urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodronemethodroneandermane@gmail.com2026-03-26T10:03:21Z2026-03-26T10:03:21ZSatan is always scratching at your door.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10845302026-03-26T09:53:002026-03-26T09:53:002026-03-26T10:03:21Z2026-03-26T10:03:21ZNoklausiijos Reichelas Wilsones Rogana interviju un holy moly, we really are screwed aren't we.<br /><br />I really lament the fact, ka ir tik viegli jaunus cilveekus iedvesmot uz buutiibaa jebko. Bija tik katartiksi paklausiities, kur visas shiis kaisliigaas un shaubiigaas feministes un vinju sunpurnji ir izceelushies. Theosophy, satanism, porn - just wholesome and lovely.<br /><br />Ir labi, ja tiiri intstinktiivi feminisms shkjiet shaubiiga huinja, kas ar apgreeciigu taisniibteeloshanu spiezh moraali domaat un dariit lietas, kas ir pretstataa dveeselei. Bet ir veel labaak, intelektuaali prasties un paarliecinaaties, ka intuiicija un dveesele is king.<br /><br />Es sort of saprotu hearty kristieshus, kas neapstaajas, jo it seems just about the only code that actively protects from war on your soul.<br /><br />Ja man 2013. gadaa randomly nebuutu iepaticies Jeezus, es visticamaak tagad buutu nojuugusies Kali, ja es buutu tik taalu izdziivojusi.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10842952026-03-24T11:01:002026-03-24T11:01:002026-03-24T11:10:07Z2026-03-24T11:10:07ZLiidz kaadam briidim dziivee tu uz pasauli un citiem cilveekiem skaties kaa uz vecaakiem/autoritaateem, kam noteikti ir definitive gudriiba un best intentions at heart. Bet tad vienu dienu, kad tu jau esi mazliet padziivojis un jau paarej dziives otraa pusee, tu peekshnji atskaarsti - Ok, I haven't figured anything out, I err daily and all my best intentions will never make the smallest dent in the common goodness or rather folly of the world. Tu saproti, ka tik vien tu esi kaa taads varbuut mazliet labaak disciplineets beerns, bet tikuntaa beerns, ar 'kaapeec?' un emociju izvirdumiem, un savtiibu. Tikai tad tu saac skatiit liidzcilveekus kaa taadus pashus beernus, dazhs ir klases gudriitis, kaads ir mieriigs draugs, cits ir negants kauslis, mees neviens neesam autoritaate. Taa ir plika Dieva zheelsirdiiba un briinums, ka mees kaut kaa veel velkam uz priekshu, ka veel notiek labas lietas taadaa kritushaa pasaulee. Taapeec, ka labais ir briinums, mums ir pienaakums par to priecaaties, un tikai uz to fokuseeties!urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10839282026-03-14T18:13:002026-03-14T18:13:002026-03-14T18:13:42Z2026-03-14T18:13:42Z"Rats the size of rabbits are still stalking the streets of Birmingham a year after bin workers staged an all-out strike. <br /><br />Britain's second largest city has been described as a 'slum area' and 'as bad as Victorian Britain' as it continues to reel from one of the longest-running industrial disputes of modern times."<br /><br />Reaali jums Latvijaa nav par ko suudzeeties.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10836662026-03-13T16:48:002026-03-13T16:48:002026-03-13T16:50:27Z2026-03-13T16:50:27ZOpinions are opressive as they are pressing in my brain. Lets just all exist in fluid silence and transcendental ambivalence - a delirious plasma field that existed before there was Word that was good.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10835432026-03-12T10:05:002026-03-12T10:05:002026-03-12T10:09:16Z2026-03-12T10:09:16ZNoskatiijos Manosphere. Vienkaarshi shkjiet kaa atbilde feminismam, kas ir atbilde an older manosphere, so basically sievietes un viirieshi striidaas jau tuukstoshiem gadu i guess.<br /><br />That said, Louijam ir taisniiba, ka manosphere seems to originate from trauma, just as toxic feminism. Un pats jociigaakais ir, ka tie dzheki kas tik ljoti priicho, ka they want to embrace responsibility and be wholesome, dara visas ietas kas nav wholesome or resposible. Unless there is like a conservative manosphere and liberal manoshpere.<br /><br />Aah, once again - the world is doomed and we have no future.Wesleyurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10831532026-03-11T13:45:002026-03-11T13:45:002026-03-11T14:10:54Z2026-03-11T14:10:54ZI've realized that it is not God or Jesus that gets me through dark mind times, it is always people who believe this stuff fervently. So in a sense I am not a follower of Christ but a follower of whatever human speaks most passionately and protectively about god/love.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10830542026-03-11T10:29:002026-03-11T10:29:002026-03-11T10:32:25Z2026-03-11T10:32:25ZOk, can I just leave this here:<br /><br />Jaunaa skolu guidance UK:<br /><br />'Schools will want to be flexible in catering for religious differences.'<br /><br />This includes being aware of the 'sensitivities' that some Muslim parents may have around the 'teaching of aspects of art, dance, drama, music, physical education, religious education and RSHE'.<br /><br />The publication cites art as an example, stating that Islamic culture and civilisation has 'a rich artistic tradition' - but schools may find there are religious exceptions.<br /><br />'A three-dimensional imagery of humans is considered idolatrous by some Muslims,' the guidance warns.<br /><br />'It is very important that the school understands this and is also careful not to ask its students to reproduce images of Jesus, Prophet Mohammed or other figures considered to be prophets in Islam. <br /><br />'Some Muslim pupils may not wish to draw the human figure.' <br /><br />'In Islam, music is traditionally limited to the human voice and non-tuneable percussion instruments as in the days of the Prophet, when they were only used in marriage ceremonies and on the battlefield.'<br /><br />It adds that there is 'a diversity of opinion regarding music amongst Muslims' and schools should 'ensure' students are not asked to join in songs that conflict with their religious beliefs. <br /><br />For drama lessons, teachers should be mindful not to ask students to play parts that 'may seem to compromise their faith'.<br /><br />There may also be 'reservations' around 'physical contact between males and females or performing in a manner that might encourage immodesty or sexual feelings'.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10826732026-03-11T10:06:002026-03-11T10:06:002026-03-11T10:20:37Z2026-03-11T10:20:37ZVakar pie S skolas divas daamas, kas izskatiijaas meec Maarshas no Spaced, luudza parakstiities pret Palantir ievieshanas vieteejaa slimniicaa. Saakumaa es neaizdomaajos un vinjas man prasiija vai esmu par to dzirdeejusi. Tad aizdomaajos un atcereejos ka kaut kur paviideejis shis vaards vienaa no maniem Insta amerikas conspiracy accounts. So lai arii es nezinu kas tas iiisti ir, teicu vinjaam, ka noteikti esmu pret visu sho 'stuff' un parakstiijos. <br /><br />Just as you think that conspiracies is just a killing of time that people like to indulge in online, some little crumble of this crap comes close to your home.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10825362026-03-10T20:41:002026-03-10T20:41:002026-03-10T20:41:27Z2026-03-10T20:41:27ZVai pasaule pieder dievam vai saatanam?urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10822862026-03-10T10:57:002026-03-10T10:57:002026-03-10T10:59:11Z2026-03-10T10:59:11ZThis person:<br />1)Accepts the loss completely<br />2)But still somehow believes that with God, the impossible could be restoredurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10820002026-03-05T07:02:002026-03-05T07:02:002026-03-05T07:07:16Z2026-03-05T07:07:16ZVakar un shodien bija jaabuut +17 un spozhai saulei. Tajaa vietaa 2 dienas jau ir bieza diivaina migla. Pat vakar kad saule mazliet paraadiijaas dienas viduu - caur aukstu miglu. So although it did feel a bit like Jeff Buckley music video, it was weird man. I think - lizard people. Jo galvenais, ka laika zinjas veelaizvien raada ka ir clear skies un saule, which there is 'clearly' not - nekur zinjaas par sho nav pat piemineets.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10816452026-03-04T12:01:002026-03-04T12:01:002026-03-04T12:01:53Z2026-03-04T12:01:53ZOk guys, i think i actually really appreciate Keir Starmer for the first time in my life. Pls stay strong dude and don't give in to swamps of pointless violence.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10813762026-03-03T12:09:002026-03-03T12:09:002026-03-03T12:14:15Z2026-03-03T12:14:15ZShodien atbrauc mamma.<br /><br />Plusi:<br /><br />1) Beerni tiek pie elder guidance, gjimenes, socializaacijas, kaada kas par vinjiem sajuusminaas un peerk daavanas.<br />2) Jaunas veesmas manaa tuuksthosh gadu dziives peleeciibaa.<br /><br />Miinusi:<br /><br />1) Esmu man shkjiet zemaakajaa punktaa kaadaa dziivee esmu bijusi pashapzinjas zinjaa, so tagad buus jaakriit veel zemaak, klausoties tajaa cik es esmu inept failure and not a real human being.<br /><br />Taatad plusu vir vairaak - jaasanjemas un jaaizdziivo.<br /><br />Man ljoti zheel dziivee, ka vecaaki nav gribeejushi draudziigas attieciibas. Protams, superannny, es apzinos ka vecaaki nav draugi un boundaries and yada, bet es vismaz plaanoju ar saviem beerniem draudziigi runaat par visu liidz vecumdienaam, ja Dievs atljaus.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10811052026-03-02T14:02:002026-03-02T14:02:002026-03-02T14:03:41Z2026-03-02T14:03:41ZInstead of being an angst bitch I should be apocalypse prepping really.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10808732026-03-01T07:07:002026-03-01T07:07:002026-03-01T07:12:15Z2026-03-01T07:12:15ZEs gribu buut solzhenicins, bet nespeeju tikt paari savai upura mentalitaatei.<br /><br />Dazhos briizhos es atmostos un redzu, cik daudz labu darbinju vareetu apdariit savaa dziivee, lai kljuutu par omuliigu Birutas tanti, pie kuras visi grib braukt ciemos eest plaatsmaizes ar kafiju. Jo vinja vienkaarshi zina dziives patiesiibas un nekas vinju nesatricina, visi veelas piekljauties vinjas siltajai kruutij un tikt sabuzhinaati un uzfrishinaati dziivei. <br /><br />Bet es esmu vienkaarshi veesa, glumja zemuudens vobla, kas meegjina pati no sevis izvairiities - kas mani skata vaigaa, riskee ar eksistenciaalu pagrimumu.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10806442026-02-26T12:04:002026-02-26T12:04:002026-02-26T12:05:02Z2026-02-26T12:05:02Z"Overall, brain research has shown how the female brain is at work in more sections than the male just about all the time. It is on call in a way the male is not. To use an analogy: the male brain turns on, like a machine, to do its task, then turns off; the female brain is always on. This is an exaggeration, of course, for parts of the male brain are also always on, but when Gur compares the two brains in non-active states, the difference between the constantly “on” female brain and “on/off” male brain is startling. This difference is a primary reason males are so “task-oriented,” testing out as less able than females to do a number of different kinds of tasks at once; and why males react to interruptions in their thinking with more of a sense of invasion than females tend to, and combined with testosterone-based aggression, more forcefully."urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10804892026-02-26T10:13:002026-02-26T10:13:002026-02-26T10:26:37Z2026-02-26T10:26:37ZEs nespeeju, NESPEEJU noticeet cik ljoti medijiem un valdiibaam pie kaajas ir Epsteina Faili.. Its so depressing and dark every day that nobody gives a fuck.<br /><br />And its like they are dismissing and downplaying the massive, explicit files, where in a REAL investigation authorities would tend to do the opposite, with even a slightest tiny clue or snippet.<br /><br />Pat Andrew un Mandelsonu aiztureeja policija un iztirzaa nevis galvenokaart par vinju slutty abuse bet gan par kkaadu valdiibas nosleepumu izpljaapaashanu. Can it be more grotesque - the indifference?<br /><br />Man vienkaarshi ir ljoti pretiigi no shiis pasaules. I don't really know what am i supposed to tell my kids about the world that has descended in a pit of hell.<br /><br />Vienkaarshi saliidziniet - kaut vai tie nabagi kurus apcietina uz kaadu gadu par vinju stulbajiem tviitinjiem - kameer apcietinaat perversus vechus par vinju perversajiem e-pastiem, kur vinji klaji atziistas pedofiilijas plaanoshanaa un izpildiishanaa - par to ir "sarzezhgjiiti" aiztureet un apcietinaat? Kaapeec gan? Taapeec ka vinji ir baagaati un kruti, un ikdienas tviterotaaji ir tikai sorry peasants?<br /><br />Vai kaadam veel vajag pieraadiijumus ka visas valdiibas ir no saatana.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10802842026-02-24T18:21:002026-02-24T18:21:002026-02-24T18:22:09Z2026-02-24T18:22:09ZSaap auss, ir mild temperatuura un malaise, dusmojos uz R ka mani nesaprot un uz pasauli, ka man tajaa nav vietas. Varbuut atkal vnk pms hopefully.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10800412026-02-20T17:16:002026-02-20T17:16:002026-02-20T17:26:23Z2026-02-20T17:26:23ZMan dazhreiz shkjiet, ka jaa, patiesi - dziive ir ljoti magjiski nosleepumaina un ik uz stuura var atklaaties daargumi un briinumi, kas satricina esiibu un tevi rada arvien jaunu, katapultee arvien jaunos/dziljaakos esiibas plaanos. Tieshi taadi briinumi, kas ir uz pavisam sagliidusha senas, gadiem ilgas peleeciibas fona.<br /><br />Tikmeer es vaaros savaa sulaa, kur manu praato nomaac mazas, ikdienishkjas banalitaates.<br /><br />Un manas lielaakaas bailes arvien paliek ka man shie briinumi ir kaa cuukai peerles. Ka ja manaa dziivee ienaak kaads potenciaals briinums, tad es vienkaarshi tajaa neiedziljinos, un peec tam veel nosodu, kaa kaut kaadu apzinjas un manas mietpilsoniibas kaiteekli.<br /><br />I think and wish about things way much more than doing them - I really don't like myself ever.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10797522026-02-19T17:00:002026-02-19T17:00:002026-02-19T17:05:04Z2026-02-19T17:05:04ZDziive muusdienaas no cilveeka neko neprasa - vienkaarshi seedi internetaa un pasuuti eedienu uz maajaam, kuraas ir visi cilveeces cutting edge luksusi. Ne pirktinja pacelt. Kas tad no taadaam cilveekbuutneem var iznaakt? Bez nekaadas esiibas pieredzes, kur buutu jaanodroshina sava izdziivoshana ar plikaam rokaam.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10795452026-02-17T18:02:002026-02-17T18:02:002026-02-17T18:05:24Z2026-02-17T18:05:24ZOk, mosh man vienkaarshi ir pusmuuzha kriize. Cik ilgi vinja ilgst un vai cilveeki veel jebkad peec pusmuuzha ir dveeselee laimiigi? Vai laime ir vienkaarshi jauniibas iluuzija? Un kas vispaar cilveekiem ir jaadara peec pusmuuzha - vienkaarshi jaagaida naave?urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10790552026-02-13T12:44:002026-02-13T12:44:002026-02-13T13:05:02Z2026-02-13T13:05:02ZTaa spiidzinoshaa sajuuta, kad tu atsakies noveerst savu praatu no domaashanas par ko mokoshu, jo tas ir tavaa izteelee tik svariigs, ka nedomaat par to ir veel psihaak un mokoshaak. Tas staavoklis, kad tu nespeej iedomaaties savu esiibu no citas - jaunas perspektiivas, kad visticamaak pienaaks, tu to vienkaarshi nekaadi veel neredzi.<br /><br />Tavs praats smagi viljnjojas shajaa saapju okeaana, ceriibaa, ka kaut kaa kaut kur pagadiisies kaut kas, aiz kaa aizkjerties un izglaabties. Bet tu iipashi necenties, jo shis okeaans ir visa tava miilestiiba uz kaadu tu liidz shim biji speejiigs. <br /><br />Es Dievam esmu uzrakstiijusi jau tik daudz suudziibas - es juutos kaa vinjsh buutu bloka paarvaldnieks, kam jau zajebis ir manas suudziibas, taapeec vinjsh vienkaarshi vairs neatbild. Protams, es vinjam visu laiku arii pasaku visus paldies par visaam manaam daargajaam lietaam. Bet kaa ar manaam suudziibaam?<br /><br />Dazhreiz vienkaarshi notiek kaut kas taads, ka tu vairs netici, ka tava sirds jebkad atkopsies. Varbuut taa ir novecoshana - tavs vilshanos meers ir pilns un tagad tikai jaagaida naave kas, saliidzinaajumaa ar sho saapju guuzmu, kas vienmeer sev pakalj jaavelk, shkjiet tik refreshing.<br /><br />Protams, ka es atceros, ka es vairs savaa dziivee neskaitos, un es arii godpraatiigi cereeju ka mana atmoda un ego naave bija pilniiga. Bet clearly kaut kaadas degradeetas ego druskas veel sheit pieprasa uzmaniibu.<br /><br />*<br /><br />Nee bet viss ir labi, viss deg un man viss kaartiiba. Atvainojiet, kameer es te vienkaarshi staigaashu pusaizdegusies, pusaizkauta, asinjojosha. Mans unikaali mokoshais staavoklis ir universaals.<br /><br />*<br /><br />Vakar njemot S no skolas biju maajaas aizmirsusi savu telefonu, kuraa man ir nauda. Vinjsh kaa vienmeer peec skolas prasa iet uz veikalu nopirkt kaut ko saldu, un, padzirdeejis ka mamma nav panjeemusi naudu, protams nespeeja nomierinaaties un paarstaat raudaat visu celju liidz maajaam un veel maajaas. Beigaas abi maajaas seedeejaam uz paklaaja, raudaajaam un es vinjam tieshaam no sirds piekritu, ka zinu kaa vinjsh juutaas. Sometimes your soul just really craves, needs something and then you can't have it, and in the moment it feels like the end of your soul.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10789532026-02-12T12:44:002026-02-12T12:44:002026-02-12T13:10:50Z2026-02-12T13:10:50ZOk. I will say it.<br /><br />Es veelos, kaut chatgpt vareetu sumarizeet manas domas un sniegt man pilniibaa apmierinoshu rezoluuciju.<br /><br />Labi es zinu, ka tikai absoluuts klusums ir visa autoritaate, bet vai cilveeka vobliigaas smadzenes speej ar to apmierinaaties.<br /><br />Nee, labi - klusums var buut radikaala izeja, rebellious resolution and ultimate act of love in its purest form. Labi - I can go for that.<br /><br />*<br /><br />Atgriezhoties pie chatgpt - arvien biezhaak, man iedomaajas paprasiit tam - ko kaads konkreets veesturisks cilveeks teiktu paar to vai sho. Bet tad es sevi piekjeru pie domas, ka - who cares what jung or kierkegaard thinks, chatgpt speej eloquently sakombineet visu cilveeku praatus in the most concise answer with zero bias (arguably).<br /><br />Soon poeple will no longer aspire to be like other people - thinkers and philosophers, they will aspire to be like ai, and then one day, they won't have to want it, they will be it.<br /><br />And there will be no exasperation in the world, just cold facts and reasonable thoughts.<br /><br />Protams, taa ir absurdi domaat, jo ai tikai atklaaj visaa taa godiibaa lielo nezinaamo klusumu, no kura dzimst neizskaidrojamas kaisliibas, un tik pat savaadi tajaa viss driiz zuud.<br /><br />Es protams te shauri un vaargi ar sevi sarunaajos, lai integreetu smago klusumu pamiishus un pa maziitinjam. <br /><br />Katra savaadaa, neizskaidrojamaa pieredze noraada uz konstanti, ka pasaulee nav autoritaashu, ka klusums ir visa atbilde un miilestiiba ir atmodusies apzinja.Praata spiileesurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10785782026-02-11T13:28:002026-02-11T13:28:002026-02-11T13:39:04Z2026-02-11T13:39:04ZKo dariit, kad domaashana par sasaapeejushu situaaciju shkjiet greeks un nedomaashana par sho situaaciju shkjiet veel lielaaks greeks? Cik daudz dziivee vispaar domaat par lietaam ir logos, un kur ir taa robezha, kad tas paarveershas par narcisistisku apseestiibu kognizeet?<br /><br />Es vienmeer pa pusei paljaujos, ka Dievs izdomaas kaut kaadu tresho variantu, kas buus perfekatais cietaa rieksta atrisinaajums visaam partijaam. Bet pat taada paljaushanaas arii shkjiet kaut kaadaa meeraa greeks.<br /><br />Ja jau es esmu taads staigaajoshs greeks, tad kaapeec Dievs mani radiija?<br /><br />Vai Dievs rada konkreetus cilveekus ar ceriibu, ka vinji buus normaali, bet tad vinji kljuust stulbi? <br /><br />Ok, es zinu - Dievam vispaar nav nekaadu noluuku, he is just tripping on vibes, and whether a good thing happens or bad, he just wants to turn everyhting into a vibe. He has little concern for feelings during embodiment, as everything on Earth is probably fake.<br /><br />Anyways, es diezgan meereni nopietni ticu, ka ir dalja manii kas nikni nemuuzham nepiedos shaadu kjeepaashanos ar dveeseli.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10783222026-02-09T10:57:002026-02-09T10:57:002026-02-09T13:29:52Z2026-02-09T13:29:52ZEs vairs negribu buut melodramatiska un vaartiities visaadaas deluuziju duumakaas. Kaapeec gan es nevareetu buut taa kaa tie superticiigie by natural law cilveeki, kas vienkaarshi ZINA, ka kaut kur ir esiibas staavoklis, kur visas muusu shaubas un nezinjas un apseestiibas un pazaudeetaas miilestiibas vienkaarshi kljuust par siltu gaismu?<br /><br />Tad es vareetu vienkaarshi iet pretii cilveekiem un smaidiit, un konkreetu uzlabot vinju dienu, jo vismaz viens cilveeks nav apseests bet gan smaidiigs un vienkaarshs.<br /><br />Kaada starpiiba kas kuram pieder vai nepieder - vai tad Dieva miilestiiba nav energjijas staavoklis visiem briivi pieejams ik mirkli?<br /><br />Es to visu zinu, bet es knapi jelko no taa juutu. Varbuut vide mani ir aizindeejusi ciet. <br /><br />Plika zinaashana ir kaa telefonsaruna vai veel sliktaak - internetsaruna. Divdimensionaals spoks, kas sanervozee praatu bez jebkaadas atslodzes iisteniibaa.<br /><br />Bet shodien ir labs laiks. Ir ap +10C un neliist, nav veejains, un aiz muuzhiigajiem maakonjiem ir mazliet zilas debesis un saules soliijums. Daba ir paarstaajusi raudaat - vismaz shoriit, vismaz tas ir labi.