f3 - 20. Februāris 2018

To quit synthetics it is… it’s a hard one, man. I guess it’s all in the individuals themselves really. It’s very, very hard. I knew a heroin addict that was 20-years plus on heroin. Before he started smoking synthetics he had been clean for a while from heroin. He was telling me that synthetics is nothing, that heroin is hard to get off. But he tried some synthetics and got hooked and he tried giving it up and he reckons synthetics was the worst. It was harder than heroin.

"Things just started getting to me again and I couldn’t sleep… so I had some, and then I bought some, and then I bought some more.”

She slipped into old habits, back into that “negative way of thinking, like fuck this, fuck it all.”