| So fucking confused. |
[Jan. 4th, 2009|02:28 pm] |
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| | In love? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Does It Offend You, Yeah? - Let's Make Out | ] |
am i really inlove?
i hope no.
but yet i miss him so,so much.
fall asleep beside him..that's all i wish for.
maybe this is just because finally i feel needed?
finally i can kiss someone whenever i want?
finally i can text someone only - sweet dreams,i think im in love. And that someone will think that's cutest thing ever?
when someone says to me - ''ur not thin, ur not fat..ur beautiful.'' or ''I never wanted girl so much as i want you.''
and then says - ''be with me.'' and i say - ''im already with you.'' and then he whisper ''no,silly. come closer. i want to feel your heartbeat.''
and then i melted inside. but i just can't show it. maybe this will be the hardest not fully show my feelings,emotions,thoughts about us.
But noooo im so naive! and im like - i just dont care.
all i want for now is you.
I'm just too much trouble.
oh, and one think - you should know - im not stupid. im not childish. I just can't think clearly when i with you. my mind isn't working..
HOLD ME TIGHT AND NEVER LET GO,please. <3
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[Jan. 4th, 2009|03:05 pm] |
This is who you are.
And that's what im not. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2009|03:09 pm] |
In love. Again.
And again with the wrong person.
I have the worst feeling. When i LOVE at the time when the best would be HATE. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2009|03:25 pm] |
CAUTION :
After few days (hope weeks) there will be another broken heart on the road. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2009|04:45 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | day old hate - city & color | ] |
at the end..i won't fall in love. I will fall to the ground with my heart..realizng that all this was such a good lies. |
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