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Date:2009-08-12 16:08
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mamma dazhreiz meedz taaaaa... (positively)

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Date:2009-08-03 14:23
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no weheartit.com
the only thing that makes it a part of your life is that you keep thinking about it.

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Date:2008-08-11 11:24
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es buushu jebkas, ko tu veelies. liidz man apnix. bet tagad, jaa, naaciet. es esmu pacietiiga un mierinosha auss, kam izstaastiit un kas sapratiis. es esmu kompanjons iedzershanaa. es esmu omuliibas mufinu cepeejs. es esmu miiljaakaa. es esmu maajas miers. uzmundrinaataajs un nomierinaataajs. manii veel ir vieta. droshi.

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Date:2008-08-08 09:29
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tas ir viss tikai manaa galvaa, zinu, bet ienaak rudens leenaam. kaut arii tikai augusta saakums. buus jau veel silti, vai ne?

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Date:2008-07-14 10:30
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eh, nu vot tagad tikai dereetu izdomaat, ar ko un kaa sevi iepriecinaat.

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Date:2008-05-18 19:36
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tiira maaja. smarzho kafija. igludinaatas dreebes. pa televizoru ieskanas u2. mana idille tepat. jeb arii sheit.

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Date:2008-05-02 14:49
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Don't want to see me crying
Just want to see me flying
I need to get so high and
Want somebody to blow my mind

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Date:2008-04-19 20:09
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Oh, baby, what you've done to me
You make me feel so good inside
And I just want to be close to you
You make me feel so alive
You make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

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Date:2008-04-13 18:53
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for someone
http://diablocody.blogspot.com/

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Date:2008-04-10 22:27
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"that's the smile: that what might not be, is."

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Date:2008-03-30 21:28
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"at oxford we were taught to assume that if words can't explain, nothing else is likely to"

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Date:2008-02-06 08:25
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vaariiju vakar tomaatu zupu un domaaju, cik zheel, ka es jau agraak nesapratu, ka veseliigs un low fat eediens nenoziimee tikai pretiigus daarzenju sauteejumus.

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Date:2008-01-31 09:10
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o, muusdienu auglji! janvaara viduu nopirku bumbierus, ko darbaa uzgrauzt, saslimu, viens palika uz galda neapeests. shodien atnaaku uz darbu - staav joprojaam smuks, nekaadu bojaajuma paziimju...

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Date:2008-01-29 17:20
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paskat tik, uz maajaas seedeeshanas beigaam esmu atguvusi savu pashpietiekamiibu, mieru un prieku par buushanu maajaas. pilniigi zheel, ka jau ceturtdien uz darbu.

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Date:2008-01-27 18:50
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uznaak un paariet, ljauj man izrunaat sakraajushos leerumu, ljauj man paskraapeeties, tad pakasi pazodi, paglaasti galvinju, iemurraashos, ievilkshu nadzinjus, sapurinaashos, pacelshu galvu un atcereeshos.

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Date:2008-01-24 15:53
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es noteikti sasodiiti daudz ko nesaprotu. bet vai tam ir kaada noziime? jau otro nedeelju maajaas, beidzot arii ar slimiibas lapu. vairs neatceros, ko noziimee justies pilniigi labi. ilgojos peec auksta shampaniesha - baac, izveseljoshos, izdzershu viena veselu pudeli. taadu labi atdzeseetu brutu. un elegantajaa shampaniesha glaazee. bet tagad - teejas, teejas, teejas. neskatoties uz to, ka mums maajaas jau nu ir vismaz astonji teeju veidi plus veel ingvers ledusskapii, man vairs negribas nevienu. izveele notiek peec mazaakaa ljaunuma principa.
juutos nogarlaikojusies. saakumaa vismaz adiiju, tagad galva saakusi saapeet, pat to vairs negribas. tv pieriebies, uz filmaam taa iisti nespeeju koncentreeties, uz graamataam arii. gribas darboties, gribas skvoshu, es pat vareetu maaju saakt tiiriit, ja ne tas spainis galvas vietaa. vakar vismaz atljaavos nodoties kulinaarijas izvirtiibaam, iipashi neklausoties galvas dzhinksteeshanaa un eestgribas truukumaa. toties viiriec bija prieciigs par maniem spicy vistas burgeriem ar mango chatniju un kraasnii ceptajaam bumbieru pusiiteem ar medu un ricotta. pie tam viss low fat. pa shiim nedeeljaam viduklis laikam tieshaam buus saraavies, jo eest iipashi negribas, dziivoju no teejaam un divaam nelielaam eedienreizeem dienaa. protams, gan jau ar atgrieshanos darbaa tas mainiisies, bet nu pagaidaam izbaudu to diivaino sajuutu, ka uz galda staav trauks ar garshiigajiem salas cepumiem, bet es jau kuro dienu pilniigaa vienaldziibaa eju garaam. ja kaads atnaak ciemos, tad gan liek iekshaa no sirds, bet man pat nevienu pashu gabalinju negribas.

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Date:2007-12-03 10:24
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biezhi nemaz taa negadaas, varbuut taapeec gribas pieraxtiit, lai atcereetos. ka vakardienas dzimshanas diena - tas bija labi. un pavisam nav noziimes, cik gadu man palika. galvenais bij tas, ar kaadu mieru sirdii es to sagaidiiju. protams, ja nenjem veeraa, ka satraucos par to, vai nevemshu - galu galaa vairaakas dienas staigaaju ar nelabu duushu. bet tas bija labi, viss bija labi. tas bardaks maajaas, draugu bars, beerni zem kaajaam, glaazes, shkjiivji, pljaapas, viens iet prom, otrs atnaak. un galvenais - visi laiciigi aizbrauca maajaas, kameer es veel nebiju paargurusi. labaakais bij tas, ka es nopuutu visas sveciites vienaa puutienaa, pat neaizdomaajusies, ka vajadzeetu ko veeleeties. jo miers un laime jau ir. veseliiba arii atnaax. protams, man vareetu buut mazliet vairaak naudas, mazliet tievaax viduklis, mazliet tuvaaki draugi utml. bet man ir labi. un mieriigi. mieriigi. es nezinu, cik ilgi shii sajuuta buus, laikam taapeec gribas nokjert un izbaudiit. paldies par visu, kas man dots. paldies.

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Date:2007-10-31 13:40
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paejoties pa darba gaitenjiem, aizvien vairaak ceru, ka arii tad, kad man jau buus 40 un paari, es nebuushu zaudeejusi speeju uzsmaidiit. vnk uzsmaidiit citiem, nevis iigni paiet garaam.

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Date:2007-10-29 14:35
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man pietruuxt manu draugu

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Date:2007-10-25 10:17
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3 stundas frizeetavaa un 50 lati, bet vismaz juutos atkal kaa cilveeks. pat tik ljoti, ka no riita taa elegantaak sagjeerbos, ruupiigaak uzkraasojos un pat luupaam tika luupu kraasa, nevis spiidums. aizved mani uz munamegji.

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