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urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy neta neta neta keidy@banda.lv neta 2006-05-26T14:05:04Z 2006-05-26T14:05:04Z urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:15733 2006-05-26T17:04:00 2006-05-26T17:04:00 2006-05-26T14:05:04Z 2006-05-26T14:05:04Z Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight Why am I trying to see, when there aint nothing in sight Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die ?!?!? urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:14034 2006-03-23T19:35:00 2006-03-23T19:35:00 2006-03-23T17:35:45Z 2006-03-23T17:35:45Z I'll Never Let You See The Way My Broken Heart Is Hurting Me.... urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:13658 2006-03-23T11:01:00 2006-03-23T11:01:00 2006-03-23T09:03:17Z 2006-03-23T09:03:17Z ...ir gruuti tureeties virs uudens, kad KAADS par visu varu no augshas censhas tevi iegruust atpakalj... un veel jo vairaak... ka ir kaads, kas velk arii no apakshas tevi lejaa.... un ja Juus domaajat, ka man ir speeks tam visam pretoties, tad juus stipri maldaaties.... urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:13140 2006-02-05T12:52:00 2006-02-05T12:52:00 2006-02-05T10:53:47Z 2006-02-05T10:53:47Z njaa.... 5dienas veels vakars, vai driizaak sestdienas agrs riits... un atkal pieraadiijaas manas dziives ruugtaa patiesiiba... kaarteeja nakts manaa dziivee, kad man ljoooooooooooti vajadzeeja kaadu blakus... bet neviena nebija.... cik ljoti pierasts jau ir pie shiis lietas... nu KAAPEEC tas taa vnm ir??? un trakaakais ir tas, ka klusiibaa ceru, ka shii bija peedeejaa taada nakts, kaut gan zinu ka taadas BUUS VEEL DAUDZAS... urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:12209 2006-01-28T16:40:00 2006-01-28T16:40:00 2006-01-28T14:43:32Z 2006-01-28T14:43:32Z xe... 2dien ir mana 22 dzimshanas diena... un pirmo reizi peec ilgiem gadiem man blakus nebuus manas labaakaas draudzenes, nebuus kaadc, kuram arii shajaa dienaa ir dzimeniite... cik taa buus diivaina sajuuta... bet... pati jau esmu vainiiga... vnk... bij tik pierasts... shogad vispaar negribu svineet... negribaas atkal vilties draugos... vismaz tajos, kurus veel uzskatu par saviem draugiem... grr urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:10968 2005-12-29T19:18:00 2005-12-29T19:18:00 2005-12-29T17:18:28Z 2005-12-29T17:18:28Z dziive gan meedz izspeeleet ljaunus jokus... kam gan vinjai tas ir vajadziigs???????? urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:10216 2005-12-18T13:55:00 2005-12-18T13:55:00 2005-12-18T11:56:44Z 2005-12-18T11:56:44Z ES VEELOS: 1.KAUT NEKAD NEBUUTU IEPAZINUSIES AR WU 2.KAUT NEKAD NEBUUTU IEPAZINUSIES AR KRISTAPU 3.KAUT ES VISPAAR NEKAD NEBUUTU PIEDZIMUSI... kaapeec es shai pasaulei atnesu tik daudz saapes???? wot taados briizhos kaa shis es patiesi veelos izdariit pashnaaviibu... ... urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:9736 2005-12-18T13:37:00 2005-12-18T13:37:00 2005-12-18T11:48:41Z 2005-12-18T11:48:41Z eh... juutu ka visa mana dziive shobriid iet galiigaa pakaljaa...un es tik noskatos kaa tas notiek... visas attieciibas ar draugiem juuk aaraa... liekas, labaak palikt vientuljai, bez draugiem un jebkaadaam tuvaakaam attieciibaam ar citiem cilveekiem... Jaa, es laikam tomeer esmu riebiiga... bet meedzu runaat un riikoties neapzinaati... un esmu pateiciiga cilveekiem, ja man pasaka, ka riikojos ne taa... bet... vieglaak jau vienmeer ir nokluseet un uzgriest muguru... liekas, ka shobriid neesmu gatava ciiniities par draudziibu...taapeec.... ejiet kas ir gaajeeji...EJIET... ejiet... ai... uzzinaaju shodien sho to par savu taa saucamo "labaako draugu" domaam par mani... un tagad vispaar negribaas ar vinjiem tikties... kaapeec man tas ir jaauzzin no tresajaam personaam??? kaapeec nevar pateikt aciis??? un ja jau es peec vinju vaardiem esmu tik liela maita, tad kaapeec vispaar veel ar mani tiek runaats???? ja jau mani tik ljoti ieniist, tad kaapeec apmeklee pasaakumus kuros es arii esmu??? kaapeec raada smaidiigas un laipnas sejas??? kaapeec cilveeki ir tik divkosiigi???? kaapeec??? liekas...vieglaak buutu, ja manis vispaar nebuutu.... gan man, gan maniem draugiem... njaa............... urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:9286 2005-11-06T01:41:00 2005-11-06T01:41:00 2005-11-05T23:40:50Z 2005-11-05T23:40:50Z Что может дать один человек другому, кроме капли тепла? И что может быть больше этого? .... urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:9035 2005-10-30T22:57:00 2005-10-30T22:57:00 2005-10-30T21:00:50Z 2005-10-30T21:00:50Z Citi eksistee tikai tik lielaa meeraa, cik Tu vinjiem atljauj. Un tikai tie, kuriem tu atljauj buut. Citi muus nevar ne saapinaat, ne ievainot, ja pashi tam neesam sagatavojushi augliigu augsni... un tagad Keidy padomaa par savu dziivi shobriid un... izdari secinaajumus!!!!!!!!!! =) urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:8889 2005-10-28T20:54:00 2005-10-28T20:54:00 2005-10-28T17:58:03Z 2005-10-28T17:58:03Z ..bet shii dziive ir diivaina...es pat nevaru izskaidrot kaapeec, bet taa nu tas vnk ir... nez kaapeec mees nevaram buut laimiigi visaas dziives sfeeraas??? kaapeec vienaa vietaa mums tiek dots vairaak, bet kaadaa nonjemts nost!!!? es saprotu, ja visaas buus vienaadi, tad dziive liksies vienveidiiga, bet tomeer...gribaas reizeem lai vinja taada arii ir, lai vareetu izjust taas liidzsvaru...savaadaak sanaak diivaini... kalni un lejas... . urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:8389 2005-10-13T23:51:00 2005-10-13T23:51:00 2005-10-13T20:54:23Z 2005-10-13T20:54:23Z klusums... tumsa... baisi?? nee...tik vientulji... asarinja par draugiem urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:8092 2005-10-02T13:43:00 2005-10-02T13:43:00 2005-10-02T10:51:30Z 2005-10-02T10:51:30Z ... vaajpraatc kaut kaadc vakar bij mana vaarda diena... un vinja beidzaas 100% preteeji nekaa saakaas.... saakaas ar smiekliem un jautriibu...beidzaas ar asaraam un skumjaam... iemesls...skumjas...vientuliiba... jaa, varbuut esmu beerns, bet tas liek domaat, vai es saviem draugiem tieshaam noziimeeju tik daudc, cik man liekas, ka noziimeeju??? visiem maniem draugiem ir bijushi kkaadi negaidiiti paarsteigumi vaarda un dzimshanas dienaas...un tas nekas, ka vinji ir slimi vai ainjemti, lai atlicinaatu laiku lai ar mums satiktos...bet es tachu vakar nebiju ne slima, ne aiznjemta... vnk niiku vientuliibaa... un taa skaitiijaas mana vaarda diena... NIIKU!!!! gaidiiju un cereeju, ka draugi mani tomeer neiazmirsiis, bet...aizmirsa... :( :( :(... jaa...asarinjas bira...jo...pagaidaam esmu vieniigaa, kurai nebij nekaa...pat sms no miiljiem cilveekiem... Paldies Tiem 2iem, kas vismaz manas vaarda dienas saakumaa sagaadaaja patiikamas emocijas un briizhus... tieshaam paldies...paareejie...da ejiet pa gaisu!!!!!!!!!! tagad es pazudiishu...pazudiishu...ja negribiet - nevajag... draugi naak un iet...veertiibas paliek... man ir svariigi, lai mani neaizmirst...es veelos sanjemt vismaz kko pretii...bet ja nesanjemu neko... tad vai ir vispaar veerts no taa visa???? vai tieshaam ir???? .... urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:7195 2005-08-28T20:25:00 2005-08-28T20:25:00 2005-08-28T17:24:54Z 2005-08-28T17:24:54Z kamēr tu mokies un domā par viņu, viņš mierīgi dzīvo tālāk savu dzīvi, kamēr tu kavējies pagātnē... Saņemies un ej uz priekšu - dzīvo savu dzīvi! Tev urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:6546 2005-06-12T23:59:00 2005-06-12T23:59:00 2005-06-12T21:03:54Z 2005-06-12T21:03:54Z ... Jaa, es joprojaam esmu dusmiiga uz Tevi... Ljooooti dusmiiga... par to, ka tu neatnaaci uz manu teaatra izraadi... ir Lietas, kuras man ir ljoti svariigas....un shii man ir svariiga... buutu vismaz izraadiijis kaut vismazaako interesi... bet nekaa...pilniigs klusums no Tavas puses... nu man tagad vismaz ir skaidrs, cik es Tev esmu svariiga... aarpraac...kaa gan es agraak vareeju noticeet tiem Taviem meliem par to, ka esmu Tev svariiga, ka Tu miili mani utt... MELI MELI MELI MELI....... neticu Tev vairaak, neticeeshu nevienam pasham vaardam... manu ticiibu cilveekiem ir gruuti sagraut, bet tu to esi izdariijis... ljauna esmu? varbuut... bet vismaz zinu cilveekus, kam esmu svariiga... un tu neesi to starpaa... vairs neesi... taa nu tas i urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:5979 2005-05-14T23:18:00 2005-05-14T23:18:00 2005-05-14T20:26:50Z 2005-05-14T20:26:50Z Ja Dievs saka ‘nee’, tas noziime, ka Vinam kas labaaks prieksh tevis padomaa. taatad... man buus kaads labaaks par Tevi... pagaidaam neesmu paarliecinaata, vai tas maz ir iespeejams... bet...uzticeesimies vien Dievam... Ticu, ka vinjsh zin, kas man ir labaakais... Taatad... Es Ljauju Tev aiziet...tik tu ej, un neskaties atpakalj... nepadari shito veel saapiigaaku, nekaa tas ir pashlaik...luudCu ej... bet kameer tu iesi prom, es veel pamociishos ar savu lielisko egoismu, kas negrib ljaut Tev aiziet... vispaar peedeejaa laikaa esmu secinaajusi, ka esmu shausmiiga privaatiipashniece...lai arii kaa man pashai tam negribaas ticeet, buus jaaatziist, ka tieshi taa tas arii ir, un jaasaak ciiniities... bet to ir tik gruuti dariit... Man gribaas, lai dzjeks piedereetu tikai man...kgan tai pashaa laikaa, neveelos, lai vinsjh vislaik buutu man blakus...sarezjgjiiti saprast... zinu... bet...galvenais, ka es saprotu to domu... Jaaciinaas... jaatiek no taa valjaa.... Travis - Why Does It Always Rain on Me? urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:5814 2005-03-27T22:24:00 2005-03-27T22:24:00 2005-03-27T19:24:56Z 2005-03-27T19:24:56Z I can’t sleep tonight Everybody saying everything’s alright Still I can’t close my eyes I’m seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights Sunny days Where have you gone? I get the strangest feeling you belong Why does it always rain on me? Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? Why does it always rain on me? Even when the sun is shining I can’t avoid the lightning I can’t stand myself I’m being held up by invisible men Still life on a shelf when I got my mind on something else Sunny days Where have you gone? I get the strangest feeling you belong Why does it always rain on me? Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? Why does it always rain on me? Even when the sun is shining I can’t avoid the lightning Oh, where did the blue skies go? And why is it raining so? It’s so cold I can’t sleep tonight Everybody saying everything’s alright Still I can’t close my eyes I’m seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights Sunny days Where have you gone? I get the strangest feeling you belong Why does it always rain on me? Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? Why does it always rain on me? Even when the sun is shining I can’t avoid the lightning Oh, where did the blue skies go? And why is it raining so? It’s so cold Why does it always rain on me? Why does it always rain... a-ha - Crying in the Rain urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:5626 2005-03-09T11:54:00 2005-03-09T11:54:00 2005-03-09T09:54:47Z 2005-03-09T09:54:47Z I'll Never Let You See The Way My Broken Heart Is Hurting Me I've Got My Pride And I Know How To Hide All The Sorrow And Pain I'll Do My Crying In The Rain If I Wait For Cloudy Skies You Won't Know The Rain From The Tears In My Eyes You'll Never Know That I Still Love You So Though The Heartaches Remain I'll Do My Crying In The Rain Raindrops Falling From Heaven Will Never Wash Away My Misery But Since We're Not Together I'll Wait For Stormy Weather To Hide These Tears I Hope You'll Never See Someday When My Crying's Done I'm Gonna Wear A Smile And Walk In The Sun I May Be A Fool But Till Then Darling You'll Never See Me Complain I'll Do My Crying In The Rain I'll Do My Crying In The Rain I'll Do My Crying In The Rain I'll Do My Crying In The Rain Good Charlotte - predictable urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:5171 2005-03-09T11:38:00 2005-03-09T11:38:00 2005-03-09T09:38:42Z 2005-03-09T09:38:42Z Something isn't right I can feel it again feel it again This isn't the first time That you left me waiting Sad excuses and false hopes high I saw this coming still I don't know why I let you in I knew it all along You're so predictable I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong) So you don't have to call Or say anything at all So predictable (so predictable) So take your empty words your broken promises And all the time you stole cause I am done with this I can give it away give it away I'm doin everything I should've And now I'm makin a change I'm living the day I'm giving back what you gave me I don't need anything I knew it all along You're so predictable I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong) So you don't have to call Or say anything at all So predictable (so predictable) Everywhere I go Everyone I meet Every time I try to fall in love They all want to know why I'm so broken Why am I so cold Why I'm so hard inside. Why am I scared What am I afraid of I don't even know This story's never had an end I've been waiting I've been searching I've been hoping I've been dreaming you would come back But I know the ending of this story You're never coming back Never..never..never..never.....[echo]..... I knew it all along You're so predictable I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong) So you don't have to call Or say anything at all So predictable (so predictable) Everywhere I go for the rest of my life (so predictable) Everyone that I love Everyone I care about They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me (so predictable) And I know what it is I'm ending this right now.. Green Day miiljaa dziesminja urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:4964 2005-03-09T11:29:00 2005-03-09T11:29:00 2005-03-09T09:29:04Z 2005-03-09T09:29:04Z I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps and I'm the only one and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line Of the edge and where I walk alone Read between the lines What's fucked up and everything's alright Check my vital signs To know I'm still alive and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah Ah-ah, Ah-ah I walk alone I walk a... I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone... dziesminja urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:4734 2005-02-28T00:57:00 2005-02-28T00:57:00 2005-02-27T23:10:24Z 2005-02-27T23:10:24Z shitenaa dziesminja rulzzzz: I have seen these place a thousand times I have felt these all before In every time you call I have whaited there as thouth, you may not call at all I know this face I`m merry now I`have seen this in my eyes and now it feel`s so great I`m still afraid, that you be leaving any time we done this once and then you close the door don`t let me faal again for nothing more Don`t say you love me and less for ever Don`t tell me you need me if you not gona stay don`t give me this feeling I only believe make ir real or take it all away I cought myself smailing alone just thinking of your voice and dreaming of you`r tuch is all too much you know I have any choice Don`t say you love me and less for ever Don`t tell me you need me if you not gona stay don`t give me this feeling I only believe make ir real... or take it all away or take it all away we done this once and then you close the door don`t let me faal again for nothing more Don`t say you love me and less for ever Don`t tell me you need me if you not gona stay don`t give me this feeling I only believe make ir real... or take it all away make ir real... or take it all away... the Corrs - Don`t Say You Love Me ... urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:4578 2005-02-20T22:55:00 2005-02-20T22:55:00 2005-02-20T20:58:16Z 2005-02-20T20:58:16Z Mēs gribam viens otru sajust un pasaulē šajā pazust, kaut uz stundu ,divām un bez liekām ziņām... Es nezinu vai tas mums būs pa spēkam,līdz šim mēs no tā bēgām,bēgām... laikam te vairaak nekas nau jaasaka...izlasiet to veelreiz un veelreiz un veelreiz... es nezinu, ko veelos, NEZINU, un tas mani shobriid visvairaak tracina aaraa... apnicis ciiniities par to, ko iespeejams veelos...nez, liekas, ka shiis attieciibas (ja izlemsim kjuut par mees) nesiis sevii daudz laimes un prieka, bet reizee arii tikpat daudc saapes... vai tas ir to veerts? vai buus liidzsvars... ceru, ka jaa... tieshaam ceru, ka jaa....... domas urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:4202 2005-02-20T22:07:00 2005-02-20T22:07:00 2005-02-20T20:49:14Z 2005-02-20T20:49:14Z es aizieshu, ja tu taa veelies bet vai tas buus taa veerts? vai saapes kuras paliks aiz mums ir veertas to asaru, kuras izliesim mees par aizgaajusho laimi? Ljaujiet man nomirt aiziet prom bez saapeem ljaujiet man aizlidot prom un dziivot kaadaa citaa pasaulee pasaulee bez saapeem pasaulee bez naida un cieshanaam pasaulee, kur valda miers pasaulee, kur piepildaas sapnji pasaulee, kuraa buushu laimiiga jo tur man buusi Tu manc nepiepildiitais sapni... par Tevi... .... zinu jau,ka neesmu dzejniece, zinu eh urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:3691 2005-02-18T00:05:00 2005-02-18T00:05:00 2005-02-17T22:09:51Z 2005-02-17T22:09:51Z es aizveru actinjas un nokljuustu vietaa, kur mees abi esam kopaa kur varu sajust tevi sev blakus es aizspiezju cieshaak acis neveelos taas atdariit un apjaust, ka tevis te nau ka neesi man blakus ka nebuusi man blakus norit asarinja paar vaigu saalja bet arii mana dziive taada ir ja tajaa nau tevis... visaadas domas urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:keidy:3099 2005-01-18T22:32:00 2005-01-18T22:32:00 2005-01-18T20:38:23Z 2005-01-18T20:38:23Z ...njaa.... pajautaaju Tomam, kas manii ir taads, kas piesaista viirieshus... un...diivaini gan.... aarejais mans veidols... Mans augums, izskats... bet vai tad naw svariigi kas cilveekam ir iekshaa???? vai tieshaam viirieshus interesee tikai tas aareejais, lai draudzene smuki izskatiitos... nu jaa...Viirieshi tak, ko gan veel vairaak var no vinjiem gribeet arii mans dziivesprieks piesaista... un tad veel beernishkjiigums... nu jaa... Bet kaapeec es nepatiiku tiem, kam veelos patikt!!!!!!!!!!! Kaapeec mani nemiil tie, peec kuru miilestiibas es alkstu un ilgojos???? kas atbildees man uz shito jautaajumu??? KAS??????? ai, akau eju sviestaa... kaarteejo reizi peec sarunas ar Tomu... Vakar wu man paliidzeeja atgriesties dziivee, bet shodien Toms mani akau iegruuda bedree... eh... jaaatgriezhas akau citaa realitaatee, lai varu sakopot speekus, un peec tam atgriesties patiesajaa dziivee.....