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    Monday, December 10th, 2018
    2:01 pm
    praktiskais reālisms
    I like to think that I have a glass, and it's both empty and full.
    12:59 pm
    Eiropas nolaupīšana
    Relationship status: you are casually f-ing with the ideas of Nietzsche, while platonically in love with Lao Tzu.
    12:39 pm
    -
    We are wishing for peace, but there's just that little something about the war.
    12:10 pm
    school of life
    is, where you finally learn, how not to give a fuck. Viedi prāti to sauc par briedumu.
    10:35 am
    mbti
    Myers Briggs tipoloģija ir apmēram tikpat precīza kā jebkura vispārinājumu sistēma.
    Enneagramma šķiet psiholoģiski reālistiskāka, tuvāka dzīvei un skaidrāka ar katra tipa degradācijas-izaugsmes ceļu, bet tāpat nav patērētā laika vērta.
    10:07 am
    sweet persuasion
    es teicu, ka negribu bērnus, bet gribu mazbērnus. Viņš teica- you know, that's not, how it works, right?
    :)))))
    9:46 am
    fantasy
    Būtu jauki, ja zobu feja atstātu naudu salūzušo zobu remontam.
    8:28 am
    ja...
    gars ir labprātīgs, bet miesa vāja, tad visticamāk, gars tomēr bija vājš jau pašā sākumā
    4:48 am
    definīcija
    Whore is any person with no sense of self or self-consciousness; a person with no solid reliable personal characteristics.
    Kā mēs aizvakar izspriedām; glumēze.
    2:56 am
    es redzēju sapnī bez Zālamana
    murgu, kurā man nācās mazliet raudāt, ēst gotiņas ar ķiršiem un dzērvenēm (arī realitātē ir tādas) un jāklausās Rammstein salauztās sirds dziedēšanai.
    Pārējo nerakstīšu, jo nekas nedrīkst piepildīties.
    muļķības

    Anyways, doma tāda, ka pašaizsardzības mehāniski ir tik dziļi, ka jau pat sapņos sāc laizīt pagaidām vēl neesošas rētas.
    2:43 am
    God, give me anything I want
    mēs iegūstam to, ko vēlamies, vai to, ko mums vajag?
    Droši vien, ka galu galā piepildās tās iespējas, ko spējam paņemt/pieņemt. Bet dažreiz mēs neprotam paņemt neko.
    Friday, December 7th, 2018
    4:12 pm
    I will never bring an honour to my family
    jeb
    ne viss, kas vibrē, ir vibrators.
    For the notice. Es nelietoju neko tādu, izņemot alkoholu, kofeīnu un rupju leksiku.

    Realitāte iesākas ar domu, taču es visai negudri nekad neesmu gribējusi sevi ierobežot domu un uzskatu ziņā. Vai jūs mēdzat cenzēt savas domas, un apzināti veidot savu uzskatu sistēmu/ ideoloģiju?
    ko laikam paralēli varētu dēvēt par smadzeņu skalošanu sev pašam
    4:03 pm
    *
    Ja vīrieši uzskata, ka ka sievietes ir pārāk emocionālas, kāpēc paši aizraujas ar tādām? Jā, Tādām.
    I put the blame on you.
    (es lieku vainu virsū Tev)
    2:57 pm
    observing
    Observing somebody's image is like looking at a frame of a painting.
    The frame has to be fitting, of course.
    11:58 am
    The observed leading opinion of men towards women in discussions
    a) "all men" are equal
    b)"all women" are equal to children
    Meanwhile, in slightly another dimension, called reality, women, just like men, are individuals with different attitudes and ways of living. So the both statements, a) and b), are irrelevant.

    Iepriekšējais posts ir lieks, bet negribas dzēst. Lakoniski tomēr ir labāk.
    11:08 am
    man's, man's, man's World
    he pays her caring attention, he is ready to pay for whatever the woman pleases. Also, ask a man about 'women', and you will get to hear a detailed ideology, in which "all women" have role of second class citizens. The leading opinion of many or, maybe, most men is, that ''all men'' are equal; and ''all women'' are equal to children. You can make a long list of who's to blame for their being upset.
    Also, somewhere beyond their seemingly rational reasons, some men manage to envy "each woman's" irresponsible way of living, even though it exists primarily in men's imagination.
    a) Women, just like men, are individuals with different attitudes and way of living.
    b) Also, while men operate in physical reality, women's life consists of constant moral pressure, morally judging everything voluntarly or invontarily, and being judged by all sides. A stereotypical man would handle that clumsily, just like a stereotypical woman would be weak physically.
    Sometimes we need healthily realistic individualism. You can only point your finger back at yourself.

    sorry for this unnecessary post, but truth is a chore, and I sometimes need to sort my thoughts out
    Thursday, December 6th, 2018
    8:11 pm
    jebkura vecmāmiņa būtu patīkami parsteigta, uzzinot, cik daudz es ēdu
    tomēr veikalā, uz kuru dažreiz piestaigāju, šodien bija sanākušas daudz tantes, kuras pilnīgā vienprātībā nosprieda, ka es nemaz neēdu:D #klasika
    11:37 am
    atzinība
    Tikko palasīju kkādus random citu cilvēku ierakstus klab.lv, un sapratu, ka man šis saits iet pie sirds.
    Prieks n laime, jums tāpat.
    Wednesday, December 5th, 2018
    1:06 pm
    Nina cried power
    I may not reach my goals in life, but at least, while on my way, I am totally capable of making everybody to repulse and deny me.
    Of course, there are more options than that. But in life, some options are highlighted and some are not. Must be neurons and habits.
    12:45 pm
    Melnā roka
    This world has black fingers, that are reaching out for me- for how I handle myself and how my body looks. Did I slept well or did I cry all evening. Did I drink half of the last night? (no, I didn't)
    Instead of nails, the fingers have eyeballs on their fingertips.
    They are trying to touch my life; and I'm making this stuff up again.
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