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Sun, 14 Dec 2014 23:06:19 GMT

"I've been naughty." She said in a seductive voice, taking steps closer. She put her hands on his chest, her blue eyes sparkled looking into his. She leaned in and whispered in his ear "I've been VERY naughty.." And kissed his neck.

It was 6, time to get out of the house soon. Devin looked at himself in the mirror, he didn't want to go, dinner's with shallow people were not his thing, but his girlfriend was all over it. They were her friends, they were nice and special. They were shallow people that needed a kick back into reality.
Devin was a succesful man, he had a great carrer, great life, but sometimes he felt like he didn't belong. He was dating a woman named Ellie, she was young, beautiful Long black hair, dark eyes, a beautiful face and a killer body. Any man would kill to get her, but her personality, it could use more. She was the type of girl who would trade her grandmother for a new diamond ring, but something made Devin stick to her. The hot sex, the feeling of having someone next to him.

She worked for her family, well, she had a job title but never did anything, just grabbed her paycheck and spent it on dresses and shoes. Devin didn't seem to have anything in common with her, yet they were the happy couple.

Ellie soon came out of the bathroom, dressed in the shortest red dress she had, looking like she belonged in the Red Light District instead of a five star restaurant, he gave her a kiss on the cheek and both left. He couldn't help but stare at her, she was short, but her high heels put her high enough for her to look in Devin's eyes without having to turn her head so much, she laughed and said "Be good and we can have fun on our way home."

I put on my black cocktail dress, "Fuck this." I said to myself and went to the kitchen. "Is this ok?" I asked. "Fuck yeah." Joe said.
My story wasn't so different, I was with a guy, who I really didn't need to be with.
I met Joe in a fund raiser, he was nice and cute and we started seeing each other, couple of months later I was pulled in deep in his life and couldn't get out. I didn't like hanging out with his friends, they were snobs. Rich kids that got everything that they ever wanted. I had to work had to get where I am.
I worked in an Art Gallery, my dream job. Joe worked for his father, I really didn't understand what his job excatly was, nor did I care. I was planning on ending things.

We arrived in the restaurant and the waited showed us to our seats, we were the last ones to arrive. There sat, Joe's college friend David, who was even worse than Joe, he often would brag about his amazing life and how amazing he is and so on, his childish, spoiled fiancee Melanie, Melanies friend Ellie, who was just as much spoiled, with her boyfriend Devin, who I didn't know too well, but he didn't seem to be so bad as the rest of them and us.

We sat down and they chatted away, the waiter came over to take our orders and of course the girls just ordered salad, "Fuck those bitches, I dragged myself here, I will get a meal." I thought to myself. I ordered a steak, I was not paying attention to every single calorie I ate, and meat is meat, meat is life, meat is amazing, no way I will say no to it.

As the dinner went on, my eyes shifted around, looking at people at tables next to ours. My eyes met Devins and there I saw it, that look that I had. The scream of desperation, boredom and loneliness. He saw it too. We quickly broke contact and I poked Joe's arm.
"Can we go?"
"So soon?"
"Uhhh... Please?"
"Fine."
We left.

A week later, we had to go to a charity event. The company from dinner was also there. I stood by the bar, sipping whiskey and looking at people. I hated them, all of them, selfish bastards that now thought they were kings of the world for giving some money to people in need.

"Sonya, right?" I heard a voice behind me. I turned around and saw Devin.
"Yeah."
"Hey, enjoying this... fiasco?"
"Haha, very. Not your type of crowd?"
"Not really."

We started to talk, it was the type of talks where you could open up about everything. We both hated the crowd, yet didn't leave. We talked about our dreams and hopes, and just got along very well. There was this instant connection we both felt.

We exchanged phone numbers, just in case we need to vent about the snobs.

Our messaging grew bigger and bigger every day, I got to know him better than any guy I ever dated, he was special, yet he was stuck with Ellie and I was stuck with Joe.

S *Hey, Devin. Listen, I remember how you told me that you wrote some kick ass poetry, mind sharing some?*
D *For what?*
S *My friend works for a big publisher and she mentioned that they are in the works of doing a book with new writers and their work. I thought they would love yours.*
D *Uh, I don't know.*
S *C'mon. Come up with a name and send it, what's the worst that could happen?*

He sent me a couple of his work, I loved it. I sent it to my friend and in a couple of days she called and said. "I don't know where you found him, but he's great. My boss is over the roof about him. You need to make him sign with us."
"I'll try."
"You better. If I come back with empty hands I can kiss my job goodbye, so charm him!"

S *Can you meet me for a drink later tonight? I need to talk to you.*
D *Sure, name the place.*

I went to the bar where we agreed to meet, I sat down by a table and drank my whiskey, I was wearing black jeans and a black sweater, maybe I should of put on something sexy, so he couldn't say no. Hmmmm. I saw him arrive, we chatted a bit and I said.
"Ok, I'm not gonna talk around. Remember how I sent your work to my friend? Well her bosses love you and want to sign you, they are offering you a great deal."
"Sonya, thanks, but I'm not sure."
"Why? Because Ellie said that writers don't make enough? Fuck her. She's a spoiled bitch. You have a chance to follow your dream, don't turn it down. And your work is amazing, I think people should be able to read it."

In the end he agreed. We walked out the bar and he grabbed my arm "You really think that I'm that good?"
"Better than good. You're great, amazing. You have a gift."
I stared into in his eyes, and next thing I know, our lips crash together and we let into this amazing kiss. He pushed me against the wall, his hands on my hips, our tongues swirling around each other, I literally got swooped off my feet.

In a moment, he pulled away "We can't."
"I know."
But our lips crashed together, for minutes, the world around us did not exist,it was just us.

The next day, I broke it off with Joe, he made a scene, but I really didn't care. I took the few things I had at his place and went on.
I wanted to call Devin, but I was scared.

Few weeks later...

I was walking down the street and saw a familiar face in the crowd.
"Devin!" I shouted. He waved and we hugged. We went into a little coffee shop and talked.

"You got published." I said sipping my coffee.
"I know. I have fans, it's crazy."
"I'm so happy for you."
"Well, if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be where I am, so I have to thank you. How you've been?"
"Busy, with work."
"How's Joe?"
"I wouldn't know, we broke up a couple of weeks ago."
"Because of..."
"No, well a bit. I realized I didn't want to waste my time with someone who I had nothing in common with. How's Elie?"
"Yeah, we broke up too. She didn't take it well. She cursed me and said I will fail at my new carrer choice. Well, jokes on her, because I am doing great."
"That's good."
"Hey, I want to take you out for dinner. Tonight. Are you free?"
"Of course."

We met in a small Italian restaurant. I wore a black dress, showing enough cleavage to make people on the street give me more than one look.

maaan maaaan naaav vairs žēl

Tue, 13 Jul 2010 20:32:36 GMT

Kopš Jūnija beidzot esmu atpakaļ savās vecajās mājas, ar foršajiem kaimiņiem un draugiem. God, i missed this place. Pats jaukākais rajons ar pašiem tizlākajiem cilvēkiem, but who cares. we got beer.
2 mēnešus nebiju runājis Latviski, tagad klausos Dzelzs Vilku, dziedu līdzi - but oh no, man ir akcents atpakaļ 8D
Pirms dažām dienām biju uz Getaway rock festival. Akkk diiiievsssss, tik daudz labas grupas.
anyway, tūlītāāāāz jav nākamais Sonisphere un tad vsjo, vasara galā.
Manas aknas ir mirušas ^_^

Jauka nakts

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 05:58:51 GMT

Pirms 11 izdomāju ka jāiet beidzot laicīgi gulēt, guļu gultā, slēgāju kanālus - Opā, pa vh1 Videography: The Cure (:
uzreiz jaukumiņš.
Pēc tam sākas VH1 Rocks, oh hellz yeah! Metallica bij, Scars on Boardway un vēl kkas, pirms vieniem izdomāju vsjo jāguļ. izslēdzu tv. guļu. pēc kādam 10min vnk ieslēdzu tv atkal, un tieši sākas Devildriver (: baigi foršiiiii.
No rīta pats piecēlos, viss ir baigi foršiii

Sat, 20 Feb 2010 09:08:09 GMT

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Aizmirsu savu karti pie Gata, Gatis nav mājas kaut kur dzerstās apkārt vēl. So like, i need money. Pirms reāli 15min mutere bija nomodā. Tagad gribu paprasīt 1.50ls priekš alus un čipsiem, šī guļ, es pasak ka pats paņemš tā kaut ko bļauj , wtttttf o_o
Vakar ar Gati un Žaneti dzērām vermutu kaut kādā ķieģeļu būdā, reāli 2mx2m. D: Pēc tam gaidījām autobusu 30min, woho!
Atnācu mājas un uzreiz gulēt.
šodien ķip jāiet dzert, bet man balstiņa nav, galviņa sāp, so nono, no more alcohol for me. tas alus ko es pēc 10min dabūšu neskaitās;d

Tue, 05 Jan 2010 23:21:25 GMT

Man jāceļas pēc 4h un 39 min (:

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 12:36:07 GMT

Jesjesjes. Kā tikko zvanīja Roberts un sarunājam jaunajā gadā dzert kopā :D tas nozīmē ka mēs atkal skraidīsim apkārt pa sthlm un meklēsim cilvēkus kuri mums dos šmigu :D wuhu.

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 18:33:34 GMT

Fear Factory jaunais albūms Mechanize ir AWESOME! klausos jav 2h un neapnīk. The best of the best are back! \m/
Pa TV uz mute iet American Idol, skatos un klausos FF un rēcu jo forši izskatās viss kopā, caciņa ņem un riktīgi brutāli dzied, or smth like that

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:13:59 GMT

Tikai mēs mākam tā izgāzties :D - viņš paļubom ir kkāds nūģis kas tikai tēlo ka viņam patīk metāls un multenes pa flapjack
- HOLIŠIT, HE'S A METALHEAD ;OOOO
Klausoties korpiklaani dziesmas kā vodka un beer, beer uzreiz gribas dzert, nenormāli un ārdīties pa mežu :D blaaaaah, es eju mājas meklēt šņabi vai alu. lalalala

leeets driiink

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 11:03:45 GMT

9:50 - stāvam un gaidam kad sāks pārdod biļetes.
9:58 - pārdevējs ierubī metallica - enter sandman un sāk kratīties
10:01 - es esmu ļoti laimīgs.
divas jaukas dienas būs nākamgad, un 5dien laikam dabūsim Rammstein biļetes. tagad ir iemesls nenodzerties līdz nāvei, jāiet tak ārdīties.
Tulīt jābrauc kaut kur nez, krč not fun.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 09:16:48 GMT

Rītdiena būs weird. Labi, tiksim pie biļetēm uz Metallicu. BET dažiem ir tiesa, pēdējā un tas ir psc, jo ervīns pēc savas citas tiesas vairs nav manīts nekur, nu kādu nepilnu nedēļu, naissssss.

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 11:43:46 GMT

Man ir mandarīni. & it smells like christmas.
es jūtos vnk drausmīgi, noguuuuruuuums. Es šodien laikam visu dienu gulēšu gultā, ēdīšu mandarīnus , dzeršu kaut kādu ķīniešu/japāņu tēju un skatīšos tv.

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 20:20:42 GMT

klausos 3 inches of blood, give me a break, tas vecis dzied itkā viņu dirsā rautu sātans.
vakar ar, resnais klausijās kaut kādu huiņu, nu nepatīk man tāda mūzika..:/
klausoties viņu likās ka ausis sāks asiņot un smadzenes nomirs, bet dark funeral saved me. woho!
es eju dzert

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 12:17:56 GMT

ES NOMIRŠU :D:D:D:D

pedobear ftw!

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 21:20:11 GMT

Krč es uztaisu sev ēst, emīls nes aliņus uz istabu, sonja slēgā tv, uzslēdz lnt un saka - tik līdzīgs skats kā no kādas fredija filmas..... OMG FREDDIJS!
es attopos ka tas ir Freddy vs Jason, abi ar emīlu wuhuuuuu :D alus aizlido :D krč jā mums ir vnk fuckin awesome jautri, es un emīls esam divi psihopāti kas ar frediju un džeisonu ir apsēsti, nu labi man nav 3 tettovejumi ar frediju kā emīlam ar džeisonu, bet sidrī es esmu mazais krūgers 2 :D

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 15:42:04 GMT

Karoč es šodien beidzot nopirku Antona Lveja ' Sātana Bībele ' .
Sāku lasīt, ir labs ir labs.
Vai saplosītais un asiņainais upuris var " mīlēt " asiņu apšļātkos žokļus, kuri sarausta viņu gabalu gabalos?
I found something great for my awesome sick mind.

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 17:22:47 GMT

Rīt man sākas skoliņa, hell yeah! Es zinu ka man vairs nebūs tā foršā klase kas bija pagājušogad, bet nu :/
9 rīt jābūt skoliņā, skola jaunā vietā, tagad tuvāk mājam ^^
labi vsjo, es eju dzert alu

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 18:52:41 GMT

23:40 - Dokumentālā filma ` METALLICA `

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 15:30:29 GMT

Šodien bij baigi foršā pasēdēšana, un 5l alus :) paldies.
Nesen atnācu mājas, pazvaniju Nastjai palūdzu lai viņa nopērk man kaut ko ēst, un lai šovakar pie manis dzīvojas.
Atnāca viņa ar Pedro sviestmaizēm ar tunci, omgomgomgomg es varētu tagad nomirt, man mutē ir orgasms :D

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 12:05:01 GMT

Beidzot man ir 11 biļetes rokā, un ne par vienu neesmu iztērējis ne santīma :)
7 backstage atļaujas un i'm so happy. :)
Septembris , oktobris un novembris būs fucking awesome! :)
Redzēšu, satikšu grupas kuras man tik ļoti patīk, un arī dažas pa kurām man ir galīgi pohuj :D
everything is niiiiiiiice

Fri, 21 Aug 2009 21:52:36 GMT

Karoč aiz stacijas ir tāds takā mežs, vienmēr visi domājam ka tur tālāk nekā nav. Šodien izlēmām aiziet, a vot tur mazs ciematiņš. Aizvilkās līdz Gaujai, tagad esam pie kaut kādas rūpnīcas or something, džungļi, džungļi, blandamies apkārt, apmaldamies, beigās protams atradām ceļu atpakaļ, tika uzfilmēti daži smieklīgi video :) Rīt laikam iesim dzert, bet man negribas, šodien ar tikai alu dzēru, rīt laikam arī.
Miegu ciet, vienkārši, fuuuuuuck. Zb, gulēt vienam. :/ bet nu labi. Rīt gan tā nebūs ^^
Vsjo, es ir off.

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 12:50:37 GMT

Šodien es ar Tomu esam unikāli, kopš kādiem 13 mēs runajam pa tel. :D
tas nekas ka varam pa skype sarakstīties vai vsp satikties jo dzīvojam 5min attālumā,bet nē vaig tieši pa tel :D
izrunajam černobiļas tēmu, kaut ko pa āfriku, un tagad pa south park. woho

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 07:11:09 GMT

FTW!
Karoč stāvam ar Tomu autobusa pieturā, pīpējam, atnāk kaut kāda veca tantiņa, apsēžas un skatās uz mums šitā O_O aomēram 5 minūtes. Okej, tad viņa paskatās uz Tomu, tad uz mani un saka - Ak vai , jaunieši! Jums tik daudz tetovējumi un tie pīrsingi ( jā mans lielais septums ir pizdatijs. ) , jūs zinat ka tie ir uz mūžu? ( Tiešām? un mēs domājam ka tetovējumus var nomazgāt, un ka pīrsingi nav īsti, bet vnk piekarināti dzelzīši. )
Jūs vecumdienās.. ( mēs vecumdienās nebūsim tik kaitinoši kā dažs labs te ;) ) izskatīsities šausmīgi, kaut gan tagad neizskataties labāk. Tad protams tantiņa pamanija ka man un Tomam par viņu ir riktīgi pohuj, un ka mēs runājam savā starpā un ierēcam pa viņu. Viņa piecēlas, visu to pašu atkārtoja un vēl teica - Jūs abi esat sātani. un jūs nākat no elles.
Vot tas mani nokaitināja, es pagriezos pret viņu un teicu - Ja jūs nebeigsiet muldēt, es pats personīgi parūpēšos par to lai pie Jums šonakt atnāk Sātans, nogalina jūs, jūsu ģimeni, izvaro jūsu kaķi, nozog jums pensiju, un liek jums degt elles liesmās. Ja to negribat, tad davaj aizpis muti un liec mūs mierā.
Tantiņa nobijās un arī aizvēras. :)
Nopērkam stacijā cigaretes, gaidam autobusu kas ved uz mājam, nāk klāt nākama tantiņa, pirms viņa paspēj kaut ko pateikt es jav saku - sāksi runāt, es tevi apēdīšu.
tagad ar tomu domājam ko šodien darīt, it kā bij sarunāts tusēt ar Sonju un Janu un Genu, bet tāāāds slinkums. Bet labi, tagad jaēd čipsi un jāzvanās visiem.

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 06:48:06 GMT

Janka, janka, janka, janka.
Vakar aizgāju gulēt ap 3jiem. skatījos comedy club un vārtijos pa gultu. Šorīt piecēlos 8. es jūtos vnk `ideāli` , nezinu vai braukšu pie Genas šodien, nav spēēēka, miegs nāk, bet dzeru jav 3 kafiju.
ča ča ča, now everybody, shoot me. (c) Al Bundy.

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 12:22:25 GMT

Esmu izgulējies, tagad dzeru garšīgu kafiju un vēl uzpīpēju.
līdīšu atpakaļ gultā, skatīšos tv un neuztraukšos ne par ko.

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 11:58:24 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEAu4QE-KdE
Bļaaaaa, vot šitas bija pats labākais, visi dzied līdzi, mēs vēl dzeram šņabi un priecājamies par visu :)
Arā spīd saule, sātanisti nevar iet arā :D man te mājas jautri, gribu 18 augustu, buuus drinkiiiing un konceeerts. shalalala!