Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
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4:48 pm
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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11:26 pm - Noglaudi mazo kakjiiti!
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"Tu mani miili?" kakjiic luudzoshaam aciim paveeraas pret saimnieku, vinjam ienaakot istabaa, " laikam man tas ir jaadzird biezjaak, lai tam noticeetu!" gribas briinumu, kaut gan, prieksh kam tad mazajam, melnajam, tikko pamanaamajam kakjiinam taadu vajadzeetu...
current mood: bezgala skumjss
current music: Placeibo "Running up that hill"
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Friday, November 26th, 2004
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7:02 pm - Sajuuta kaa suudam..
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"Vaitad? Tu ko? Laikam joko..," vinja kādu briidi apsveera vai shodien vispaar kautko raxtiit savaa dienasgraamataa. Taa meitene seedeeja ar atveertu kladiiti un melnu pildspalvu rokaa, kuras tinte likās tik neglābjami nekauniigi melna. Melna kā pati dzīve un meitenes nomācošās domas."Vai tad bija tik slikti kādu mīlēt? Tas ir slikti, ka tev ir kāds kuram tu neesi vienaldzīga? (vismaz tev pashai KAUTKAS uz briidi liek tam noticēt) Jebšu šajā dadījumā cilvēku nenovīdība un skaudība spēlē lomu. Karts pagriez to sev izdevīgā rakursā..bet ko nu par to."(...)
Labaak dziivot bez DRAUGIEM..mazaak saap....
Piedod man par dienu sho...
current mood: smaidoshs
current music: MM "Nobodies"
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Saturday, November 6th, 2004
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12:46 am - kaukas shiten ir..kaukas dziljss...kaads vareetu pateikt kas?
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I'd fuck you because you are famous
I'd fuck you for your money
I'd fuck you to control you
I'd fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own
I'd fuck you to fuck you over
I'd fuck you until I find someone better
Then fuck you in secret
I'd fuck you because I can't remember if I'd already fucked you before
I'd fuck you out of boredom
I'd fuck you because I can't feel anything anyways
I'd fuck you to make the pain go away
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you, too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you, too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do
Hate you the way I do
Hate you the way I do
Hate you the way I do
Hate you the way I do
I'd fuck you so I could feel something instead of nothing at all
I'd fuck you because you are beautiful
I'd fuck you because you are my nigger
I'd fuck you because I am your whore
I'd fuck you because you are a whore
I'd fuck you for fun
I'd fuck you for fun
I'd fuck you because I can
I'd fuck you so I have a place to stay
I'd fuck you so you will protect me
current mood: interesants
current music: Brian Huge Warner
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Monday, October 25th, 2004
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8:52 pm
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Nez, laikam kaukas pa ilgiem laikiem jaaieraxta nejegaa... tik nav ko raxtiit tas taa(: Apnicies viss atkal uz kaadu briisninju ira...jaa..
Nee, laikam doma kauko ieraxtiit nebija tik laba...
Manc salika jaunas bildiites "devaartaa" (http://pherosphy.deviantart.com/gallery/) vai nav smaidoshi?
current mood: smaidosh
current music: Tainted Love (smiekliigaa dziesma 80o gadu izpildiijumaa)
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Sunday, September 26th, 2004
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4:11 pm - Beidzot!!!!
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Taaks...jau kaadu meenesi man draudzene diic lai ielieku savus ziimeejumus un bildes deviantART galerijaa un beidzot laikam tas ir vainagojies panaakumiem..
Sheit varat apskatiti manu veikuminju! Gaidu komentaarus!^_^
http://pherosphy.deviantart.com (tur iespiezjot "Gallery" war apskatiit visus bildeenus!)
current mood: jaudaat gibas, bet ne slikts(:
current music: Hoobastank "The Reason"
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12:47 am - Skaisti....
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Tikko noskatiijos kaada man ljoti daarga un miilja cilveecinja filminju, ko vinjss pats bija taisiijis..patiesiibu sakot nekad nekas mani nebija aizkustinaajis tik ljoti..katraa zinjaa raudaajusi es notiekti nebiju. Bet shoriez..vienkaarshi shis skaistums nav vaardos izsakaams. Tagad zinu, ka pats skaistaakais naak no cilveeka sirds, tas nepaarprotami liek paareejiem to apjaust..vismaz cilveekiem kas viens otru saprot noteikti. Smaida-vienmeer smaida- vismaz tev notieki!(L)
current mood: ideaals
current music: The Calling "These are the days worth living"
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Friday, September 17th, 2004
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3:50 pm
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Shobriid Melnais kakjiiC ir apnjeemiibas pilns paliidzeet tiem, kam shajaa diziviitee neiet tik spozji kaa vinjam! Shodieninj kakjiiC parunaajaas ar sen neredzeetu cilveecinju. Kakjiiti veeljoprojaam nepamet naivaa doma un ticiiba, ka tajos briizjos kad kakjiisham ir labi, labi vareetu buut arii visiem vinjam miiljajiem cilveecinjiem, bet kaa teicis kakjiitim tuvs cilveecinjss: "zinu ka dziive ness sevii arii cieshanas jo nevaram dziivot te tikai smaidot.. tad arii nespeetu to noveerteet un ar kaut ko tachu ir jaasamaksaa par eksistenic sheit ..ir arii gruutaaki briizji piedziivoti bet nu tas viss kas notiek paarbiida manas pasaules veertiibas skalas.." Zelta vaardi...
current mood: buus labi!Tici man,buus!!
current music: Demien Rice "Cannonball"
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3:47 pm
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Saaksim jau ar to ka gribeetu pateikt lielu paldies. Jaa, tieshi tev! Un piedod, ja kautkas kaadu reiziiti nav bijis taa kaa tu to veeleetos! Shobriid man gribas smaidiit, un ceru ka tu smaidiisi liidz ar mani!:)
current mood: ticiibas pilns
current music: The Calling "Things will go my way"
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Thursday, September 16th, 2004
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5:10 pm - skaisti...vnk nezjeliigi skaisti..pilniigi raudaat gribas...
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Netiishaam izvilku ATB albuuminju...senaak to meedzu klausiities visai biezji... Un kaarteejo reizi sapratu - cik skaisti!..Gribas saulrietaa pastaigaaties pa putekljainu lauku celju, naktii veerties zvaigznees un agri no riita brist cauri migaa tiitai pljavai..Gribas spaarnus..vnk lidot...pacelties gaisaa, no visiem un visa un aizlidot taalu taalu projaam...
current mood: baudu skaisto
current music: ATB and Heather Nova "Fell You like a River"
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2:07 am - Truly about me...
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Trust me
It's Paradise
This is where the hungry come to feed
For mine is a generation that circles the globe
in search of something we haven't tried before
so never refuse an invitation
never resist the unfamiliar
never fail to be polite
and never outstay your welcome
just keep your mind open and
suck in the experience
and if it hurts
you know what... it's probably worth it
you hope, and you dream
but you never believe that
something is going to happen for you
not like it does in the movies
and when it actually does
you expect it to feel different
more visirale
more real
i was waiting for it to hit me
i still believe in paradise
but now at least i know it's not some place you can look for
cause it's not where you go
it's how you feel for a moment in your life
and if you find that moment it lasts forever
it lasts forever
lasts forever
current mood: negibas njiko soliit nevienam
current music: Orbital "Beached"
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1:49 am - Gribas lai buutu taakaa gribas lai buutu!
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Gribas un viss! Aizmirsti ikdienu, aizmirsti probleemas, aizmirsti visu peleeko un parasto! Panjem mani aiz rokas un iesim paleekaat pa lapu kaudzeem, iesim paspeeleeties ar rudens veeju, uzsmaidiisim peedeejai atvasaras sauliitej, padziedaasim liidz ar putienim!...jo es dziivoju! Velns paraavis es DZIIVOJU! Dziivoju, nevis eksisteeju, nevis gaidu riitdienu, cerot ka buus labaak, bet DZIIVOJU! Dzīvoju saulej, veejam un juurai! Dziivoju tev! Vieniigi tev! Viss, ko tev luudzu ir aizmirst ikdienu, ljauties briidim un DZIIVOT...dziivot liidz ar mani! Just to ko juutu es! Taa, lai apzinoties, ka riit manis vairs nebuus, tu vareetu teikt -"Es atdevu tev visu!" Man nevajag visu, man pietiktu ar pashu mazuminju, ja tu speetu piepildiit manu sirdi...ja vien speetu... un tomeer es veelos paaraak daudz!Veelos briinumu, neiespeejamo un neparasto! Visu uzreiz un tagad! Veelos noticeet, ka ir veerts dziivot un miileet...
current mood: paarsalis un izsalcis
current music: Hed Kandi "Whisper"
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Saturday, September 11th, 2004
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9:24 pm - miilji...
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Un tomeer mazajam kakjiitim gibas uz papiira lapas stuuriisha uzziimeet mazu sirsninju...
current mood: laimiiks^_^
current music: 3 doors down "Away from the sun"
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4:18 pm - spiideeja sauliite... cik beediigi
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"2332923. guustaa pavadiitaa diena. Shodien pinos pa kaajaam savam saimniekam un centos izprasiities, lai mani izlaizj aaraa, pagozeeties sauliitee. Bikuc beediigi palikaas kad uzzimaaju, ka samnieks ir aiznjemts," taa nu melnais kakjiiC uzleca uz palodzes, lai paskatiitos sauliite, sauliite tik miilji spiideeja un ar saviem stariem glaastiija kakjiisha maigo spalvu, bet veel beediigaak kakjiitim ap sirdi sametaas, apjaushot, ka nav neviena cita kakjiisha ar ko savaa priekaa daliities.
current mood: skumiiks peec vella
current music: The White Stripes "7 Nation Army"
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12:17 am - Saakam jaunu dziiviiti!
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Shobriid kakjiitim dikti dikti gribeetos kaadam pieglauzties un saakt miilji murraat. Shis kaads noteikti pats zina par ko kakjiitis runaa!(: PIU miiljums manC "murrrr" tev!! :)
current mood:  loved
current music: 3 doors down "Here without you"
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