January 7th, 2008

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• 1/7/08 04:21 pm
• feeling empty. quite and empty. not bad but empty. don't know what to do, don't know where be, don't know where We are going. just don't know. and it couses this "just bad feeling". I want to fly. I want to be ME. Just me. I' m just me. Am I? No I'm not. Because I'm affraid. Affraid of being there and being silent. I'm affraid of telling You my stories, dreams and bulshit and it's not me. It's SO not me. and whats worse - I'm not feeling bad, it's quite OK, but it's not me. it's not real.or is it? I don't know. Just know I want MORE. I need MORE. I can MORE. It's time to go forfard.
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