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Happiness is a warm gun's Journal
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| Thursday, April 6th, 2006 |
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Sniegs no riita.Mazliet samociita sajuuta.Darbaa nekas jauns.Koleegjis,kuru tikai dazhkaart satieku shodien pienaaca un teica kaut ko taadu no kaa man paraadiijaas smiins - Tu taads shodien samociits izskaties? - Nu jaa,gadaas. - Klau,tu zini,ka naak sengaidiitais notikums? - Nee? - (Vinjsh izvelk divus zhurnaalus no portfelja un ieliek man rokaas). She palasi. Atvadaamies un es paskatos un zhurnaaliem.Izraadaas tie ir kaut kaadas sektas februaara un marta numuri un tas gaidiitais notikums ir kristus naave utt. Mein god pie sevis nodomaaju un izmetu vinjus miskastee. |
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| Wednesday, April 5th, 2006 |
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| 70Ls pa gramu.Buus klape,nav iemesla un nevajag. | ||||||
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| Tuesday, April 4th, 2006 |
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I've reached the point in my life where i can call myself addicted. Oh well,maybe not addicted but i just can't stop for good. As long as there is money there is no reason to say no. Sometimes you wake up in the middle of the night,stare at the empty window,there is some light outside and silence.Deadly silence.Just drink some tea with jack daniels to sleep.Pills are shit,they are addictive too.And this weather.Weather changes moods.Just like in the song. I dream about how it's gonna end approaching me quickly.Right,it's easy to be paranoic.Or maybe tell yourself that you are one. Rain rain rain,cold,cold and sunshine for a while. I'm about to leave my work.It drives me nuts too.I suck at being computer geek.It's not interesting.Maybe i should retreat away from the capitol and grow some potatoes.I'd be bored anyway.I hate to complain.Hate to feel.I'm just fucking 21.Old and bored,self assured,pathetic faggot.Right.The only thing i find amazing is to read old letters from 2001-2002 and cycle around when there is no rain. |
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| Friday, March 31st, 2006 |
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Drugs are bad.Vakar aizgaaja runa ar Zani par to, cik liela kjiimija ir crystal meth un paareejie kjiimiskie suudi. Ir dzirdeets ,ka dazhi indiviidi speejot 5dienas peec tiem meesliem neguleet. It's such a lonely day but i'm only happy when it rains. |
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| Monday, March 20th, 2006 |
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No koksa it kaa atgaajaam ar gruutiibaam peec meenesha. Darbaa atradu strokji. IR veelme,bet nav tieksmes. Ir pagaajusi nedeelja kopsh vinja aizgaaja. Vinjai bija 27.Par pieminju vinja atstaaja mazo Sintiju,kurai ir tikai 2g. Oh my, god I can't believe it |
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