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another year has passed...and what has changed?
I have left our team...the wonderful ones...
I have chosen my future, kind of left my past behind...
Such a big change in my life...
But I dont think so...
This change i find as a turn-back point in my life...
i don't feel this going any further...just back...
I don't quite like what's happening to me...
Don't feel safe, don't feel fine and welcome here
in the school of banking...
I feel like one of a crowd...more or less not important to anyone there
OK...i know some people there...but that doesn't matter to me
I wat to feel like home there...I can't
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If i only knew why...
i understand that hanza was the best place in the world i could be in...
i knew that anyplace would be worse...
but somehow...I didn't think it would be so bad...
The team is more or less friendly and comunicative, but it just isn't the place 4 me
i guess...
i feel really bad the past few days...some kind of nostalgia has gotten over me or smth...
I miss the ones i once found seperate, different and unaccepteable...
I want to go 3 years back and live the moment over and over again...fiilingz i : crappy man skan:: Ringside - Tired Of Being Sorry |