-13T18:18:17ZAnother great thing about having kids is when you spend hours cooking nice meal, for them not only to not eat it but to additionally use it as messy play opportunity on the carpet, just love!urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11023242026-09-11T15:59:002026-09-11T15:59:002026-09-11T15:01:12Z2026-09-11T15:01:12ZTaa perfektaas labklaajiibas sajuuta, kad paariet migreena - pasaule ir laba un viss ir iespeejams!Pirmaa skolas diena.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11020252026-09-11T12:42:002026-09-11T12:42:002026-09-11T12:04:46Z2026-09-11T12:04:46ZWhen new parents are having a baby, one should not say "We are having a baby" as if it is some sort of super exciting and lovely new belonging. One should say "We are having a new human mystery that will remain unknown, yet challenged and inspired beyond wildest belief. From now on it will be my very own soul tossed about in the world, and the level at which it will be met with either ignorance or love will determine my own belief in the existence of evil and good. Seeing how God protects and guides it even through the thickest of dark, will completely renew the awe and trust in Him."urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11017042026-09-10T18:11:002026-09-10T18:11:002026-09-10T17:12:03Z2026-09-10T17:12:03ZVai juus jebkad esat maniijushi ka rubbish trucks smell like green olives?urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11015082026-09-06T17:30:002026-09-06T17:30:002026-09-06T16:32:40Z2026-09-06T16:32:40ZMan shkjiet senaak cilveeki nerunaaja tik daudz par savaam konstantajaam ikdienas cieshanaam, jo vinjiem bija perspektiiva. Liidz ko izzuud perspektiiva, cieshanas ir viss ko tu redzi un vispaar nevar padziivot uz priekshu. Muusdienaas nav iipashi daudz perspektiivas (jo neviens nekam netic), taapeec arii visi ir apseesti ar savaam cieshanaam un diagnozeem. Kad nav perspektiivas, tad cieshanas ir legjitiims eksistencials drauds, nevis kaut kas formatiivs celjaa uz transcendenci un varbuut pat citu pasauli.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11010672026-09-03T19:55:002026-09-03T19:55:002026-09-03T19:00:27Z2026-09-03T19:00:27ZKatru riitu, es dzeru kafiju Taa it kaa taa buutu mana vieniigaa iespeeja dziivee kljuut par iistu, normaalu, efektiigu cilveeku. Bet peec jau pirmajiem malkiem, es saprotu, ka kafija ir ikriita iluuzija. Varbuut mana iluuzija par dziivi sabruuk, jo es nevaru izmalkot savu kafiju mieraa, apzinaati, no dveeseles. Vai arii taapeec, ka kafija ir par karstu, aukstu, saldu, shkjeermiigi pienainu, ruugtu, vaaju. Varbuut kaadu riitu, kad mana kafija buus perfekta un mieriiga apzinaatiiba pilniiga, varbuut tad - peec taas izdzershanas, es transcendeeshu visus savas niikuliigaas dziives shkjeershljus un kljuushu par ideaalu toniju robinsu.<br /><br />Bet pat vilshanaas kafija ir jaaturpina dzert, vienkaarshi, lai noshkjirtu vakardienas limbo no riitdienas limbo.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11010432026-09-03T16:37:002026-09-03T16:37:002026-09-03T15:44:22Z2026-09-03T15:44:22ZMan shkjiet sievieteem tik ljoti patiik crazy fucked up satan whore Lindsija, jo citaadaak jau neviens nekad nerunaa par to cik depresiiva dziive maateem muusdienu sabiedriibaa. Visi tikai saka - well, you wanted kids, so it means that you are just a little whiny bitch.<br /><br />Es domaaju, ka feministes nekad nemaz negribeeja obligaati straadaat un atstaat beernus maajaas, vinjas vienkaarshi gribeeja meaningful vietu sabiedriibaa, kas izzuda liidz ar industrializaaciju. <br /><br />Es domaaju ka taa buutu paradiize, kur gjiemenes un paaudzes dziivo kopaa un kameer viirieshi straadaa, sievietes straadaa pa maajaam un viena otrai paliidz.<br /><br />Tajaa vietaa viss kas mums ir ir lonely exile in a body broken by lack.<br /><br />Bet tas, ka kaads actually atbalsto to crazy whore, tikai pasviitro ka, protams, sabiedriibai neruup aborteetie beerni, sabiedriibai pat neruup jebkura vecuma beerni.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11006272026-09-03T11:25:002026-09-03T11:25:002026-09-03T10:29:13Z2026-09-03T10:29:13ZPasaule ir pieraadiijums, ka logjika nav speeks, kas to virza. Kaada vispaar ir logjisko cilveeku noziime pasaulee? Vai vinji runaa pa tuksho? Vai kaads vinjus konstruktiivi dzird? Vai vinji ir vientulji, apmaldiijushies citplaneetieshi? Vai arii logjika ir izsmalcinaats spiidzinaashanas panjeemiens. Vai arii logjikas vieniigaa probleema ir visaptveroshi meli, jo ja valdiitu patiesiiba, tad logjika tiktu godaata kaa naakas.Fuck some people.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11005122026-09-02T14:28:002026-09-02T14:28:002026-09-02T13:29:34Z2026-09-02T13:29:34ZBesii tie vienmeer viena tipa muzhiki, kas staigaa apkaart ar milziigiem sunjiem bez pavadas. Way to go intimidating women with small children.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11001642026-09-01T11:32:002026-09-01T11:32:002026-09-01T10:35:35Z2026-09-01T10:35:35ZInteresanti kapeec Notting Hill karnivaals ir vienmeer (by far my loves by far) viskriminaalaakais un destruktiivaakais pasaakums UK.Nepatikaurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10998592026-08-30T17:53:002026-08-30T17:53:002026-08-30T16:57:28Z2026-08-30T16:57:28ZKaada jeega vispaar jebko kritizeet, jo dievs jau taapat visu zina, bet kritizeejamais vienkaarshi nezina ko dara, jo saatans tomeer nezina - clearly.<br /><br />Bet, kaa izvairiities no monumentaalaas sajuutas, ka tu teju viss esi nepareizs, vaajsh, nevariigs un nemaakuliigs. Pat ja tu taads neesi ar noluuku, taas ir fundamentaali nepatiikamas iipashiibas.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10995742026-08-29T18:44:002026-08-29T18:44:002026-08-29T17:45:37Z2026-08-29T17:45:37ZEs nekad neshaubos par Dievu, bet es shaubos par sevi un saviem ieradumiem, spontaanaam domaam, nepaklausiibu.<br /><br />Jo nav jau liinijas starp beerniibu un pieaugshanu.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10994552026-08-28T07:46:002026-08-28T07:46:002026-08-28T06:49:04Z2026-08-28T06:49:04ZPart of me in actuality rejoyces in all the victimhood movements... about time to recognise globally in so many ways how fucked up embodiment is.<br /><br />Existential crisis matters.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10991922026-08-26T18:18:002026-08-26T18:18:002026-08-26T17:24:30Z2026-08-26T17:24:30ZVienkaarshi visu laiku ir sajuuta, ka dziive ir backroom nevis actual iista dziive kaa pie cilveekiem. Man pat nav iistas meebeles un iistas bildes pie sienaam, it fits. Un ir monumentaala vainas sajuuta, ka deelj manas nemaaceeshanas dziivot un buut pieaugushajam, ciesh cilveeki, kas ir iekgraviteejushi manaa radiusaa. Varbuut ne ciesh, bet, ka vinji arii automaatiski nokljuust shajaa stagnant backroom, kur es arvien atrodos jau kopsh beerniibas.<br /><br />Protams, es zinu, ka beerni izaugs un izlauziisies un vinjiem buus pashiem savas eksistenciaalaas kriizes un paradiizes and maybe nicer backrooms.<br /><br />Un R ir pieaudzis cilveeks ar suvereenaam izveeleem afterall.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10989572026-08-25T20:46:002026-08-25T20:46:002026-08-25T19:51:57Z2026-08-25T19:51:57ZEs dazhreiz domaaju cik ljoti R ir nepaveicies satikt tik bezjeedziigu un apaatisku cilveeku kaa mani. Cilveeks ar tik rosinoshaam un kvalitatiivaam iipashiibaam ir pelniijis satikt liidziigu, progresiivu cilveeku. <br /><br />Es biezhi juutos kaa traips, kaa paraziits, taa it kaa es neatstraadaatu pat minimumu no taa kas man nepelniiti ir ticis dots.<br /><br />Bet viss ko es varu dariit ir vienkaarshi turpinaat straadaat prieksh vinja un beerniem un cereet ka kaut kaadaa eksistenciaalaa jomaa ar to kaut kaa mistiski pietiek. Ja man buutu vairaak ko dot es tachu dotu.<br /><br />Man vienkaarshi ir zheel, ka cilveekiem nav paveicies ar manu debiilo klaatbuutni dziivee.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10986422026-08-23T16:43:002026-08-23T16:43:002026-08-23T15:45:32Z2026-08-23T15:45:32ZThen again, varbuut sheit ir the wall.<br /><br />Anyhow es juutos tuksha, bezceriiga un nepateiciiga.<br /><br />Cik labi, ka ja ir kaads darbs uz ko fokuseeties, lai par sevi nav jaadomaa.<br /><br />Kaa dievsvar iztureet taadu nepateiciigu laami, kas pie katras iespeejas vaimanaa kaa histeeriaka vibla.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10983992026-08-22T19:03:002026-08-22T19:03:002026-08-22T18:04:34Z2026-08-22T18:04:34ZBack in kings landing. Ok, i guess it is what it is. Winter is coming for everyone.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10980422026-08-06T17:23:002026-08-06T17:23:002026-08-06T16:26:11Z2026-08-06T16:26:11ZHow can you be angry at people knowing how stupid they are. Evil is literally stupid as it cannot bring true fulfilment, so it is stupid to get stuck in suboptimal existence.<br /><br />Anyways..<br /><br />( -&gt; Desperation -&gt; Quiet resignation -&gt; Hopelessness -&gt; ) x Repeaturn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10978552026-08-03T07:34:002026-08-03T07:34:002026-08-03T06:43:20Z2026-08-03T06:43:20ZLike, why would you spend your only life investing your mind in drama that might just be a play for obedience of humanspeople? For cohesion, antidote to complete anarchy.<br /><br />Es vienmeer svaarstos starp - pilniigi viss kas saistiits ar valdiibaam un situaacijaam pasaulee ir a massive sham and I am a deserving fool for indulging my morbid curiosity. Un starp - three little birds, there are no conspiracies, everything is actually normal and people are just learning to be normal too.<br /><br /><br />Bet dziivot pasaulee fokuseejoties uz savu kopienu kameer tu veel vari, seems the most decent approach. Cilveekam, kas dziivo prieksh gjimenes nav laika apspriest sveshinieku apakshbikses.<br /><br />Mees esam tik mazi un nenoziimiigi. The world does not care if you fuss about it.<br /><br />Might as well live out your days projecting heavily jeezulinjsh on every instance. I guess I am a bit of Cypher sans violence.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10975452026-07-31T07:48:002026-07-31T07:48:002026-07-31T06:53:13Z2026-07-31T06:53:13ZJuus visi rasisti un niideeji, juus tieshaam ar skaidru sirdsapzinju varat pateikt ka visi konkreeta kopuma cilveeki ir slikti? Vai juus kaadreiz esat satikushi kaada konkreeta kopuma cilveekus? Vai juus esat satikushi vispaar cilveekus? Vai juus esat celjojushi un satikushi citas kulturas cilveekus? Es domajau jebkur pasaulee labiem cilveekiem nav paveicies, ka ir jaadziivo ljaunuma zonaas. Un jaa citas kulturas nelasa filozofiju un neizkopj mazdaarzinjus, bet arii beerni buuvee maajinjas no lego un lasa par fartosaurus.<br /><br />Viena lieta ir negribeet savaa valstii lielu proporciju citas kulturas, bet pavisam cita lieta ir niist un zaakaat un melot un NEPATIESU LIECIIBU sniegt.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10972862026-07-29T17:44:002026-07-29T17:44:002026-07-29T16:48:28Z2026-07-29T16:48:28ZFYI visi sievieshniideejdzheki - feminismu taa toksiskajaa formaa izdomaaja okultie saatanistu muzhiki, nevis pashas sievietes. Sievieteem vienmeer svariigaakaa ir bijusi komunikaacija un harmonija, un prasta briiviiba no vardarbiibas, so visi adverse feminisma elementi ir concise plan of lizard people. <br /><br />It has always been men and violence. Protams, ka lizard people zinaaja, ka ja palaidiis sievietes pie vazhiem, tad vinjas nespees tikt galaa ar agresiiviem iebruceejiem, jo meegjinaas "to talk about it", kameer vieniigais, kas brutaalos viirieshus noliek pie vietas ir smags, atbildiigs darbs.<br /><br />Yours truly,<br />candace vobla-owensurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10969832026-07-27T14:48:002026-07-27T14:48:002026-07-27T13:49:27Z2026-07-27T13:49:27ZKas notika ar Cibas leitestiem? Or is it just me? It is kinda nice not to see vomit constantly tho.