urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flamesHopeless, or smth...demonic_flamesdemonic_flamesrap1n@tvnet.lvdemonic_flames2007-08-30T17:46:16Z2007-08-30T17:46:16ZVai atklāties ir labi?????urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:28542007-08-30T20:45:002007-08-30T20:45:002007-08-30T17:46:16Z2007-08-30T17:46:16ZEs atklājos, bet vai to dabūtu atpakāl, kas man jādara, es ceŗeju, ka tikai jāatklājas, bet...<br /><br />Nē...<br /><br />Laikam, jānoslēdzas, bet tad...<br /><br />atkal nav labi...<br />kas tad ir labi???<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ja atklājiessāp, ja neatklājies tad citiem k-kas kaiš<br /><br />nekur nav labi...<br /><br /><br /><br />neciešami......urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:26522007-07-08T17:32:002007-07-08T17:32:002007-07-08T14:33:56Z2007-07-08T14:33:56Zmaz ir vērts vairs censties, ja šā vai tā to nepanāksi?<br />Pārdzīvovošu, ja netiks piepildīti mērķi pēc kā tiecos.<br />Nenomiršu jau.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:24712007-07-07T15:18:002007-07-07T15:18:002007-07-07T12:21:06Z2007-07-07T12:21:06ZShe's All I Ever Had lyrics<br /><br />Here I am. Broken wings, quiet thoughts, unspoken dreams. <br />Here I am. Alone again and I need her now to hold my hand. <br /><br />[CHORUS:]<br />She's all, she's all I ever had. <br />She's the air I breathe.<br />She's all, she's all I ever had <br /><br />It's the way she makes me feel. <br />It's the only thing that's real. <br />It's the way she understands. <br />She's my lover, she's my friend. <br />And when I look into her eyes it's the way I feel inside. <br />Like the man I want to be. <br />She's all I ever need. <br /><br />So much time, soo much pain (but) there's one thing that still remains. <br />(It's the) The way she cared the love we shared. <br />And through it all she's always been there. <br /><br />She's all, she's all I ever had in a world so cold, so empty. <br />She's all, she's all I ever had.<br /><br />It's the way she makes me feel. <br />It's the only thing that's real. <br />It's the way she understands. <br />She's my lover, she's my friend. <br />And when I look into her eyes it's the way I feel inside. <br />Like the man I want to be. She's all I ever need.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />-------------------<br /><br /><br /><br />Tu esi, man viss, mana pasaule, mans gais ko elpoju.<br />Jā es esmua tkarīgs no tevis, no taviem glāstiem, no tavām lūpām,no tevis visas, pat, tad, kad pieļauju kļūdu, tad apzinos, ka esmu vnk idiots, ka tā izdarīju.<br />Lab, ne muļķis, bet k-kas trakāks, jo es esmu vnk daunis, ja tevi sāpinu, vai kādi citādi aizskaru.<br /><br />----------------------------------------<wbr />------------<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />(Ricky Martin - She's All I Ever Had)urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:22302007-07-07T15:01:002007-07-07T15:01:002007-07-07T12:03:48Z2007-07-07T12:03:48ZLying in my bed I hear the clock ticks and think of you<br /><br />Caught up in circles, confusion is nothing new<br />Flash back warm night, almost left behind<br />Suitcase of memories<br />Time after sometime you pictured me<br />I'm walking too far ahead<br />You're callin' to me<br />I can't hear what you've said<br />You said: "Go slow, I fall behind"<br />The second hand unwinds<br /><br />If you're lost you can look and you will find me<br />Time after time<br />If you fall I will catch you, i'll be waiting<br />Time after time<br /><br />I turn, my picture fades<br />And darkness has turned to grey<br />Watching through windows<br />You're wondering if I'm OK<br />Secrets stolen from deep inside<br />The drum beats out of time<br /><br />If you're lost you can look and you will find me<br />Time after time<br />If you fall I will catch you, i'll be waiting<br />Time after time<br /><br />--------------------------<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Mistiskā veidā, atradās dziemsa, kas raksturo manas izjūtas, tad, kad centos.<br />Centos savaldzināt tevi. <br />Un pats brīnumainākais ir tas, ka es vēl atceros, katru izjūtu pirms mēs kļuvām par vienotu.<br />Par mīlniekiem. Viens otra mīlniekiem.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:20442007-07-07T14:54:002007-07-07T14:54:002007-07-07T11:56:50Z2007-07-07T11:56:50Z[Duncan]<br />We come from humble beginnings and<br />Who could have guessed it when<br />You sit and doubt it and<br />Things aint all that bright<br />But we made it though the night<br />It's like a game of truth or dare<br />If you can make it here<br />You'll make it anywhere<br />That's what we've been told<br />But the stories getting old<br /><br />[Lee]<br />Together we faced the cold outside<br />No one can say we didn't try<br />And I will never give you up or let you go<br />Together we faced our final fears<br />Remember the moments that we shared<br />That's why I'll never give you up or let you go<br /><br />[All]<br />We'll be ready when the curtain might fall<br />Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />Cuz I'm living out the script of my life<br />Cuz we all got a part we must play<br />And I've done it but I've done it my way<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />Oohh (oohh)<br />In the script of my life<br /><br />[Simon]<br />We started out many years ago<br />No one will ever know<br />How far we've really come<br />Since we walked away<br />And no more words to say<br /><br />[Antony]<br />And we made a lot of sacrifice<br />Undid a lot of ties<br />Fought a lot of fights<br />To get where we are now<br />Just don't ask me how<br /><br />[Lee]<br />Together we faced the cold outside<br />No one can say we didn't try<br />And I will never give you up or let you go<br />Together we faced our final fears<br />Remember the moments that we shared<br />That's why I'll never give you up or let you go<br /><br />[All]<br />We'll be ready when the curtain might fall<br />Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />Cuz I'm living out the script of my life<br />Cuz we all got a part we must play<br />And I've done it but I've done it my way<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />Oohh<br />In the script of my life<br /><br />[Simon]<br />We'll be ready when the curtain might fall<br />Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />Cuz I'm living out the script of my life<br />Cuz we all got a part we must play<br />And I've done it but I've done it my way<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />In the script of my life<br /><br />[All]<br />We'll be ready when the curtain might fall<br />Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />Cuz I'm living out the script of my life<br />Cuz we all got a part we must play<br />And I've done it but I've done it my way<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />Oohh (oohh)<br />In the script of my life<br /><br />[All]<br />We'll be ready when the curtain might fall<br />Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />Cuz i'm living out the script of my life<br />Cuz we all got a part we must play<br />And i've done it but I've done it my way<br />I gotta read between the lines<br />Oohh (oohh)<br />In the script of my life<br /><br /><br /><br />----------------------------------------<wbr />-------<br /><br /><br />And I will never give you up or let you go<br />Together we faced our final fears<br />Remember the moments that we shared<br />That's why I'll never give you up or let you go<br /><br /><br />----------------------------------------<wbr />---------<br /><br /><br />pat neskatoties ne uz ko es tomērt zinu, ka šī ir patiesība.<br />Paldies tev, ka tu tāda esi<br /><br /><br />(Blue- curtain falls)urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:17032007-07-06T23:41:002007-07-06T23:41:002007-07-06T20:54:43Z2007-07-06T20:54:43ZViss labais nāk ar laiku, bet sliktais uzreiz.<br />Kāpēc?<br /><br />Kālab nevar būt orādāk?<br /><br />varbūt mums tā ir lemts, ka nelaimes mūs piemeklē biežāk nekā vajag.<br />Un tādējādi mēs saprotam, kas ir labs un patīkams.<br />Bet ja visu laiku mums būtu labi un patīkami, tad mēs kļūtu bezrūpīgi?<br />vai arī mēs ilgotos pēc tā sliktā, lai tas notiktu?<br />kas tad būtu, kas notiktu, ja mēs gaidītu too slikto?<br />Mēs pieredzētu nāvi? <br />Mēs redzētu, kā kāds tiek izvarots? <br />Kas?<br />Varbūt mūs nomāktu šī bezrūpīgā dzīve, kurā nekā slikta nav.<br />Bet, ja notiktu, tas sliktais, tajā bezrūpīgajā dzīvē, kas notiktu?<br />Mēs kristu panikā, jeb dživotu tā pat, bezrūpīgi, tālāk?<br />Tik daudz iespēju un visdažādākie varianti.<br /><br /><br />Ja man, vai kādam citam būtu laika, tad tos varētu izfilizofēt līdz galējībai, jeb aŗi , varam tos atstāt novārtā, un tikai, ik pa laikam pa tiem atcerēties.<br />iespe'jams, bet es beidzu. <br />tnx, ka lasījāt, kaut arī tas nebija vajadzīgs.<br />Jo šis ir vnk mans surugāts.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:13092007-07-06T18:23:002007-07-06T18:23:002007-07-06T15:26:21Z2007-07-06T15:26:21ZI could stay awake just to hear you breathing <br />Watch you smile while you are sleeping <br />While you're far away and dreaming <br />I could spend my life in this sweet surrender <br />I could stay lost in this moment forever <br />Well, every moment spent with you <br />Is a moment I treasure <br />I don't wanna close my eyes <br />I don't wanna fall asleep <br />'Cause I'd miss you, baby <br />And I don't wanna miss a thing <br />'Cause even when I dream of you <br />The sweetest dream would never do <br />I'd still miss you, baby <br />And I don't wanna miss a thing <br />Lying close to you <br />Feeling your heart beating <br />And I'm wondering what you're dreaming <br />Wondering if it's me you're seeing <br />Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together <br />And I just wanna stay with you <br />In this moment forever, forever and ever <br />I don't wanna close my eyes <br />I don't wanna fall asleep <br />'Cause I'd miss you, baby <br />And I don't wanna miss a thing <br />'Cause even when I dream of you <br />The sweetest dream would never do <br />I'd still miss you, baby <br />And I don't wanna miss a thing <br />I don't wanna miss one smile <br />I don't wanna miss one kiss <br />Well, I just wanna be with you <br />Right here with you, just like this <br />I just wanna hold you close <br />Feel your heart so close to mine <br />And just stay here in this moment <br />For all the rest of time <br />Don't wanna close my eyes <br />Don't wanna fall asleep <br />'Cause I'd miss you, baby <br />And I don't wanna miss a thing <br />'Cause even when I dream of you <br />The sweetest dream would never do <br />'Cause I'd still miss you, baby <br />And I don't wanna miss a thing <br />I don't wanna close my eyes <br />I don't wanna fall asleep <br />'Cause I'd miss you, baby <br />And I don't wanna miss a thing <br />'Cause even when I dream of you <br />The sweetest dream would never do <br />I'd still miss you, baby <br />And I don't wanna miss a thing <br />Don't wanna close my eyes <br />Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah <br />I don't wanna miss a thing <br />I don't wanna miss a thing<br /><br /><br /><br />Pat vissenākās dziesmas vārdi spēj izteikt patiesās jūtas, ko dažriez ar vardiem neizteikt, bet varbūt tā ir tikai ilūzija, ka tu nespēj, bet īstenībā...<br /><br /><br />Nē, nesākšu dziļi filizofēt, vnk paklausīšos dziesmu un paklusēšu....Es tev to saudzēju....urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:12202007-07-05T00:05:002007-07-05T00:05:002007-07-04T21:09:36Z2007-07-04T21:09:36ZLaimes mokās, ciešanu azotē,<br />Es turu sevī lolojumu.<br />Šo maigo un svētlaimes pilno.<br />Šo neaizsargāto un sagraujamo.<br />Bet dziļi sirdī to glabādams,<br />Es saudzēju...<br />Saudzēju, lai dāvātu tev.......urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:7802007-07-04T23:19:002007-07-04T23:19:002007-07-04T20:29:38Z2007-07-04T20:29:38ZSkaņas mijas un es klusēju,<br />Balsis sauc, bet es neatbildu.<br />Acu priekšā nokrīt, bet es neredzu.<br />Šī saldā smarža ap manām nāsim, be es nejūtu.<br />Šie maigie skūpsti uz manām lūpām, bet es nejūtu.<br />Šs maigais, silatais zīda audums zem manis,<br />Auksts un vēss,<br />Tā pat kā es....<br />Varbūt esmu kurls, ka nedzirdu?<br />Varbūt esmu akls, ka nedzirdu?<br />Varbūt esmu miris, ka nejūtu?<br />Varbūt, ka esmu...<br />Miris...Atkal un atkal.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:6382007-07-03T16:54:002007-07-03T16:54:002007-07-03T13:54:11Z2007-07-03T13:54:11ZČukstos tu man izteici šos vārdus,<br />Tie kā maiga vēja plūsma skanēja manās ausīs,<br />Tie, kā melodija atbalsoja un skanēja manā galvā.<br />Atkal un atkal....<br />Tikai tad, ka bijām tuvi tu tos izteici,<br />Tie gluži, kā karstas asaras pārksrēja, maniem vaigiem,<br />Gluži aukstiem vaigiem.<br />Tās ir patīkamas sajūtas, čukstos dzirdēt,<br />Tos vārdus atkal un atkal.<br />Kaut vai tu tos esi izteikusi tikkai dažas reizes,<br />Tos vienalga ir patīkami dzirdēt,<br />Atkal un atkal.....Silver bullet.urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:demonic_flames:4312007-07-03T16:42:002007-07-03T16:42:002007-07-03T13:44:26Z2007-07-03T13:44:26ZIr pavēls, viss lēnām krēslo un patīkami maigs vējš spēlējas ar koku zariem.<br />Lēnām virzoties pa mierīgo meža izcirtumu jūtu, kā vējš lēnām un mierīgi pūstdams spēlējas ar maniem matiem un drēbēm. Tik patīkams miers un klusums, ka varētu aizmirsties. Aizmirsties pa, visam, šajā klusajā dabas nostūrī, kur ir dzirdama tikai vēja spēlēšanās ar zariem un putnu maigā čivināšana. Norimst putnu skaistā dziesma, sāk jau palikt tumšs it kā zeme pārklāj pāri sev segu, piķa melnu segu - Nakti. Vairs ir dzirdama tikai vēja šalkoņa, miers un klusums vairs valda pār šo vietu. Nakts pienākusi un mākoņiem atsedzoties sāk spīdēt spožs mēness. Tā gaiši zilie stari maigi apspīd zemi un katru koku, radot maigas ēnas naktī. Un mēness gaiši zilie un spožie stari atblāzmojas manos slapjajos vaigos, pa kuriem, viena pēc otras, tecēja pa vienai vien asarai. Tās izpauda - sāpes, ciešanas un sirdssāpes, kuras ir uzkrājušās manā sirdī un mani smacē. Nu tās laužas ārā caur asarām, pat spējīgs bļaut vairs nēsmu, tik raudāt un ļaut asarām plūst pār saviem vaigiem.<br />Manās rokās, no mēness gaismas, atspīd sudrabs, metāls - Pistole. Tā stobrā ir attēlota salauzta sirds, kuru plosa roze. Rozes ērkšķi, kas ir cieši ap to aptinušies un smacē nost, saplēsto un sagrauto, sirdi. Iebāžu roku kabatā un izvelku to, saspiestu dūrē. Dūre, knapi redzama mēness gaismā, asiņo ,asiņo no tā ko esmu saspiedis tajā. Lēnām atverot dūri vaļā, mēness gaismā spoži, jo spoži, atspīd Sudraba lode, kura ir visa vienās asinīs. Manās asinīs. Sudraba lodi ielieku pistolē ar gravējumu uz augšu - gravējumu, kur ir TAVS vārds, tieši TAVS. <br />Pistoli, pielādētu, nolaižu gar sāniem to cieši turot savā labajā rokā un klusi, jo klusi, izskan šie vārdi, kas tiek ar vēju aiznesti prom un tie knapi tiek izdvesti pār manām lūpām.<br />„-Es Mīlu Tevi...”<br />Un pēc šo vārdu izskanēšanas atskanēja ,dobjš un patīkams, blīkšķis, kas atskanēja vēl kādu mirkli, kā tunelī atbalss. Ar pēdējo elpas vilcienu es atlaižu pistoli, ļaujot tai nokrist uz aukstās zemes. Un pielieku kreiso rokas plaukstu uz lodes atstāto brūci - Sirdī. Asinis sāka tecēt straumēm un līdz ar to acis izžuva un vairāk asaras netecēja, tās apstājās- rimās. It kā tās rimās dēļ tā, ka Sudraba lode ar TAVU vārdu ietriecās un palika mana sirdī - Uz mūžiem...<br /><br /><br />}{♥♥†αrvilﮎ †♥♥}{