urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodronemethodroneandermane@gmail.com2026-04-29T12:42:18Z2026-04-29T12:42:18ZStressurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10863012026-04-29T13:36:002026-04-29T13:36:002026-04-29T12:42:18Z2026-04-29T12:42:18ZEs esmu sasniegusi taadu faazi, ka liidz ko gribas kaut ko komenteet par pasauli un taas notikumiem, es uzreiz sevi apshaubu jo: it could be AI, it could be just content, it could be unreal, it could be lizzid ppl, all of it is irrelevant to my 4 walls.<br /><br />Bet mostly, ka it could just be content or AI.<br /><br />So man vienkaarshi vairs nedomaajas par sensaacijaam, my interest has collapsed completely and it is a strange state.<br /><br />I have enough content in the sink and laundry basket and in the folder of future fears and anxieties.<br /><br />Karoche jo vairaak tu kaut ko miili, jo skaudraaks wreck tu kljuusti to meegjinot saglaabt un frishinaat un notureet. I just lament that I cannot enjoy any bit of this pure paradise I am in due to crippling FEAR.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10859662026-04-20T06:56:002026-04-20T06:56:002026-04-20T06:03:49Z2026-04-20T06:03:49ZCilveeki vienkaarshi meegjina taadeejaadi izbeegt no cieshanaam. Bet dziive uz zemes ir cieshanas vai nu ar jeegu vai bezjeedziigas, vai pat destruktiivas. <br /><br />Feminisms vienkaarshi ir taads pats transhumaanisms, where people just want to transcend their nature because nature of course is suffering. But as i said before, suffering is inevitable, all you can choose is ways in which you suffer. And suffering in natural ways beats suffering in unnatural ways.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10858262026-04-19T13:38:002026-04-19T13:38:002026-04-19T12:42:32Z2026-04-19T12:42:32ZContraception is sexist, abortions are sexist - killing a part of your own body that society does not want or support - that is opposite of empowerment. Restraining and denying your female body to be more like a man, to fit in with men and manly habits and ambitions. How pathetic, how sad!urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10856342026-04-17T09:20:002026-04-17T09:20:002026-04-17T08:20:49Z2026-04-17T08:20:49ZGovernments communicating with gifs - world used to be serious.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10851852026-04-16T15:28:002026-04-16T15:28:002026-04-16T13:33:34Z2026-04-16T13:33:34ZEs nezinu vai shis ir vecums vai kaada zaraza, bet reaali meenesii varbuut ir kaads paaris dienas, kad juutos normaali un kaa cilveeks kas var dariit lietas. Paarsvaraa es vai nu ciinos ar kaut kaadiem mistiskiem simptomiem, where your life and future flashes by etc., vai hormoniem, vai sazin kaadu sunjpurnju voblu. Vai tas ir vecums? Vai taas ir bailes? Vai tas ir beidzot Dieva sods par maniem dziivee sakraatajiem greekiem? <br /><br />Shajos briizhos nav patiesaakas patiesiibas, ka dziivot veselaa kjermenii ar veselu garu, un peec Dieva likumiem - ir Paradiize zemes virsuu, un cilveeki to nezina, un labpraatiigi sevi degradee.<br /><br />Kjermenis apzinjai ir kaut kas totaali skaudrs un baiss.Free slob bird lifeurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10850142026-04-14T11:24:002026-04-14T11:24:002026-04-14T10:32:37Z2026-04-14T10:32:37ZVieniigaa lieta par ko es esmu nepieklajiigi prieciiga sevis sakaraa, ir ka mana skaistuma rutiina ir tik vobliiga un briiva, ka es juutos kaa pavasara taureniitis.<br /><br />Taatad seju es mazgaaju ar Dove ziepeem vai jebkaadu beenru shampuunu vai vannas liidzekli kas pagadaas, tad apsmeereeju manstyle ar random e45 vai buutiibaa jebkuru body lotion that's within grasp. Matus i just wash n go ar jebkuru random herbal essences vai aussie vai pantene shampuunu ko R izveelas. And that's it my folks. Labi, tad man ir triis Laveras shtruntinji skropstaam, uzaciim un luupaam, un foundation ja eju tikties ar actual cilveekiem. Smarzhas man jau gadiem ir random vaniljas essential elljas that are probably meant for a diffuser?<br /><br />Tad kad beerni izaugs lieli un es buushu veca, sakaltusi tantiite, varbuut tad ja man nebuus kur naudu likt es beidzot investeeshu tirkiiza auskaros, vaigu pomaadees un pirmo reizi muuzhaa aizieshu uz manikiiru.<br /><br />Aa, nagus es peedeejo reizi nolakoju 2023. gada Martaa.Vai Latvija ir paradiize?urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10847822026-04-13T11:42:002026-04-13T11:42:002026-04-13T09:53:56Z2026-04-13T09:53:56ZEs nesen nopirku mazu, leetu raachinju, uzstaadiiju vinju virtuvee un vienkaarshi klausos Radio Caroline, and that is all my life is right now.<br /><br />Veel arii es biezhi domaaju par to, kaa cilveeki tik fenomenaali izshkjeerdee laiku apsaukaajoties un kaujoties, kameer vinji vareetu klausiities Radio Caroline un taisiit siermaizes ar kafiju. Like why would you want to make nuclear bombs instead.<br /><br />Jo vairaak mees progreseejam plastmasas koku naakotnee, jo vairaak es atceros detaljas no beerniibas, kas mani skaidri paarliecina, ka beerniiba vai vismaz tas laiks, kad uzaugu vai vieta, bija shkjiista esiibas paradiize. Tagad vienkaarshi ir prison planet.<br /><br />Mana vieniigaa veeleeshanaas dziivee ir, ka mani beerni no shiis esiibas var izveidot, tajaa saskatiit kaut ko visa veertu/skaistu/sveetu.Satan is always scratching at your door.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10845302026-03-26T09:53:002026-03-26T09:53:002026-03-26T10:03:21Z2026-03-26T10:03:21ZNoklausiijos Reichelas Wilsones Rogana interviju un holy moly, we really are screwed aren't we.<br /><br />I really lament the fact, ka ir tik viegli jaunus cilveekus iedvesmot uz buutiibaa jebko. Bija tik katartiksi paklausiities, kur visas shiis kaisliigaas un shaubiigaas feministes un vinju sunpurnji ir izceelushies. Theosophy, satanism, porn - just wholesome and lovely.<br /><br />Ir labi, ja tiiri intstinktiivi feminisms shkjiet shaubiiga huinja, kas ar apgreeciigu taisniibteeloshanu spiezh moraali domaat un dariit lietas, kas ir pretstataa dveeselei. Bet ir veel labaak, intelektuaali prasties un paarliecinaaties, ka intuiicija un dveesele is king.<br /><br />Es sort of saprotu hearty kristieshus, kas neapstaajas, jo it seems just about the only code that actively protects from war on your soul.<br /><br />Ja man 2013. gadaa randomly nebuutu iepaticies Jeezus, es visticamaak tagad buutu nojuugusies Kali, ja es buutu tik taalu izdziivojusi.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10842952026-03-24T11:01:002026-03-24T11:01:002026-03-24T11:10:07Z2026-03-24T11:10:07ZLiidz kaadam briidim dziivee tu uz pasauli un citiem cilveekiem skaties kaa uz vecaakiem/autoritaateem, kam noteikti ir definitive gudriiba un best intentions at heart. Bet tad vienu dienu, kad tu jau esi mazliet padziivojis un jau paarej dziives otraa pusee, tu peekshnji atskaarsti - Ok, I haven't figured anything out, I err daily and all my best intentions will never make the smallest dent in the common goodness or rather folly of the world. Tu saproti, ka tik vien tu esi kaa taads varbuut mazliet labaak disciplineets beerns, bet tikuntaa beerns, ar 'kaapeec?' un emociju izvirdumiem, un savtiibu. Tikai tad tu saac skatiit liidzcilveekus kaa taadus pashus beernus, dazhs ir klases gudriitis, kaads ir mieriigs draugs, cits ir negants kauslis, mees neviens neesam autoritaate. Taa ir plika Dieva zheelsirdiiba un briinums, ka mees kaut kaa veel velkam uz priekshu, ka veel notiek labas lietas taadaa kritushaa pasaulee. Taapeec, ka labais ir briinums, mums ir pienaakums par to priecaaties, un tikai uz to fokuseeties!urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10839282026-03-14T18:13:002026-03-14T18:13:002026-03-14T18:13:42Z2026-03-14T18:13:42Z"Rats the size of rabbits are still stalking the streets of Birmingham a year after bin workers staged an all-out strike. <br /><br />Britain's second largest city has been described as a 'slum area' and 'as bad as Victorian Britain' as it continues to reel from one of the longest-running industrial disputes of modern times."<br /><br />Reaali jums Latvijaa nav par ko suudzeeties.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10836662026-03-13T16:48:002026-03-13T16:48:002026-03-13T16:50:27Z2026-03-13T16:50:27ZOpinions are opressive as they are pressing in my brain. Lets just all exist in fluid silence and transcendental ambivalence - a delirious plasma field that existed before there was Word that was good.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10835432026-03-12T10:05:002026-03-12T10:05:002026-03-12T10:09:16Z2026-03-12T10:09:16ZNoskatiijos Manosphere. Vienkaarshi shkjiet kaa atbilde feminismam, kas ir atbilde an older manosphere, so basically sievietes un viirieshi striidaas jau tuukstoshiem gadu i guess.<br /><br />That said, Louijam ir taisniiba, ka manosphere seems to originate from trauma, just as toxic feminism. Un pats jociigaakais ir, ka tie dzheki kas tik ljoti priicho, ka they want to embrace responsibility and be wholesome, dara visas ietas kas nav wholesome or resposible. Unless there is like a conservative manosphere and liberal manoshpere.<br /><br />Aah, once again - the world is doomed and we have no future.Wesleyurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10831532026-03-11T13:45:002026-03-11T13:45:002026-03-11T14:10:54Z2026-03-11T14:10:54ZI've realized that it is not God or Jesus that gets me through dark mind times, it is always people who believe this stuff fervently. So in a sense I am not a follower of Christ but a follower of whatever human speaks most passionately and protectively about god/love.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10830542026-03-11T10:29:002026-03-11T10:29:002026-03-11T10:32:25Z2026-03-11T10:32:25ZOk, can I just leave this here:<br /><br />Jaunaa skolu guidance UK:<br /><br />'Schools will want to be flexible in catering for religious differences.'<br /><br />This includes being aware of the 'sensitivities' that some Muslim parents may have around the 'teaching of aspects of art, dance, drama, music, physical education, religious education and RSHE'.<br /><br />The publication cites art as an example, stating that Islamic culture and civilisation has 'a rich artistic tradition' - but schools may find there are religious exceptions.<br /><br />'A three-dimensional imagery of humans is considered idolatrous by some Muslims,' the guidance warns.<br /><br />'It is very important that the school understands this and is also careful not to ask its students to reproduce images of Jesus, Prophet Mohammed or other figures considered to be prophets in Islam. <br /><br />'Some Muslim pupils may not wish to draw the human figure.' <br /><br />'In Islam, music is traditionally limited to the human voice and non-tuneable percussion instruments as in the days of the Prophet, when they were only used in marriage ceremonies and on the battlefield.'<br /><br />It adds that there is 'a diversity of opinion regarding music amongst Muslims' and schools should 'ensure' students are not asked to join in songs that conflict with their religious beliefs. <br /><br />For drama lessons, teachers should be mindful not to ask students to play parts that 'may seem to compromise their faith'.<br /><br />There may also be 'reservations' around 'physical contact between males and females or performing in a manner that might encourage immodesty or sexual feelings'.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10826732026-03-11T10:06:002026-03-11T10:06:002026-03-11T10:20:37Z2026-03-11T10:20:37ZVakar pie S skolas divas daamas, kas izskatiijaas meec Maarshas no Spaced, luudza parakstiities pret Palantir ievieshanas vieteejaa slimniicaa. Saakumaa es neaizdomaajos un vinjas man prasiija vai esmu par to dzirdeejusi. Tad aizdomaajos un atcereejos ka kaut kur paviideejis shis vaards vienaa no maniem Insta amerikas conspiracy accounts. So lai arii es nezinu kas tas iiisti ir, teicu vinjaam, ka noteikti esmu pret visu sho 'stuff' un parakstiijos. <br /><br />Just as you think that conspiracies is just a killing of time that people like to indulge in online, some little crumble of this crap comes close to your home.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10825362026-03-10T20:41:002026-03-10T20:41:002026-03-10T20:41:27Z2026-03-10T20:41:27ZVai pasaule pieder dievam vai saatanam?urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10822862026-03-10T10:57:002026-03-10T10:57:002026-03-10T10:59:11Z2026-03-10T10:59:11ZThis person:<br />1)Accepts the loss completely<br />2)But still somehow believes that with God, the impossible could be restoredurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10820002026-03-05T07:02:002026-03-05T07:02:002026-03-05T07:07:16Z2026-03-05T07:07:16ZVakar un shodien bija jaabuut +17 un spozhai saulei. Tajaa vietaa 2 dienas jau ir bieza diivaina migla. Pat vakar kad saule mazliet paraadiijaas dienas viduu - caur aukstu miglu. So although it did feel a bit like Jeff Buckley music video, it was weird man. I think - lizard people. Jo galvenais, ka laika zinjas veelaizvien raada ka ir clear skies un saule, which there is 'clearly' not - nekur zinjaas par sho nav pat piemineets.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10816452026-03-04T12:01:002026-03-04T12:01:002026-03-04T12:01:53Z2026-03-04T12:01:53ZOk guys, i think i actually really appreciate Keir Starmer for the first time in my life. Pls stay strong dude and don't give in to swamps of pointless violence.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10813762026-03-03T12:09:002026-03-03T12:09:002026-03-03T12:14:15Z2026-03-03T12:14:15ZShodien atbrauc mamma.<br /><br />Plusi:<br /><br />1) Beerni tiek pie elder guidance, gjimenes, socializaacijas, kaada kas par vinjiem sajuusminaas un peerk daavanas.<br />2) Jaunas veesmas manaa tuuksthosh gadu dziives peleeciibaa.<br /><br />Miinusi:<br /><br />1) Esmu man shkjiet zemaakajaa punktaa kaadaa dziivee esmu bijusi pashapzinjas zinjaa, so tagad buus jaakriit veel zemaak, klausoties tajaa cik es esmu inept failure and not a real human being.<br /><br />Taatad plusu vir vairaak - jaasanjemas un jaaizdziivo.<br /><br />Man ljoti zheel dziivee, ka vecaaki nav gribeejushi draudziigas attieciibas. Protams, superannny, es apzinos ka vecaaki nav draugi un boundaries and yada, bet es vismaz plaanoju ar saviem beerniem draudziigi runaat par visu liidz vecumdienaam, ja Dievs atljaus.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10811052026-03-02T14:02:002026-03-02T14:02:002026-03-02T14:03:41Z2026-03-02T14:03:41ZInstead of being an angst bitch I should be apocalypse prepping really.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10808732026-03-01T07:07:002026-03-01T07:07:002026-03-01T07:12:15Z2026-03-01T07:12:15ZEs gribu buut solzhenicins, bet nespeeju tikt paari savai upura mentalitaatei.<br /><br />Dazhos briizhos es atmostos un redzu, cik daudz labu darbinju vareetu apdariit savaa dziivee, lai kljuutu par omuliigu Birutas tanti, pie kuras visi grib braukt ciemos eest plaatsmaizes ar kafiju. Jo vinja vienkaarshi zina dziives patiesiibas un nekas vinju nesatricina, visi veelas piekljauties vinjas siltajai kruutij un tikt sabuzhinaati un uzfrishinaati dziivei. <br /><br />Bet es esmu vienkaarshi veesa, glumja zemuudens vobla, kas meegjina pati no sevis izvairiities - kas mani skata vaigaa, riskee ar eksistenciaalu pagrimumu.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10806442026-02-26T12:04:002026-02-26T12:04:002026-02-26T12:05:02Z2026-02-26T12:05:02Z"Overall, brain research has shown how the female brain is at work in more sections than the male just about all the time. It is on call in a way the male is not. To use an analogy: the male brain turns on, like a machine, to do its task, then turns off; the female brain is always on. This is an exaggeration, of course, for parts of the male brain are also always on, but when Gur compares the two brains in non-active states, the difference between the constantly “on” female brain and “on/off” male brain is startling. This difference is a primary reason males are so “task-oriented,” testing out as less able than females to do a number of different kinds of tasks at once; and why males react to interruptions in their thinking with more of a sense of invasion than females tend to, and combined with testosterone-based aggression, more forcefully."urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10804892026-02-26T10:13:002026-02-26T10:13:002026-02-26T10:26:37Z2026-02-26T10:26:37ZEs nespeeju, NESPEEJU noticeet cik ljoti medijiem un valdiibaam pie kaajas ir Epsteina Faili.. Its so depressing and dark every day that nobody gives a fuck.<br /><br />And its like they are dismissing and downplaying the massive, explicit files, where in a REAL investigation authorities would tend to do the opposite, with even a slightest tiny clue or snippet.<br /><br />Pat Andrew un Mandelsonu aiztureeja policija un iztirzaa nevis galvenokaart par vinju slutty abuse bet gan par kkaadu valdiibas nosleepumu izpljaapaashanu. Can it be more grotesque - the indifference?<br /><br />Man vienkaarshi ir ljoti pretiigi no shiis pasaules. I don't really know what am i supposed to tell my kids about the world that has descended in a pit of hell.<br /><br />Vienkaarshi saliidziniet - kaut vai tie nabagi kurus apcietina uz kaadu gadu par vinju stulbajiem tviitinjiem - kameer apcietinaat perversus vechus par vinju perversajiem e-pastiem, kur vinji klaji atziistas pedofiilijas plaanoshanaa un izpildiishanaa - par to ir "sarzezhgjiiti" aiztureet un apcietinaat? Kaapeec gan? Taapeec ka vinji ir baagaati un kruti, un ikdienas tviterotaaji ir tikai sorry peasants?<br /><br />Vai kaadam veel vajag pieraadiijumus ka visas valdiibas ir no saatana.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10802842026-02-24T18:21:002026-02-24T18:21:002026-02-24T18:22:09Z2026-02-24T18:22:09ZSaap auss, ir mild temperatuura un malaise, dusmojos uz R ka mani nesaprot un uz pasauli, ka man tajaa nav vietas. Varbuut atkal vnk pms hopefully.