Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in irina_ananeva's LiveJournal:

Thursday, January 7th, 2010
1:56 am	sometimes.. i reeeeally hate dudes,&all their macho wanna be bullshit.you know? (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 6th, 2010
1:15 am	omggggggggg listening to lil wyte will get you craving drugs.i'm a health freak, so i don't do it..but DAMN. i want to. to have the experience.oh, to be so young &naive.to be so sober, &carefree.<3should i go to ultra?danny keeps trying to convince me to go with danny.pero no se.time to work out before bed. (Comment on this)
Monday, January 4th, 2010
9:16 pm	a quickie i'm determined to lose some fat weight.i've been working out every day this week.stretching &doing ALOT of crunches &dieting.i hate looking the way that i do.goodnight. (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 3rd, 2010
5:57 pm	Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21) Pick up the phone and call a long lost friend Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21) Pick up the phone and call a long lost friend. Mercury retrograde, combined with the Moon in your social 11th House can be a perfect catalyst, prompting you to reestablish communication with someone who's slipped away. You will also enjoy yourself now by surrounding yourself with like-minded people. Invite a few friends over for an evening of dreaming out loud. Don't spend the day in solitude when you have so much to share.oh, baby :X (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 31st, 2009
1:28 pm	i have to say that last week was the absolute BEST week i've had in a really really really long time.&exactly why that is, i cannot put on livejournal. not in a public entry, at least.but i can tell you SOME details ;)monday was what i thought would be a regular day.i'd wake up, chill, go to school, have my parents pick me up, come home, chill, &sleep.HOWEVER. that's not entirely how it went.jonathans mom passed out, so he had to go to the hospital &i spent the day alone,&had a nice surprise after school. i hadnt had that twinkle in my eye for months.i came home an hour late to find my mom &stepfather singing with their new kareoke machine.teusday was not nearly as spectacular as monday.it was the 8 year anniversary since my daddy died, so me, &the other ppl in the house were kind of gloomy.but i had a nice phone conversation, &someone put a big smile on my face, so i was good.wednesday was ew; st. valentines day.</3i spent the morning at hml chilling with danny &some other friends during the lunches. &all the class time with plaza.had a nice rendezvous in the parking lot after school &got caught nastyyy :Xthursday was swell. woke up, chilled, went to school,&as i was getting into my car i got a phone call from a hommie who met up with me at my house &hung out with me a couple hours that night.friday, woke up. chilled with a hommie for a few hours.GOT SOLD OUT BY YUNIEL!got dressed, celebrated maryanth's birthday with her &her friends.went to curtis mansion, the food spot, mc donalds, main st.all alot of fun.saturday was WOW.let's just say i went to a party, got wasted.. &i'll keep the rest for my private entry that only i can read :)sunday, yesterday was whack.i woke up sick, with a fever. so i couldn't go clubbing, like i had planned.&got sold out by yuniel, AGAIN.&today is whatever. i woke up still a little sick, but im feeling better now.yuniel passed by for about an hour, since he's leaving to work out of town for two weeks :(that, &other things are making me a little sad today. but last week was great, so i can't complain.&now, i'm off to write the "behind-the-scenes" story of last week that NONE of you will ever seeee ;) (Comment on this)
1:44 am	i thought things would be different i thought things would be different,& that i would end up happy.but there's a "blast from the past"& i should have known better.i guess i'll just ride it out,give it time,& see how it goes.i know i can't expect anything,or hope too much.i hate to be disapointed.but, i do want this to work. (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 29th, 2009
9:53 pm	fidel castro is dying. PEOPLE, PEOPLE, PEOPLE!where the FUCK are your manners?!seriously.. i get that fidel castrohas been a DICKto a lot of people..but why the hellare we celebratingSOMEONE"S DEATH?!no matter who it is,guys, it's still wrong.it's not your place to judge.& i'm a little dissapointedin all the people driving down 49 sthonking & cheering.how would you feelif you had people ALL OVER THE WORLDcheering & waiting for you to die?i know you mightdisagree with a lotof the things he's done,but to wish death on ANYONEis disturbing to me.& i think y'all need to grow up.best of luck to Fidel.may he go peacefully,& best of luck to raul,his borther & successor.hopefully he'll makebetter desicionsfor our cuban people.<3 (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 27th, 2009
3:48 pm	last night i last night i..took 2 showers,besides the 2 i took in the morning..got picked up by demis.went to manny's.went to yell's.drove to the beach.watched ppl drink.sat outside watching the ocean,singing to myself& thinkin bout my dad& how much i miss him,(tony, not tomas)watched ppl drink some more.didn't drink.drove to taco bell & mcdonalds in hialeah.came to my house @ 3AM.my parents still weren't homeso the boys stayed over for a bit.then they left :/i checked my myspace,yeniffer left me a comment,she called me a whore & told me she hated me AGAIN.saaddnessssss :(but it was a good night in pieces ;)then i day/(night) dreamed myself to sleep :)today holds a good schedule.goin to spend some cash& then to watch the boys practicethen maybe some races& maybe some kisses :)gissette marie rodriguez, 16, is a happy camperrrrr!! (Comment on this)
Monday, January 26th, 2009
2:15 pm	this week. this week's been good.i'm trying to enjoy myself before school starts.we start next next monday [Aug. 7]& thursday & friday of that week off.on tuesday had a female offcers meeting.it was frustrating, but we get things done.wednesday i woke up,took a shower,worked out,passed out,woke up again,watched a couple movies,worked out again,showered again,went online,went to sleep.that day i did:-100 jumping jacks (1,2,3,1, style..so in reality i jumped.. 400 times?)-25 push ups-40 sit ups &-50 squatsnow i know that's NOT alot.i've been WAYYY more,but it's a start for now.yesterday i woke up SOOO sore.& i woke up late so i had to hurry & get dressed to go to the picnicwith: lesly, roxy, alyssa, jose, betsy& some other ppl there that i didn't know.we talked a lot about sexx & lesbianism![power to the ppl! gay love is STILL love!]then i got home, talked to demis,talked to manny, & yennifer.got into a lil argument with her..took a shower, got dressed &went to manny's house with dem.i called yenni from there & for likeAN HOUR she wouldn't stop complaining![i know she's gonns read this later..]YOU KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME, PRINCESS <3& whatev. we all watched some moviethat i liked alot & i got to chill with him.i was going crazy jammin with demisin the car during the ride home.i was AAALLLLLLL SMILES!i had A LOT of fun yesterdayy :)& now today i'm bored.maybe i'll go out later..<33 (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 25th, 2009
12:12 pm	FAMO. this guy won't stop harrassing me.it's getting scary now & it's getting to me.no matter what i say, he keeps comming back.:,( (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 24th, 2009
8:17 am	today i today i..WENT TO CATALYST.gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.tht plc izso cool.AHA!no, but srsly.it was alot of fun.a you got served kinda place.lotsa crazy dancing & crazy guys.& this one hottie, manny.i'd hit it.LOL, jk.maybe..i came home to find my mom & frank.DRUNK.blasting the stereo & singing to it.-_-mi madre!i haven't had sex in months.i'm proud of myself, butOMGGGGGGAAH!me muero.nah, i'm strong.i can do this >.>LOLbro, wtff am i talking about?!manny's hott.i have his numbaaaaaa.end of story, BIIIAAATTCH! (Comment on this)
Friday, January 23rd, 2009
6:22 am	timmyyyyyy :) shadowmatrix8953 (3:37:58 AM): why is fat pussy forbidden?shadowmatrix8953 (3:38:00 AM): O_oshadowmatrix8953 (3:38:20 AM): better yet, don't answer thatshadowmatrix8953 (3:38:26 AM): i'd really rather not knowToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:38:47 AM): LMAOOshadowmatrix8953 (3:39:03 AM): damn my curiosityshadowmatrix8953 (3:39:08 AM): will you please enlighten me?ToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:40:39 AM): cuz guyy, just imagine it!shadowmatrix8953 (3:41:25 AM): hrmm,ToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:42:23 AM): obese womans vaginashadowmatrix8953 (3:42:44 AM): how would you be able to tell the difference from that and a lapse of fat?shadowmatrix8953 (3:42:50 AM): O_oToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:43:03 AM): YOU WOULDN'T. THATS THE PROBLEM!shadowmatrix8953 (3:43:51 AM): but then how is itshadowmatrix8953 (3:43:55 AM): forbidden?ToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:44:47 AM): because it's so hard to get into, it might as well be.shadowmatrix8953 (3:44:52 AM): well,shadowmatrix8953 (3:44:57 AM): if you're strong enoughshadowmatrix8953 (3:45:06 AM): maybe you can use both arms to move some lapses,ToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:45:09 AM): oh God.shadowmatrix8953 (3:45:26 AM): then use your legs to move more for leverageToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:45:55 AM): aha.shadowmatrix8953 (3:45:57 AM): and then hopefully, some queef might give you a ray of hopeToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:46:12 AM): jesus..shadowmatrix8953 (3:46:32 AM): then you'd act as a dog, and hunt for the smellshadowmatrix8953 (3:46:40 AM): and pray you find that sweet spotToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:46:45 AM): i think i'm naussious. [spchck*]shadowmatrix8953 (3:46:58 AM): lolshadowmatrix8953 (3:47:06 AM): put that in your info and smoke itToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:47:15 AM): WOOT.ToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:47:17 AM): in my info?!ToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:47:22 AM): pff, ill do you one better!shadowmatrix8953 (3:47:25 AM): uh ohToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:47:33 AM): (ton ton TON)ToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:47:41 AM): .. my LIVEJOURNAL!!shadowmatrix8953 (3:47:46 AM): oh good godshadowmatrix8953 (3:48:13 AM): i'm done forToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:48:23 AM): LMAOOshadowmatrix8953 (3:48:33 AM): people will know my secretshadowmatrix8953 (3:48:40 AM): i've kept it hidden for so longshadowmatrix8953 (3:48:42 AM): NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:48:56 AM): wacka wacka wackaaaaaaaaaahshadowmatrix8953 (3:51:34 AM): craipshadowmatrix8953 (3:51:43 AM): do you know how to make a pic 100X100 pixelsToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:52:02 AM): naaaaaaaah, niKKKah, chiiilToUCHiN UR HeMi (3:52:03 AM): lolshadowmatrix8953 (3:52:07 AM): daym (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 22nd, 2009
2:15 am	jack n sally RESURECTED. i want it.i do.but i'm not ready yet.you're the kind i'd wanna keep.& i'm not through being young yet.does that make sense?i don't want it to go away,i just wanna push it to the sidejust for a little while.i get you.& you get me.BUT NOT YET.<3 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 21st, 2009
12:17 am	this isn't EMO. this is rage. today i decided i hate you.you're not a father.fuck you.if you wanted to live life for YOURSELF & be selfish,then you should have never had kids.or me atleast, because they forgive you,& i don't.i hope you get what you deserve.i hope you suffer everythingwe had to suffer because of you& more.i've never felt as strongas i do right now.you're the coward type.& as i grew up, i was too.but not anymore, lately.one of these daysi'm guna let you have it.& when you die you're goingto feel everything we felt.i fucking hate you& i hope you burn in your money.i hope your beautiful house& your precious boat burn.fuck your witch of a girlfriend.fuck you.fucking bastard.maybe this is wrong of me.but i've never felt so at peace.if you were herei'd spit in your eye& break your heart.i hope you cry when you think of me.the daughter you never tried for.a father doesn't dothe things you've done to me.I WISH YOU WERE DEAD."Sing For The Moment"[Verse 1]These ideas are nightmares to white parentsWhose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earringsLike whatever they say has no bearing, it's so scary in a house that allowsno swearingTo see him walking around with his headphones blaringAlone in his own zone, cold and he don't careHe's a problem childAnd what bothers him all comes out, when he talks aboutHis fuckin' dad walkin' outCause he just hates him so bad that he blocks him outIf he ever saw him again he'd probably knock him outHis thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin' backTalkin' black, brainwashed from rock and rapHe sags his pants, do-rags and a stocking capHis step-father hit him, so he socked him back, and broke his noseHis house is a broken home, there's no control, he just let's his emotionsgo...[Chorus]{C'mon}, sing with me, {sing}, sing for the years{Sing it}, sing for the laughter, sing for the tears, {c'mon)Sing it with me, just for today, maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take youaway...[Verse 2]Entertainment is changin', intertwinin' with gangsta'sIn the land of the killers, a sinner's mind is a sanctumHoly or unholy, only have one homieOnly this gun, lonely cause don't anyone know meYet everybody just feels like they can relate, I guess words are amothafucka they can be greatOr they can degrade, or even worse they can teach hateIt's like these kids hang on every single statement we makeLike they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinumNow how the fuck did this metamorphosis happenFrom standin' on corners and porches just rappin'To havin' a fortune, no more kissin' assBut then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn youFans turn on you, attorneys all want a turn at youTo get they hands on every dime you have, they want you to lose your mindevery time you madSo they can try to make you out to look like a loose cannonAny dispute won't hesitate to produce handgunsThat's why these prosecutors wanna convict me, strictly just to get me offof these streets quicklyBut all they kids be listenin' to me religiously, so i'm signin' cd's whilepolice fingerprint meThey're for the judge's daughter but his grudge is against meIf i'm such a fuckin' menace, this shit doesn't make sense PeteIt's all political, if my music is literal, and i'm a criminal how the fuckcan I raise a little girlI couldn't, I wouldn't be fit to, you're full of shit too, Guerrera, thatwas a fist that hit you...[CHORUS][Verse 3]They say music can alter moods and talk to youWell can it load a gun up for you , and cock it tooWell if it can, then the next time you assault a dudeJust tell the judge it was my fault and i'll get suedSee what these kids do is hear about us totin' pistolsAnd they want to get one cause they think the shit's coolNot knowin' we really just protectin' ourselves, we entertainersOf course the shit's affectin' our sales, you ignoramusBut music is reflection of self, we just explain it, and then we get ourchecks in the mailIt's fucked up ain't itHow we can come from practically nothing to being able to have any fuckin'thing that we wantedThat's why we sing for these kids, who don't have a thingExcept for a dream, and a fuckin' rap magazineWho post pin-up pictures on their walls all day longIdolize they favorite rappers and know all they songsOr for anyone who's ever been through shit in their livesTill they sit and they cry at night wishin' they'd dieTill they throw on a rap record and they sit, and they vibeWe're nothin' to you but we're the fuckin' shit in they eyesThat's why we seize the moment try to freeze it and own it, squeeze it andhold itCause we consider these minutes goldenAnd maybe they'll admit it when we're goneJust let our spirits live on, through our lyrics that you hear in oursongs and we can...[CHORUS X2] (Comment on this)
Monday, January 19th, 2009
9:37 pm	fk it. fk it. fk it. fk it. ok ok.sooo the stupid emo side is done with.i killed her. she dead.i decided in tally that iwould leave it all behind.what's done is done. for good.it is no longer a burden.& i'm feeling much better.happier.gratefull & content.but i still can't sleep.insomiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh !!maybe it wasn't because ofthem, which we do not mention.but because i really havea sleeping problem.mehh.i just never get tired :(whatevaah.best movie ever= CLOSER.watch ittt. (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 17th, 2009
3:09 pm	so. tallahassee. i'm in tally.& everything is great.except for the constantDISTURBANCEof you in my mind.get out.no, srsly, go.stop running throughmy brain :(i need emotional release.i can get that 2 ways.him.orrrrgoing nuts.i think the second ismost likely to occur.drinks, anyone? (Comment on this)
Friday, January 16th, 2009
12:38 pm	roxLOVELY roxLOVELY: i had a dream and you were in it.. roxLOVELY: LOLToUCHiN UR HeMi: lol, was i naked?Auto response from roxLOVELY: STUPID BOYFRIEND! < /3roxLOVELY: sorta LOLOLToUCHiN UR HeMi: whhaaaaaaat niggahhh!ToUCHiN UR HeMi: x plain !roxLOVELY: lolroxLOVELY: nooo!ToUCHiN UR HeMi: si si siroxLOVELY: nononroxLOVELY returned at 8:19:10 PM. ToUCHiN UR HeMi: porque?????????roxLOVELY: ok!roxLOVELY: geeze!ToUCHiN UR HeMi: wootroxLOVELY: it was a "girls night out"roxLOVELY: christy had her carroxLOVELY: it was christy erika alyisa youu and meeroxLOVELY: so we all get picked uproxLOVELY: and then i hadd to potty..roxLOVELY: no wait before thatroxLOVELY: we were drivingroxLOVELY: and youy kept touching my leg and such !! LOLroxLOVELY: and then i had to pee so we stoped at a 711 and i went and you decided to go with meToUCHiN UR HeMi: & such! LMAOroxLOVELY: LOlroxLOVELY: ok so .. you go with me inside the potty room =XToUCHiN UR HeMi: again ?!ToUCHiN UR HeMi: lolololroxLOVELY: and the bathrom scent is relieve! lolololToUCHiN UR HeMi: lolroxLOVELY: so, we go in and ... ToUCHiN UR HeMi: ....!!roxLOVELY: you like freakin pish me to the wall like the damn animal you are ! LOLToUCHiN UR HeMi: O:-) ;-) :-DroxLOVELY is away at 8:22:41 PM. roxLOVELY: and we start making out like mad people ! LOLroxLOVELY: LOLOLOLToUCHiN UR HeMi: woooooooooooooooooootAuto response from roxLOVELY: leave me alone.. "/roxLOVELY: and you sit on the potty and my freak nasty self gets on top.. LOLOLToUCHiN UR HeMi: LMAOOOroxLOVELY: and we keep kissing and SUCHToUCHiN UR HeMi: im loving this, by the way.ToUCHiN UR HeMi: and SUCH ?!roxLOVELY: lolololToUCHiN UR HeMi: what is SUCH woman?! dont keep me in the blu & shit !!roxLOVELY: wait negro!ToUCHiN UR HeMi: o k k k roxLOVELY: yu leave me like a giant hickey [yuck] near my booobie! LOLOLroxLOVELY: then they start to knock on the door to hurry LOLroxLOVELY: so i peee and we leaveToUCHiN UR HeMi: dang. thats it?roxLOVELY: we get to the movies and i "foget" something in the car and you come with meToUCHiN UR HeMi: ooooooooooooo niggiiiiiroxLOVELY: LOLOLroxLOVELY: blah blah blah we pretty much bang in the back of christys car ! LOLOLToUCHiN UR HeMi: fa shooooooooooroxLOVELY: lolToUCHiN UR HeMi: lolroxLOVELY: me and my wacko quacko dreams LOLOLToUCHiN UR HeMi: lolroxLOVELY: you know you love it hoe! <33ToUCHiN UR HeMi: i dooo :-)roxLOVELY: LOLroxLOVELY: i so "wanted you" when i woke up LOLOLToUCHiN UR HeMi: you still do & you know it ;-)roxLOVELY: ohhhh yeah LOLOLToUCHiN UR HeMi: lolToUCHiN UR HeMi: im soooo putting this in my livejournalAuto response from roxLOVELY: leave me alone.. "/ToUCHiN UR HeMi: HAHA !i fuckin love this girl. (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 15th, 2009
8:03 am	i'm in 6th period.. BORRRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIING.wahhhhh. save meeeeeee.random -mothafuckin- picture, hoes (Comment on this)