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July 25th, 2016


nomirusi
01:22 pm - Dienas šoks.
http://psihosomatika.lv/page/jaunumi/psihiskas-veselibas-nozares-sakartosana

Da fuck?? Man likās tam jau ir lielisks apzīmējums - ārsts psihoterapeits, lai nošķirtu vienus no otriem. Un jā, nozari VAJAG sakārtot, bet ne jau izmetot miskastē pusi no nozares!! Am, am, am... Koa? Šis nereģistrējas.

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nomirusi
05:25 am - Randomly random random.
Iegāju gulēt mazliet pēc pusnakts. Pabakstījos telefonā, pagrozījos pa gultu... trijos cēlos augšā, un nolēmu uzrakstīt atbildi/paskaidrojumu/papildinājumu. (Ir kāds cilvēks ar kuru es jau kādu laiku sarakstos un es pat regulāri atbildu?? Wtf? Laikam esmu iemīlējusies. :D Nē tač, tas nebija jāuztver nopietni!) Ja nav miega, tad nav. Izdzēru vienu aliņu. Uzrakstīju 570 vārdus divu stundu laikā. Esmu tizla. :) (Tikai es tā drīkstu par sevi teikt, ja!) Nu vai vismaz lēna un ļoti pārdomāju, ko saku. Sanāca labi. Pa vidam pagūglēju, ka angliski nav zemūdens akmeņu. Laikam noderīgi būtu iemācīties rakstīt vairāk ikdienišķi (ātrāk), ne tik ļoti domājot un pārdomājot, ko rakstu. Noderēs. Tagad es daudz domāju, kas noderētu nākamajos gaidāmajos gados. Viens noteikti būtu normāli gulēt, mhm. Nevis šitā šķērdēt laiku. Bet pagaidām var. Tagad divas ar pusi brīvas dienas. Nu gandrīz, ir darāmas lietas un satiekami cilvēki.

Bet tagad sanāca miegs. Nez, iet gulēt? Mani tāpat vēl pēc 3-4 stundām modinās...

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July 24th, 2016


nervukamolis
07:11 pm
"šito vau ūdzu pīz?"
un kā tu tik daiļrunīgam lūgumam atteiksi, ko :)
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July 23rd, 2016


m31
08:25 pm

In the end. I will just get up one day. Soon. Sooner than you might think. 

Current Music: Kelly Clarkson - War Paint

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nomirusi
12:08 pm
The houses all seem the same to Gallagher. Dark. Musty-smelling with squishy carpets underfoot, mouldering curtains and sprays of black mildew up interior walls. Cluttered up with millions of things that don’t do anything except get in your way and almost trip you over. It’s like before the Breakdown people used to spend their whole lives making cocoons for themselves out of furniture and ornaments and books and toys and pictures and any kind of shit they could find. As though they hoped they’d be born out of the cocoon as something else.
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July 21st, 2016


mindbound
10:46 pm
Piebeigta eksperimentu sērija (neskaitot datu analīzes un rezultātu apkopošanas daļu, bet par to es sākšu domāt rīt kaut kad droši vien rīt), lielākoties nodots projekts, izveikta pēcdarba dzerstīšanās ar sarunām par visa pastāvošā veltīgumu™, AI, WBE, WTF un citiem saīsinājumiem ([info]shiry, [info]ctulhu: grāmata). Not too bad, as days go.
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Chants Of Maldoror - Every Mask Tells The Truth: Justine

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July 17th, 2016


m31
01:05 pm

And the Devil's laughing. I torture myself as if I wasn't worth anything. And I feel sad, because I know it is not true. I think I have to cut loose of everything that makes me feel this way. What is keeping me? Hope? No. I don't believe it anymore. I can't differentiate what makes me feel worthless, because everything does. Cut away from life? No. I am not there yet. Unless Universe begs to differ. Fuck yeah! This is amazing. No, really. Do you feel this way too? I feel. Haha! You are really dead, when you stop feeling, I am still here. For now. 

Current Music: Phil Collins - Take Me Home

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m31
02:17 am

Book: Fluent Forever: How to Learn Any Language Fast and Never Forget It by Gabriel Wyner; Hobbiten, eller fram og tilbake igjen by Tolkien, J.R.R.
Music: Adam Lambert The Original High album; Mr. Robot Soundtrack Season 1, 2
TV series: Mr. Robot
Food: Dates
Drink: Coffee
Favorite human: Christian Guzman
Thought: I have to build my self-esteem back up from ground zero. Have to do it without any help; Earth is my highly complicated space ship circling the Sun 
Project: Morning workout; running
Move:Cat vomit exercise 
Product: L-Carnitine
Quote: "You might not think it's a way to live, but why not? Repeating the same tasks each day without ever having to think about them, isn't that what everybody does? Keep things on repeat to go along with their "NCISes" and Lexapro. Isn't that where it's comfortable? In the sameness?"


Current Music: Adam Lambert - After Hours

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July 15th, 2016


mindbound
12:50 pm

My actual life right now. Courtesy of @ResearchMark.


Current Mood: working
Current Music: Headscan - Shaper And Mechanist: Body Of Memory

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July 13th, 2016


nomirusi
01:11 pm - Vispār 12 gadi, ja! :D
Varbūt es neesmu tomēr tik tizla. Paskat, nepagāja ne desmit gadi....

Dzīve ciklos pa 6 gadi.

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mindbound
10:29 am
After all these years, finally started solving ‪‎Project Euler‬ problems.
Current Mood: working
Current Music: Autoclav1.1 - Embark On Departure: Lights Out

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