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March 22nd, 2017


mindbound
09:14 pm

Padomāju par šo diskusiju. Daži secinājumi, neviens no tiem ļoti oriģināls:

  • Zinātnes metodoloģija ir apolitiska, bet zinātniskā darbība tāda nav, jo to veic cilvēki ar saviem uzskatiem, vērtībām, grupu piederībām u.c.tml. lietām, kas lielā[kajā?] daļā gadījumu netiek atstātas aiz laboratoriju durvīm;
    • Tajā pašā laikā, virzība “pēc iespējas mazāk politikas” virzienā ir deziderāts gan zinātnē, gan citur;
    • Kas attiecas uz ētikas jautājumiem tajās jomās, kur tie ir aktuāli un relevanti, tad uzskatu, ka būtu vēlams, pirmkārt, šos jautājumus izlemjošos kodeksus padarīt more streamlined, savukārt pašu izlemšanas procesu atstāt profesionālām ētikas komisijām, kuru darbs notiek attiecīgās zinātnes disciplīnas pārstāvjiem caurspīdīgā veidā;
  • Zinātniekiem vajadzētu būt responsible par pētījumu un to rezultātu kvalitāti, bet ne culpable par šo pētījumu rezultātu iespējamiem nevēlamiem pielietojumiem further down the road;
    • To var uztvert kā motivāciju tiekties iegūt pēc iespējas lielāku suverenitāti laboratorijām, institūtiem un R&D kompānijām (by extension – kompāniju R&D interesēm in general);
  • As a fully general argument – aktīvisms lielākoties ir nevēlams, informēšana lielākoties ir vēlama, savukārt robeža starp vienu un otru nereti ir novelkama ar vērā ņemamām grūtībām;
    • Mans arguments par aktīvisma nevēlamību izriet gk. no a.m. “pēc iespējas mazāk politikas” argumenta un tā pamatojuma, kā arī maniem no iepriekšējā izrietošajiem uzskatiem par to, ka tas politikas daudzums, no kura nav iespējams praktiski izvairīties, būtu atstājams profesionālu (t.i., eksplicīti un formāli amatu ieņemošu) statesmanship ekspertu pārziņā;
  • Zinātne ir tikpat pakļauta optimizācijas un automatizācijas tendencei, kā visas pārējās lietas, and that’s OK; mēs vai nu pārbūvēsim sevi, lai turpinātu būt konkurētspējīgi, vai arī kļūsim par zemsvītras piezīmi mūsu ļoti citādo pēcteču hronikās (ja pat tik daudz).

Piezīme sev par vispārzināmo, bet pārāk bieži aizmirsto: pirms diskusijas censties novienoties par lietoto jēdzienu definīcijām un tos atpakot, lai ar pēc iespējas lielāku varbūtību izvairītos no tā, no kā sastāv vismaz trešdaļa minētās diskusijas, gan manā, gan, to the best of my ability to observe, citu izpildījumā.

Piezīme sev par nesaistītām vai meta lietām: pabeigt migrēt bloga saturu uz jaunajiem confidence un importance tagiem, šobrīd skripti kaut kādēļ turpina kārties.


Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Aegri Somnia - Endtime Psalms: We Were Stardust

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m31
08:57 pm

I've failed you and I have nothing to say to you. I don't have anything to say to anyone. Everything is just meaningless. 

Current Music: Drake - Can't Have Everything

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nomirusi
03:22 pm
And even if it saves me from more duties and troubles, it still means I didn't do it better or good enough. It still means I couldn't. And it means more powerlessness. And more boredom with work which I find boring again. I need to learn and grow. But apparently not good enough for that either.
Or maybe I just emotionally feel down. And then there is no worth to my ramblings anyway.

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March 20th, 2017


nomirusi
04:39 pm
Maybe I have to start dating again. Or at least socialize. I'm getting back to that though, yes, prioritizing people more. But it's hard to get the balance. It's hard to put up my own boundaries. To have a strict position of how I will spend that time with other people. I am prone to adapt. And only lately I start to appreciate the quick socialization moments. And by quick I mean an hour. Yes, I am the long conversion girl. Well... maybe I need to adapt more to my own external situations (work&school load) than other people. Even if important and/or enjoyable.

Coming back to prioritizing my own judgement over others. Actually that was shocking concept for me. Especially when I could argument it not with simple "just because" or "because I like so"* but give rational reasons. Because it is more effective.

*I'm really not inspired by just liking something as the reason to do it. I don't place much value on it. I'm learning to exercise it more for things so I can enjoy life more, only reason because I want so, but not if when it comes to conflict with other things/values/people.

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March 18th, 2017


m31
01:01 pm

My shoes arrive next week. I run next week. 

Muse is the only band that has not disappointed me over years. 

Current Music: Muse - Plug In Baby

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m31
12:07 am

“To be prepared against surprise is to be trained. To be prepared for surprise is to be educated."

Oh 30 Seconds To Mars you lucky bastards to tour together with Muse! 

There are days I don't want to exist like this anymore. Way too often now. It is quite bad. I guess. 

Current Music: Muse - Drones

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March 15th, 2017


nomirusi
04:42 pm


I don't know what else to add. Maybe "and vitamins". Though I didn't drink them that much. And not the first time I see this happening. So if something, you can remind me next time. :D

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March 14th, 2017


mindbound
04:06 pm
Just submitted a 600 k€ computational neuroscience project grant proposal made over the last 10 days. Feeling relieved and a little bit dead inside.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Millipede - A Mist And A Vapor: Islands Of Perelandra

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March 12th, 2017


nomirusi
05:37 pm
I should know better than saying to myself things I should be better at. Yes.

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nomirusi
12:55 pm
You should be better than this. Mistakes I make.
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m31
02:14 am

I don't think you will ever understand. Today I sat on the Moon and ran in summer rain, and drank your tears. 

Current Music: TH - Easy

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March 11th, 2017


m31
10:42 pm

Music: Steve Aoki; Lorde; Lana Del Rey
TV series: The Expanse; Anno; Suits; The Vampire Diaries
Food: Ice-cream cookie
Drink: Coffee 
Favorite human: Nina Dobrev
Thought: You and your judgement can go to hell! I don't need you too. 
Product: Krill oil
Project: Getting gym ready; Garden
Move: Dancing like nobody's watching
Quote: “I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
Waiting: Ghost in the Shell

Current Music: Steve Aoki, Waka Flocka Flame - Rage the Night Away

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