"You see? I don't want to miss another chance. How can I do nothing about it? I've been asking myself for 25 years and I've been able to come up with one answer: "Forget it, it was another lifetime. It's over, don't ask." It wasn't another lifetime. It was this. It IS this one. I want to understand. How can someone live an empty life? How do you live a life full of nothing? How do you do it?"