urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:kakensAlways there in the shadowAlways there in the shadowAlways there in the shadowvalterlo@gmail.comAlways there in the shadow2026-02-12T23:45:36Z2026-02-12T23:45:36ZStill kicking.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:kakens:17112026-02-13T00:34:002026-02-13T00:34:002026-02-12T23:45:36Z2026-02-12T23:45:36Z59 dienas pagajusas pec operacijas. Beidzot uz darbu nakosnedel. Vargums - nezeligs. <br /><br />Still kicking. All my life i expected not to live longer than 24. Now i kinda wish i didn't turn so many people away.<br /><br />fml. =]]]IV kaputurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:kakens:13732025-10-18T20:33:002025-10-18T20:33:002025-10-18T18:56:37Z2025-10-18T18:56:37ZIvans šodien nošāvās. Kad to uzzināju, nebiju pat pārsteigts.<br />Tā laikam ir, kad visu mūžu dzīvo kādam uz kakla un neko necenties sasniegt. Agri vai vēlu pielavās depresija, un, nedod Dievs, arī upura sindroms — visa pasaule šķiet pret tevi.<br />Pēdējos desmit gadus gan īsti nebijām kontaktējušies, bet sajūta ir tizla… it kā būtu piepildījies tas, ko reiz viņam teicu.<br />It's all the same in the end.<br /><br />RIP Adrian.<br /><br /><img src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/pw/AP1GczNNBjMvoreeHIxLPh7HAZyVeM6cnJfNUNb2-1DjNKg3IwvfyIRP17Y1-teYij_xiR4NUqcXjmWRsSTzekyfpKgt22848VzaLLzGz8Ew4J0gOwvQ3mBa=w800" alt="title or description" /><br /><a href="https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=TasujsNonuY&amp;si=eJ3bAflgNJWd46Jp">Background music</a>Canceledurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:kakens:12542025-10-05T23:42:002025-10-05T23:42:002025-10-05T21:45:41Z2025-10-05T21:45:41ZNācās atcelt biļetes uz Latviju. Shame. Gribējās <span class='ljuser' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://klab.lv/userinfo.bml?user=hurt'><img src='http://klab.lv/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0;' /></a><a href='http://klab.lv/users/hurt/'><b>hurt</b></a></span> satikt. Sometime it just feels that the world is out there to get me. Maybe - just weak.Koridors.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:kakens:7832025-10-04T17:22:002025-10-04T17:22:002025-10-04T15:23:20Z2025-10-04T15:23:20ZMan patīk trinkšķināt ģitāru koridorī. Tur ir ļoti laba akustika. Kaimiņi mani nesaprot.timeurn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:kakens:7572025-09-03T02:12:002025-09-03T02:12:002025-09-03T00:12:21Z2025-09-03T00:12:21ZI chose design over decay.