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why does the majority of people take me as a child?
a young, accompanied person with no right of personal thoughts,
with no right to do what I think, is right for me at the moment and place I am in???
Is it really so hard to live with the feeling that people grow up?
It really seems kind of strange to look up to your closest ones to see they take you as a child!!!
Sometimes....sometimes it gets really hard...it is hard to talk to them & understand what they take you for
these lines go very slow... a bit too slow to follow each other...don't know why! ;(
It seems that most of the people around me live 95% in memories & don't live up to date!
it's sad and irritating...today was another day Facts showed me that a lot of my friends and family try not to be true & honest
& over-react at little and meaningless things...
i have come to a conclusion today...
a conclusion that the major part of people around me do not want to hear or think about...
the conclusion itself is really clear and simple: I DON'T WANT TO KEEP ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND ME THE WAY THEY ARE
...this means that i will not try to do what i know would be right; i won't keep on trying to fix things in other peoples relationships because, in my opinion, friendship is meant to be bilateral- you have to give, not only take....
i really hope not to start keeping my word with some of the people mentioned before......
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;(fiilingz i :  depressed man skan:: kids 4 rock- acis |