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[31 May 2003|09:09pm] |
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it's the time to stop this life.. it's the right time to commit a suicide.. so stupid.. it just won't do.. have to survive.. just have to..
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[31 May 2003|01:37pm] |
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Sugababes - Shape |
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trying to find something intersted, not to feel depressed.. chika, i agree with you.. i want not only to die, but also to start a new life.. so it means that i want to die, and be born again.. as an other person..
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[30 May 2003|07:07pm] |
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David Usher - Black Black Heart |
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it's a new beginning of the millenium in my desteny.. sometimes it's easier to die, but not to take all those things, that other people take for granted.. so much problems in such a short life.. 17 years already passed.., and if only i could turn the time for 4 years ago, and live another life.. it won't be me.. propably it'd be better.. so far i've made a lot of mistakes.. now the school has been finnished, and for everybody it's the beginning of summertime.. but for me, it's a new LEVEL in my difficult game.. cops, drugs, alcohol, money.. all that leeds to the dead end of the road.. every single day.. i want to get out of this.. but now it's impossible..
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[30 May 2003|12:22am] |
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me wanna die this night.. it's so familiar..
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| to be continued.. |
[30 May 2003|12:15am] |
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In the world there are no perpetuums mobile, but there are eternal brakes...
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[30 May 2003|12:08am] |
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Morning, Legs, Slippers, the Crane, Breakfast, Money To be put in the Pocket, Legs, the Door, To walk, Since morning, Beer, the Vodka, Two, Buckets, Noise, Head, To fall, Lay, Legs, Hands, the House, the Bed, Poorly, Night, Darkly, the Dope, Morning, Legs, Slippers, the Crane..
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[29 May 2003|10:37pm] |
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today I spend the day thinking of "why does it always rains on me? Is that because i lied when I was 17?.." well it might be so.. today was the day when I realized a lot of my mistakes.. i feel good now.. it is now all out of me.. not in my thougths any more..
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