urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodronemethodroneandermane@gmail.com2026-09-02T13:29:34Z2026-09-02T13:29:34ZFuck some people.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11005122026-09-02T14:28:002026-09-02T14:28:002026-09-02T13:29:34Z2026-09-02T13:29:34ZBesii tie vienmeer viena tipa muzhiki, kas staigaa apkaart ar milziigiem sunjiem bez pavadas. Way to go intimidating women with small children.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:11001642026-09-01T11:32:002026-09-01T11:32:002026-09-01T10:35:35Z2026-09-01T10:35:35ZInteresanti kapeec Notting Hill karnivaals ir vienmeer (by far my loves by far) viskriminaalaakais un destruktiivaakais pasaakums UK.Nepatikaurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10998592026-08-30T17:53:002026-08-30T17:53:002026-08-30T16:57:28Z2026-08-30T16:57:28ZKaada jeega vispaar jebko kritizeet, jo dievs jau taapat visu zina, bet kritizeejamais vienkaarshi nezina ko dara, jo saatans tomeer nezina - clearly.<br /><br />Bet, kaa izvairiities no monumentaalaas sajuutas, ka tu teju viss esi nepareizs, vaajsh, nevariigs un nemaakuliigs. Pat ja tu taads neesi ar noluuku, taas ir fundamentaali nepatiikamas iipashiibas.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10995742026-08-29T18:44:002026-08-29T18:44:002026-08-29T17:45:37Z2026-08-29T17:45:37ZEs nekad neshaubos par Dievu, bet es shaubos par sevi un saviem ieradumiem, spontaanaam domaam, nepaklausiibu.<br /><br />Jo nav jau liinijas starp beerniibu un pieaugshanu.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10994552026-08-28T07:46:002026-08-28T07:46:002026-08-28T06:49:04Z2026-08-28T06:49:04ZPart of me in actuality rejoyces in all the victimhood movements... about time to recognise globally in so many ways how fucked up embodiment is.<br /><br />Existential crisis matters.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10991922026-08-26T18:18:002026-08-26T18:18:002026-08-26T17:24:30Z2026-08-26T17:24:30ZVienkaarshi visu laiku ir sajuuta, ka dziive ir backroom nevis actual iista dziive kaa pie cilveekiem. Man pat nav iistas meebeles un iistas bildes pie sienaam, it fits. Un ir monumentaala vainas sajuuta, ka deelj manas nemaaceeshanas dziivot un buut pieaugushajam, ciesh cilveeki, kas ir iekgraviteejushi manaa radiusaa. Varbuut ne ciesh, bet, ka vinji arii automaatiski nokljuust shajaa stagnant backroom, kur es arvien atrodos jau kopsh beerniibas.<br /><br />Protams, es zinu, ka beerni izaugs un izlauziisies un vinjiem buus pashiem savas eksistenciaalaas kriizes un paradiizes and maybe nicer backrooms.<br /><br />Un R ir pieaudzis cilveeks ar suvereenaam izveeleem afterall.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10989572026-08-25T20:46:002026-08-25T20:46:002026-08-25T19:51:57Z2026-08-25T19:51:57ZEs dazhreiz domaaju cik ljoti R ir nepaveicies satikt tik bezjeedziigu un apaatisku cilveeku kaa mani. Cilveeks ar tik rosinoshaam un kvalitatiivaam iipashiibaam ir pelniijis satikt liidziigu, progresiivu cilveeku. <br /><br />Es biezhi juutos kaa traips, kaa paraziits, taa it kaa es neatstraadaatu pat minimumu no taa kas man nepelniiti ir ticis dots.<br /><br />Bet viss ko es varu dariit ir vienkaarshi turpinaat straadaat prieksh vinja un beerniem un cereet ka kaut kaadaa eksistenciaalaa jomaa ar to kaut kaa mistiski pietiek. Ja man buutu vairaak ko dot es tachu dotu.<br /><br />Man vienkaarshi ir zheel, ka cilveekiem nav paveicies ar manu debiilo klaatbuutni dziivee.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10986422026-08-23T16:43:002026-08-23T16:43:002026-08-23T15:45:32Z2026-08-23T15:45:32ZThen again, varbuut sheit ir the wall.<br /><br />Anyhow es juutos tuksha, bezceriiga un nepateiciiga.<br /><br />Cik labi, ka ja ir kaads darbs uz ko fokuseeties, lai par sevi nav jaadomaa.<br /><br />Kaa dievsvar iztureet taadu nepateiciigu laami, kas pie katras iespeejas vaimanaa kaa histeeriaka vibla.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10983992026-08-22T19:03:002026-08-22T19:03:002026-08-22T18:04:34Z2026-08-22T18:04:34ZBack in kings landing. Ok, i guess it is what it is. Winter is coming for everyone.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10980422026-08-06T17:23:002026-08-06T17:23:002026-08-06T16:26:11Z2026-08-06T16:26:11ZHow can you be angry at people knowing how stupid they are. Evil is literally stupid as it cannot bring true fulfilment, so it is stupid to get stuck in suboptimal existence.<br /><br />Anyways..<br /><br />( -&gt; Desperation -&gt; Quiet resignation -&gt; Hopelessness -&gt; ) x Repeaturn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10978552026-08-03T07:34:002026-08-03T07:34:002026-08-03T06:43:20Z2026-08-03T06:43:20ZLike, why would you spend your only life investing your mind in drama that might just be a play for obedience of humanspeople? For cohesion, antidote to complete anarchy.<br /><br />Es vienmeer svaarstos starp - pilniigi viss kas saistiits ar valdiibaam un situaacijaam pasaulee ir a massive sham and I am a deserving fool for indulging my morbid curiosity. Un starp - three little birds, there are no conspiracies, everything is actually normal and people are just learning to be normal too.<br /><br /><br />Bet dziivot pasaulee fokuseejoties uz savu kopienu kameer tu veel vari, seems the most decent approach. Cilveekam, kas dziivo prieksh gjimenes nav laika apspriest sveshinieku apakshbikses.<br /><br />Mees esam tik mazi un nenoziimiigi. The world does not care if you fuss about it.<br /><br />Might as well live out your days projecting heavily jeezulinjsh on every instance. I guess I am a bit of Cypher sans violence.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10975452026-07-31T07:48:002026-07-31T07:48:002026-07-31T06:53:13Z2026-07-31T06:53:13ZJuus visi rasisti un niideeji, juus tieshaam ar skaidru sirdsapzinju varat pateikt ka visi konkreeta kopuma cilveeki ir slikti? Vai juus kaadreiz esat satikushi kaada konkreeta kopuma cilveekus? Vai juus esat satikushi vispaar cilveekus? Vai juus esat celjojushi un satikushi citas kulturas cilveekus? Es domajau jebkur pasaulee labiem cilveekiem nav paveicies, ka ir jaadziivo ljaunuma zonaas. Un jaa citas kulturas nelasa filozofiju un neizkopj mazdaarzinjus, bet arii beerni buuvee maajinjas no lego un lasa par fartosaurus.<br /><br />Viena lieta ir negribeet savaa valstii lielu proporciju citas kulturas, bet pavisam cita lieta ir niist un zaakaat un melot un NEPATIESU LIECIIBU sniegt.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10972862026-07-29T17:44:002026-07-29T17:44:002026-07-29T16:48:28Z2026-07-29T16:48:28ZFYI visi sievieshniideejdzheki - feminismu taa toksiskajaa formaa izdomaaja okultie saatanistu muzhiki, nevis pashas sievietes. Sievieteem vienmeer svariigaakaa ir bijusi komunikaacija un harmonija, un prasta briiviiba no vardarbiibas, so visi adverse feminisma elementi ir concise plan of lizard people. <br /><br />It has always been men and violence. Protams, ka lizard people zinaaja, ka ja palaidiis sievietes pie vazhiem, tad vinjas nespees tikt galaa ar agresiiviem iebruceejiem, jo meegjinaas "to talk about it", kameer vieniigais, kas brutaalos viirieshus noliek pie vietas ir smags, atbildiigs darbs.<br /><br />Yours truly,<br />candace vobla-owensurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10969832026-07-27T14:48:002026-07-27T14:48:002026-07-27T13:49:27Z2026-07-27T13:49:27ZKas notika ar Cibas leitestiem? Or is it just me? It is kinda nice not to see vomit constantly tho.Dark net.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10968272026-07-26T16:35:002026-07-26T16:35:002026-07-26T15:44:12Z2026-07-26T15:44:12ZVakarnakt redzeeju sapni kas gnidrologam patiktu. Kontekstam: saakumaa saskatiijos Disclosure Day pirms guleetieshanas un vispaar domaaju ka shodien buus kaut kaada conspiracy apocalypse diena jo atcereejos kaa hecklefish kaut ko teica par 26. Augustu, un aizmirsu ka ir tikai Juulijs.<br /><br />Anyways.<br /><br />Vakarnakt sapnjoju, ka esmu pie kompja bet vinjsh ir izsleedzies vai nestraadaa. Bet tad peekshnji pamanu kaut kaadus vaardus uz melnaa ekraana augshpusee tipa hieroglifa (nezinu kaa sauc to konkreeto rakstiibu) stilaa kas pazinjo "Talmud" un tas ir nosaukums kaut kaadam dark net portaalam kur visaadas neshkjiistiibas tiek reklameetas. Uzreiz jau dazhas izmetaas uz ekraana bet tad sapnis beidzaas. <br /><br />Peec tam protams uzreiz mekleeju ko Talmud noziimee, jo mani fascinee redzeet sapnjos nosaukumus ko apzinaati vismaz nekad neesmu dzirdeejusi vai mekleejusi. Pratams, tas izraadaas ir religjisks teksts.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10965032026-07-26T13:50:002026-07-26T13:50:002026-07-26T12:51:08Z2026-07-26T12:51:08ZJums arii gribas nekontroleeti raudaat skatoties Wild Robot? I think it's probably my favourite motherhood movie ever.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10962272026-07-25T21:06:002026-07-25T21:06:002026-07-25T20:09:40Z2026-07-25T20:09:40Z25. Juulijs<br /><br />Totaala apaatija<br /><br />Taa kaa sleedzis, kas atbild par jebkaadu reakciju uz esiibu buutu izsists<br /><br />Tomeer visi cilveeki ir sveshinieki. <br /><br />Nu protams, ka mees visi esam vientulji, neesam jau nekaads planktons.Cancer sad kitty nobody cares about my emotions and say nasty blunt things things.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10961392026-07-24T12:54:002026-07-24T12:54:002026-07-24T11:58:17Z2026-07-24T11:58:17ZThe hardest thing is to recognise that other people process the world differently than you and that there is no correct way to process the world. It is just lonely and disappointing.<br /><br />I guess I don't even know what love is, as it cannot be sameness.<br /><br />I guess I am still an unknowing child. But at least in my mature age I have managed to lose the feeling of urgent desperation about it.<br /><br />Everyting is just acceptable and fair enough forever.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10957432026-07-23T13:17:002026-07-23T13:17:002026-07-23T12:20:53Z2026-07-23T12:20:53ZProbleema ar esiibu ir taada, ka kad tu esi beerns, ja tev ir paveicies ar apstaakljiem, tad tu kopumaa redzi esiibu kaa labdabiigu un interesantu. Bet liidz ko tu nonaac pasaulee, tu redzi cik taa ir kropla un groteska, varbuut tieshi taapeec, ka paradiizes rajons ir tieshi blakus zombiju rajonam. Dalja cilveeku arvien buus pateiciigi par paradiizes rajonu un ciiniisies par taa pastaaveeshanu, kameer dalju cilveeku arvien nozheelos savas beerniibas iluuzijas un mociisies apzinjaa ka tepat aiz muura ir zombiji, kas grib tevi sakoshljaat ar asinjaiem sapuvushiem zhokljiem.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10956102026-07-16T14:08:002026-07-16T14:08:002026-07-16T13:09:55Z2026-07-16T13:09:55ZDo you also sometimes all the time just spend your life watching memes like Rust watching messages from his daughter in Interstellar? &gt;:'(Durn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10952742026-07-16T07:13:002026-07-16T07:13:002026-07-16T06:14:07Z2026-07-16T06:14:07ZVirgos are clearly the worst managers, and Cancers are the best players &lt;3urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10949332026-07-15T13:14:002026-07-15T13:14:002026-07-15T12:16:42Z2026-07-15T12:16:42ZPeople already readily give up their control to satanic pdfs, so it is not incomprehensible that they will give up whatever control is left to AI, which is probably controlled by some sort of satanic maniacs. So there you go - the end is nigh indeed.<br /><br />You give up your life to satan while you could be siding with Jesus.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10948922026-07-15T12:44:002026-07-15T12:44:002026-07-15T11:46:35Z2026-07-15T11:46:35ZWhen you make your coffee too milky and it's gross but you still drink it because time is money and coffee is money, so you promise to never repeat this error and to just always have black coffee in the future.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10946322026-07-08T12:46:002026-07-08T12:46:002026-07-08T11:50:37Z2026-07-08T11:50:37ZEs apbriinoju cilveekus, kas dziivee nav sentimentaali. Vinji bezmazvai ir kaa dziivnieki ar kuriem notiek dabas elementi and it is just forever completely fine. Man ljoti gruuti ir nonaakt no gaudu akmenja uz ok, life goes on akmenja. Es rakstu S skolotaajaam end of year kartinjas and it just kills me again and again. Kad shajaa pretiigajaa baismu pasaulee atrodas kaada maza vietinja kur tavi beerni ir droshiibaa, kur vinjus pasargaa un pat iedvesmo godpraatiigi cilveeki, it just destroys me, ka tam ir pienaakushas beigas un mees atkal esam iemesti nezinjas skaudrajaa juuraa. Like, es nezinu vai S jaunaa skola vispaar ir drosha vieta, vai skolotaaji vispaar ir ar dveeseleem. <br /><br />Visi grib beernus, bet neviens neaizdomaajas cik groteska un terrifying ir pasaule kuraa vinji ir jaapalaizh. It is just not OK, un shaados briizhos es vismazaak tieshi uzticos vai vispaar ticu Dievam.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:methodrone:10943362026-07-08T10:37:002026-07-08T10:37:002026-07-08T09:39:39Z2026-07-08T09:39:39ZEs nezinu kaapeec bet es ljoti neieredzu Messi, vinjsh vienkaarshi izskataas peec muljkjiigas peles un man besii, ka they make it all about him. Man arii besii Ronaldo un paareejie krutie vecie futbolisti. Bet man patiik Sala, so I felt rather sad yesterday, as it will be the last time we see him probably.<br /><br />Tagad es, protams, karsiishu par Norveegjiju.