July 16th, 2008

• 7/16/08 08:59 am
• I felt empty. Just at the moment when I go home, when I stand up in the morning, when I sit here at my desk. I'm feeling like a husk. I'm simply not happy. So easy. And so hard. But it comes crashing when I see and talk with people of my own age- and I know I also want things like that. So easy and so hard.
  I want to wake up in my own house or my perfect flat, I want to be pregnant and with warm welcome smile and kiss wait for my husband home. I want sparkling ideas about our evenings and weekends, I want friends to spent beautiful time to gather. Just to feel I’m live. I want to feel freedom and I want this feeling – everything is possible not just for me but also for my neighbors. I want it now, not after few month. I want to live right now!!!
  
  Where I go – there I am.
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